They were sitting in the waiting room when Nurse Lisa came out 'I'm so sorry' she said, she then told them not to go anywhere, she needed to talk to them. Just then the solicitor came over to them

'Hello' he said 'sorry for your loss'

'Hello and you are?' will asked

'I was Ms Walker solicitor, she gave me these to give to you, they are letters she wanted me to give them to you after she past away'

'What do you mean, how can she give you letters, when did she?' will asked all these questions

'About 2 months ago when she was in hospital she made a will and gave me these letters to give to you' he said casually

'Wait this doesn't make sense, your making it sound like she knew she was going to die' Jack said getting up his face still tear stained

'Look I know nothing about what Ms Walker knew' the solicitor said still holding the letters

'Ok thank you' Grace said taking the letters, then the solicitor walked off.

'I don't understand will, if she knew she was going to die why didn't she tell of us, she cant of known' Jack asked and started crying,

'I don't know Jack' will said hugging him and Grace 'I really don't know'

'I bet who does know' Jack said angrily 'Lisa' he broke off the hug to find her

'Jack' Grace called after him, her and will followed him.

They found Lisa in Karen's old room, making the bed after the last person

'Hay' Jack said nastily

'Hay Jack' Lisa said hiding the fact she knew what this was about

'Why didn't you tell us Karen was dying?' Jack hissed

'What it's not up to me to tell you' she replied

'So what you think it's ok to keep some thing that big a secret, that you shouldn't tell the people who loved her?'

'Jack I didn't know she didn't tell you, I'm sorry' Lisa lied

'I'm sorry' grace said and looked at Jack he burst out crying, so Grace hugged him

'I just want her back'

'I know Jack we all do' Grace said crying too

'I…I could tell you what I know if you want' Lisa said, Jack looked at her and nodded, they all sat down on the bed

'She died from cancer'

'Oh my god' Grace said

'She must have had it for years, but for some reason she only started showing signs a few months ago, and by the time she did, the cancer had spread'

'Oh…..it spread, oh Karen' jack cried

'She told me not to tell you, that she would in her own time, so I had to pretend it was stomach ulcers, she didn't want to tell you, I did try and persuade her but you know what she is like stubborn. She told me that she wanted the last few months of her life to be happy, she didn't want you lot depressed she wanted to get on with life and carry on as normal with you guys'

'I can't believe it' Grace said still shocked

'Look I don't want you to be mad with her she did it for you guys, she was only thinking of you lot not herself, I can tell you now because I was the one here every night after you lot left, we would talk, and she didn't want to leave you but she knew she was. She cried every night I could hear her, cry herself to sleep, she said that she loved you lot so much, and Jack she said she loved you more than life it self. You can't be mad at her, she didn't want to hurt anyone' Lisa said then looked at Jack 'especially you'

'Im not mad at her, I just wish she would have told me' he replied

'I just keep thinking she will come bursting through those doors laughing' Grace cried

'I know…it's not fair' will replied

'Im just glade she didn't go completely alone with it…thanks Lisa' Jack said, he hesitated for a bit then hugged Lisa.

They arrived back at wills at ten; every thing was how they left it minus one person

'Um Jack do you wan to stay here tonight?' will asked

'Um…no I…I want to mine's I want to be alone' Jack said

'Well before you go I forgot these' Grace said pulling out the letters and gave it to them; it was obvious Jack's had something in his. Jack said goodbye to Will and Grace and left.

Will and Grace sat on the sofa, Grace looked at will

'I can't believe it she's….she's gone' grace cried, will hugged her, he also began to cry

'Poor Jack, I wish he wasn't alone' will said, after that they both read their letters.

Jack walked straight into his room, laid on his bed and cried he noticed one of Karen's jumpers next to him and cuddled it, it was the one she took off at the party, he smelt it, it still had her scent which made him cry harder, 'Oh Karen' he cried 'Come back to me.' He laid there a bit longer crying and cuddling the jumper, when he noticed the letter from Karen on the bed, he picked it up and opened it, inside was a cassette tape and a letter, he read the letter first which read;

Dear Jack

What can I say, writing will and Grace's letter came easier to me, but yours….I guess I can write what's in my heart, but there is so much in my heart for you I don't know where to start.

Firstly I would like to explain what I did and ask you to not be mad at me Jack. You know I would have told you if I could, but how can you tell some one you love so much that you are dying? I knew that if I had told you then things would have changed, but I wanted the last two months of my life to be the same as they always were, the same between me and you. I really hope you find it in your heart to forgive me!

You know when I was younger someone told me something 'To the world you are just one person, but to one person you can mean the world'. I never believed that until I met you Jack, because you were and still are my world.

I don't need to tell you how much I love you because I hope its clear to you, but I'm going to say it anyways, I love you more than life itself Jack, I don't care if it sounds trite because I will say it over and over, you're the shoulder that I've always known and the hand that says I'm not alone. Did you know that I get lonely at the thought of you not being near me? My love for you Jack is unconditional and true, loving you is always worth it. I know you felt the same Jack with all the affection you gave me I knew.

Jack in my will I have left will and Grace $100,000 each, but you everything else please take, I was the queen in that Mann's for years and now I want you to be the king. So please take it I don't want anyone else to have it.

In the envelope you will find a cassette 'angels' was our song, but I want this one to be ours as well, this is our song Jack, I want you to play it over and over. I want this song at my funeral as well as 'Angels' I want you to sing 'angels' if you feel up to it.

I'm never going to leave you Jack I promise, when you are performing your one man show I'll be there in the front row, and one day I want to hear you sing our songs. When you are a Broadway star I'll be there every show every night in the front row.

When you get married I'll be sitting at the front of the church, and I'll be so happy for you, and when you get your first child and all your children, I'll be watching you be the best dad in the world to them I know you will be, and at night when you put your children to bed then go of to your own room, don't worry for them for I'll be in their room watching over them and keeping them safe. You have so much to give Jack I know your going to be happy.

I don't know what else to write, I'm sitting in hospital writing this, you came and saw me to day like every day, that's the time of days I can't wait for. Just seeing you today laughing made me melt, wanting to tell you but I couldn't! And yes I am crying writing this, but you're worth every tear.

Jack it may not seem it now but there will be a tomorrow and in time I know that you find your way.

Remember Jack when you feel like hope has gone look inside you and be strong, and your see the truth that a hero lies in you, and Jack you are my hero.

Keep your dreams Jack don't let anyone take them away.

I'm going to miss you so much it's going to hurt, remember I love you so so so much and always will, and I will always believe in you. I thank god for you being in my life.

When you feel lonely close your eyes and think of me, and I'll be there, don't forget me!

Love you always

Lots and lots of love

Karen –x-

'Oh my god Karen' Jack cried 'I love you so much and I never will forget you'

Jack then got the cassette and put it into the radio beside him and pressed play 'Wind beneath my wings' came on

Ohhhh, oh, oh, oh, ohhh.
It must have been cold there in my shadow,
to never have sunlight on your face.
You were content to let me shine, that's your way.
You always walked a step behind.

So I was the one with all the glory,
while you were the one with all the strength.
A beautiful face without a name for so long.
A beautiful smile to hide the pain.

Did you ever know that you're my hero,
and everything I would like to be?
I can fly higher than an eagle,
for you are the wind beneath my wings.

It might have appeared to go unnoticed,
but I've got it all here in my heart.
I want you to know I know the truth, of course I know it.
I would be nothing without you.

Did you ever know that you're my hero?
You're everything I wish I could be.
I could fly higher than an eagle,
for you are the wind beneath my wings.

Did I ever tell you you're my hero?
You're everything, everything I wish I could be.
Oh, and I, I could fly higher than an eagle,
for you are the wind beneath my wings,
'cause you are the wind beneath my wings.

Oh, the wind beneath my wings.
You, you, you, you are the wind beneath my wings.
Fly, fly, fly away. You let me fly so high.
Oh, you, you, you, the wind beneath my wings.
Oh, you, you, you, the wind beneath my wings.

Fly, fly, fly high against the sky,
so high I almost touch the sky.
Thank you, thank you,
thank God for you, the wind beneath my wings.

After Jack turned it off, he cried and cried he wanted Karen so badly, he wanted to hold her.

If he had know that the last time he kissed her would have been the last time ever he wouldn't have stopped. If the last time he hugged her would have been the last time ever he would have hugged her tighter and never let go, and if the last time he said that he loved her was the last time he would of said it over and over again.

Jack cried himself to sleep still cuddling her jumper.

While Jack was asleep, Karen appeared, she leant down and kissed his lips deeply 'goodbye my dear Jack, I love you and always will' and with that she disappeared.