Loozer - 09 - *dances* yea! It was a twist!
Sakura Kitsune - hehe, I love saying that to my friends that like someone, it fun! And funny...but not when they attempted to break Ur ribs...*glares at Liz*
Kyosnekozukigirl - Hehehe, I added that just before updating! No, I think Sakura the 70th..or maybe it Loozer..feh! I failed math, I don't know.
Hanamaru285 - Update!
Jesia - u have been here since the 2nd session! U the shit!
Justmeh - U two! Wow! Have 2! Not one! But 2 loyal reviewers~ today rocks! I got 80 on a math test! Now this! : D
BlueFuzzyelf - :D! It was funny!
Redd - okay, first attempt at drama, 10 going to be so much better! I promise! But u know, u gotta give explanations, and the who, the what. The start off..but there's a little preview on the bottom
Disclaimer: I don't own Inuyasha or "Creep" by Radio head...damnit! I like that song to!...oh well, there's always X-mas
Session 9:
Ember pt I of II
When you were here before,
Couldn't look you in the eye.
Kagome's P.O.V.
5 weeks
It has been 5 weeks since I started this foolish plan, but, hell, they were 5 great weeks of Jealous Kouga, skating, friends and..well, other stuff.
I sighed, and twirled my pencil in between my index and middle fingers. I glared up at the clock, 3:55, and 5 more minutes.
I was in sociology class; right now we were studying the American schooling system and culture.
'Poor kids, I could never get up at 6 in the morning.' I thought turning my attention back to my "notes" aka sketches.
"Well, class that's it for today. Remember, another 3 weeks before finals, please study!" The teacher, Mr. Frausl or Mr. Forshizzal as I call him; turned around and picked up the classes textbook.
"You could always use this strange book full of pages and information for study." Then he turned to me, "And don't tear out the binding if you get flustered then Staple it back together later, these things cost money." He said playfully.
You're just like an angel
your skin makes me cry
I smirked and quietly laughed a little, my older cousin, Tyu, had broke the binding then stapled it back together, Mr. Forshizzal knew I was Higurashi from the moment he looked at me and told the whole class the story. He was scared to give me a book! But just for him, I'll put in a couple of Staples, just for kicks.
Ring
School was over, done! I was FREE! I have the whole weekend of sleeping, sleeping, and more sleeping along with the occasional food and break.
You float like a feather
in a beautiful world
Running over to my car, my baby, my love. The Shikon, my car, was a 1973 Transsam painted a dark blue with tinted windows, except for the driver window so people could see me. The word Shikon with placed on a windshield sticker and placed on the top my windshield. The back wind shield had this funny American sticker that had what looked like Asian writing but if you titled your head to the right it said, Go Fuck yourself. The inside was sweet, I had the XM radio thing placed in along with a cd player, and the seat covers were black with sliver Dragons all over them, along with a matching stirring wheel cover. I wanted to put Noss in but I didn't have the money, damnit.
And I wish I was special
you're so fuckin' special But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo.
Popping the trunk and throwing my bag in, I raced off home, remember promising to let Souta drive my car around.
Inuyasha **
Inuyasha grumbled and open the fridge, grabbing a Snapple's element Fire from one of side panels. Pulling out a chair and sitting down. Shippo came walking in holding phone.
"Phone, bout time you got up." Shippo said handing him the phone and went back off to his games.
Inuyasha scowled and held up the phone to his white doggy ears.
"Yea?"
"Inuyasha.."
Inuyasha dropped his drink, Shippo came running back in.
"Inuyasha?"
"Kikyo?!"
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here. I don't care if it hurts
Kikyo stayed silent, "Kikyo, what...when..why! Where are you?! Are you in danger?!" Inuyasha yelled panicking.
"I'm fine; I'm at the Tokyo National Airport..."
"I'll be right over!"
The line went dead.
Inuyasha clicked the phone off, "Shippo I have to go somewhere, want me to drop you off at Kohaku's or something?"
Shippo stayed silent, "A, Kohaku had to go with Sango over to Kagome's house, Souta driving Kagome's car around today, remember?"
Inuyasha nodded, "Go get your things I won't be back till later."
Shippo nodded and ran off to collect some toys and games.
**30 minutes later
I want to have control
I want a perfect body
"Kagome! Here! Watch Shippo for a while, Kay? Someone's I know dearly is back in town at the Airport! Can you PLEASE! Watch Shippo! And feed him!" Inuyasha yelled from the window of his SUV.
Kagome nodded and took Shippo hand.
"Thank you! Maybe my revenge won't be so brutal now." He said with a smirk before speeding off.
Kagome scowled, "I'll kill him before he gets a chance." Turning her attention back down to Shippo, "How about we go inside and talk to Sango for a minute."
**5 minutes later**
Shippo and Kohaku were playing another game, Soul Calibur 2. Souta was whining about driving and Kagome and Sango were talking bout something.
"So who's this dear friend?"
I want a perfect soul
I want you to notice
when I'm not around
"Kikyo, his ex that left a year and a half ago. Rumor says that she's Shippo mother so she left on Shippo's 5th birthday"
Kagome stayed silent for along time. (A/n: who wouldn't?) "So Kikyo is a youkia like Inuyasha?"
Sango shook her head, "No, she's human."
Kagome face went from Astonishment to confusion, "But why would she leave Shippo with Inuyasha? I thought Shippo was Inuyasha lil brother."
"No, Shippo is Inuyasha son."
"He's WHAT?! SHIPPO IS WHOS SON?!"
"He's Inuyasha's sis! Didn't ja hear her?" Souta called from the other room.
"Shut up Souta!" she snapped. She calmed down and looked up at Sango, "I want expiations! I mean! I told him secrets that I wouldn't Miroku! And he's damn Family!"
Sango looked down at the floor sadly, "I can't tell you, Inuyasha made me promise."
Kagome placed a hand on Sango's shoulder, "Sango, if you don't tell then Inuyasha can't because he's going to be killed the first chance I see him!"
Sango looked back up at her, "Well..."
You're so fuckin' special
I wish I was special But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo.
What the hell am I doing here?
**Inuyasha His' P.OV.
My mind raced, she was back! After so long! No goodbyes or nothin', not even to Shippo! I tighten my grip on the steering wheel remembering seeing the clothes thrown out on the bed that we shared, the white envelope left on my pillow. The scent of Shippo's tears when I told him, or at least tried to.
I atomically shift the gears, and turned the exit to the airport. Soon, after a year and half of grief, pain, tears and wondering; she's back.
But a nagging popped in the back of my mind, like I was forgetting something or someone important, it wouldn't leave.
**Kago
Sango made Kagome sit down while she replayed the event that she was told.
"Kikyo meet Inuyasha when he was 20, they were a great couple! Very caring towards one another. Inuyasha didn't mind about baby Shippo, he raised him as his own. On Shippo's 2nd birthday Inuyasha adopted him."
That made Kagome smiled, 'Not many guys would do that...' she thought.
"But, on Kikyo's 22nd birthday, she, Inuyasha, and I went out to the movies..we never made it.."
"Remember 4 years ago when I ended up in the hospital? Well Kikyo and I had to go pick up Inuyasha because his car got towed. We got into an accident on the way over to his house, they never found guy."
Kagome looked down, she remember that week of hell, the ICU, the doctors.
"Inuyasha promised Kikyo that he would never leave her or Shippo after the accident. But ya see Kikyo didn't promise back."
Kagome didn't look back up; all horrid ideas came to her head about why Kikyo left Inuyasha and her own son.
Sango sighed, "On Shippo's 5th birthday, Inuyasha took him out to a festival in another section of Tokyo.."
Shippo quietly walked up to the door way after hearing his name being called.
"It was around 6 when he arrived back at his apartment with a hyper Shippo at his knee."
Shippo played with the hem of his shirt, 'I remember that day..'
(Flashback)
5 year old Shippo bounced into the apartment after eating a stick of pink cotton candy, running over to the couch, he jumped a pond it and started jumping up and down.
Inuyasha walked over to Shippo and grabbed him in mid air and dropped on him on his shoulder, "Let's go see mommy."
Shippo nodded and talked about everything he liked about the festival and how they should go again next year. Inuyasha nodded and reached the door that he and Kikyo shared. Twisted the knob and swung open the door.
"Kikyo! Your protectors are home!" Inuyasha yelled out playfully.
Silence answered back.
"Kikyo?"
"Mommy?"
Inuyasha set Shippo down.
I don't belong here. She's running out again,
she's running out
"Hey, squirt; go see if your mom is in the Kitchen or sumpthing', I'll check around here."
Shippo nodded.
(End of Flashback)
Shippo stopped playing with his shirt, 'She wasn't home..she left after we left..' He looked back up to Kagome and Sango. He focused on Kagome.
'She looks so much like mommy..Daddy looked so sad after mommy left but he looked happy again when Kag-chan came! Maybe she'll be my new mommy!'
Shippo ran over to Kagome.
"Kagome, Kikyo left Inuyasha say'n that things wouldn't work out and to take care of Shippo for her."
Kagome looked back up at Sango with fire in her eyes, "What?!" Kagome was furious, this person, this women; she abounded Inuyasha after 5 years then left him to take care of her own damn son!
Kagome shook her head, balling her fist; she slammed against the table as she stood.
"Why in seven bloody fucking hells is Inuyasha going back to her?!" she yelled.
Sango looked up at Kagome; she could see the fire literally burning in her eyes, but she didn't challenge her, she said the same thing when Inuyasha told her, when he told her that he would go back, that he would keep his promise.
Sango nodded her head in agreement, "Inuyasha never breaks a promise, he intends to protect Kikyo from not getting *physically* hurt." She said, impressing the word physically after seeing Kagome forming Kikyo's murder in her eyes.
Kagome was about to question when she felt a tug on her pant leg, she looked down at Shippo standing at her feet; holding his arms up like a 2 year old.
Kagome instantly forgot about what she was auguring about and stored it into her memory. Bending down, she picked up Shippo and cuddled him. Sitting back down in the chair behind her, she brought her knees up to stomach and curled in the chair.
Kagome closed her eyes and felt tears pouring, half for Shippo and the other for Inuyasha not telling the truth. She felt someone wiping her cheeks. She opens her eyes to see Shippo wiping her tears.
She's run, run, run, running out... Whatever makes you happy?
Shippo sniffled, "Please don't cry, dad says that it wrong for a woman to cry." That only made Kagome cries harder, "Shippo, do you know why your mommy went away?" she quietly asked.
Shippo grip tighten on her shirt, "Because she doesn't like me anymore...she said so in her letter.."
Kagome hugged Shippo, "I'm sorry Shippo! I'm so sorry!"
Shippo lied his head down on her chest, "Why is Kag-chan sorry? She didn't do anything wrong."
"Kag-chan is sorry for the women that left a great man and son behind." She said in a whisper. 'Why *am* I crying for Inuyasha...I don't cry for guys, not even for Kouga..please don't let me be in love?!'
Kagome's cries stop as Shippo went into a light slumber. Carefully standing up not to disturb Shippo, she walked to the stairs and went to her room. Gently placing
Whatever you want...
you're so fuckin' special
Shippo down on the bed and tucked him in. Sitting down on the edge of the bed, she glances over to the clock. 6:13 pm
Kagome cracked her neck, 'There's no way in bloody hell I'm going driving now.' She thought before standing up and walked over to the door, leaving it a little ajar for the hallway light to come in.
She quietly walked down the stairs and into the kitchen, thinking and replaying the events and stories told to her today. Fixing herself a cup of coffee she sat down and stared into it.
"This is what Inuyasha must of did when Kikyo left." She said to herself before taking a swing of it.
"Why do I even care about this, it's none of my business about Inuyasha and his affairs."
"Is it because he lied about Shippo..No, I didn't even tell him about my own traumas so I guess we're even."
Kagome sat in silence, staring down in half full cup of black coffee.
I wish I was special... But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo,
"I don't love him do I?"
"Damn, you're as bad as sis about Miroku."
Kagome instantly turned around quickly almost throwing her drink at Kohaku, who was leaning against the door frame.
"What was that?! You didn't hear everything did you?! And no cussing! Your only 7!"
Kohaku smiled, "It's not my fault the people around me use *fuck* for a noun, verb, adjective."
Kagome scowled, "Feh!" she clapped her hands over her mouth, 'Hell no! I'm not talking like that bastard!'
Kohaku laughed, "Your ARE just as bad as Sango!"
What the hell am I doing here?
Kagome growled, scowled, and then turned around. "Fuck off, will ya, can't ya see I'm wallowing in self pity over here?!"
"Jezz, you're bitchy when you're upset!"
"Kohaku...." Kagome warned.
"What?"
"Do I have to tell Sango you're cussing at an elder?"
"But your only 24! You're not old! Unless your hiding something from us?!"
"Fucker off...I'm going to sleep.." Kagome said standing up and walking back up the stairs.
"Well, I guess it *someone's* time of the month." Kohaku mumbled to himself.
I don't belong here.
Kagome pushed open the door of her room. Shippo still asleep in her bed, she sighed. Sango would be on the couch probably and Kohaku is with Souta. She shook her hand and changed into night clothes, a tank and running shorts. She climbed into bed, hugging Shippo.
I don't belong here
**Inu
Inuyasha smiled as he heard Kikyo go off to sleep on front passenger seat. 'Finally everything's right, Shippo has his mom back, I got Kikyo back. Kagome going to have Kou-oh shit! I can't tell Kikyo about Kago's plan! I guess I'll have to tell Kago that it's off...' Inuyasha thought exiting onto the high way. 'Everyone's going to be happy...'
End of session 9
I have no Idea why I used Radio head's "Creep"...I think because I was listening it as I wrote this..*nods her head* yup, yup...*yawn* well time to go to sleep, gotta get up at 6, go to school, come home, cook dinner from bro, annoy mike, do hmwk, sleep...wow maybe I'm not that busy..
Wanna sneak preview of the second part. *cowards gather* *sweat drops, pulls up the clothes to relieve........Paco! Her puppy!* *runs from angry mob!* I was just playen!!
*S-10
Kagome looked up angry at Inuyasha, "Why?! Why are crawling back to her like a puppy to it's owner!"
Inuyasha stared down at her, "Because, like some people! I KEEP my promises! I don't just throw them away like tissues!"
"You.you bastard!" she cried, on the verge of tears. Inuyasha stayed silent.
Kagome sniffled, "I don't care about what you think of my promises! I wanna know why she Left HER own fucking Son! With a prick like you!" looking up at Inuyasha with tears falling.
"Why do you even care?! You never known what it's like to thrown away like trash!"
Kagome stood up and pushed him, "YES I DO! AND I never! Ever! Want to feel like that again!!!" She cried out Horsley. "I'm just censored for Shippo's safety! He's just like another kid brother to me!" She said putting her hand over her chest.
"Fine! But know the plan is off! Go find your fucking perfect Kouga and marry him! See if I care!" and with that he slammed the door leaving Kagome alone in her living room.
Kagome fell down to her knees and cried.
**^^ well...there's your spoiler...
Sakura Kitsune - hehe, I love saying that to my friends that like someone, it fun! And funny...but not when they attempted to break Ur ribs...*glares at Liz*
Kyosnekozukigirl - Hehehe, I added that just before updating! No, I think Sakura the 70th..or maybe it Loozer..feh! I failed math, I don't know.
Hanamaru285 - Update!
Jesia - u have been here since the 2nd session! U the shit!
Justmeh - U two! Wow! Have 2! Not one! But 2 loyal reviewers~ today rocks! I got 80 on a math test! Now this! : D
BlueFuzzyelf - :D! It was funny!
Redd - okay, first attempt at drama, 10 going to be so much better! I promise! But u know, u gotta give explanations, and the who, the what. The start off..but there's a little preview on the bottom
Disclaimer: I don't own Inuyasha or "Creep" by Radio head...damnit! I like that song to!...oh well, there's always X-mas
Session 9:
Ember pt I of II
When you were here before,
Couldn't look you in the eye.
Kagome's P.O.V.
5 weeks
It has been 5 weeks since I started this foolish plan, but, hell, they were 5 great weeks of Jealous Kouga, skating, friends and..well, other stuff.
I sighed, and twirled my pencil in between my index and middle fingers. I glared up at the clock, 3:55, and 5 more minutes.
I was in sociology class; right now we were studying the American schooling system and culture.
'Poor kids, I could never get up at 6 in the morning.' I thought turning my attention back to my "notes" aka sketches.
"Well, class that's it for today. Remember, another 3 weeks before finals, please study!" The teacher, Mr. Frausl or Mr. Forshizzal as I call him; turned around and picked up the classes textbook.
"You could always use this strange book full of pages and information for study." Then he turned to me, "And don't tear out the binding if you get flustered then Staple it back together later, these things cost money." He said playfully.
You're just like an angel
your skin makes me cry
I smirked and quietly laughed a little, my older cousin, Tyu, had broke the binding then stapled it back together, Mr. Forshizzal knew I was Higurashi from the moment he looked at me and told the whole class the story. He was scared to give me a book! But just for him, I'll put in a couple of Staples, just for kicks.
Ring
School was over, done! I was FREE! I have the whole weekend of sleeping, sleeping, and more sleeping along with the occasional food and break.
You float like a feather
in a beautiful world
Running over to my car, my baby, my love. The Shikon, my car, was a 1973 Transsam painted a dark blue with tinted windows, except for the driver window so people could see me. The word Shikon with placed on a windshield sticker and placed on the top my windshield. The back wind shield had this funny American sticker that had what looked like Asian writing but if you titled your head to the right it said, Go Fuck yourself. The inside was sweet, I had the XM radio thing placed in along with a cd player, and the seat covers were black with sliver Dragons all over them, along with a matching stirring wheel cover. I wanted to put Noss in but I didn't have the money, damnit.
And I wish I was special
you're so fuckin' special But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo.
Popping the trunk and throwing my bag in, I raced off home, remember promising to let Souta drive my car around.
Inuyasha **
Inuyasha grumbled and open the fridge, grabbing a Snapple's element Fire from one of side panels. Pulling out a chair and sitting down. Shippo came walking in holding phone.
"Phone, bout time you got up." Shippo said handing him the phone and went back off to his games.
Inuyasha scowled and held up the phone to his white doggy ears.
"Yea?"
"Inuyasha.."
Inuyasha dropped his drink, Shippo came running back in.
"Inuyasha?"
"Kikyo?!"
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here. I don't care if it hurts
Kikyo stayed silent, "Kikyo, what...when..why! Where are you?! Are you in danger?!" Inuyasha yelled panicking.
"I'm fine; I'm at the Tokyo National Airport..."
"I'll be right over!"
The line went dead.
Inuyasha clicked the phone off, "Shippo I have to go somewhere, want me to drop you off at Kohaku's or something?"
Shippo stayed silent, "A, Kohaku had to go with Sango over to Kagome's house, Souta driving Kagome's car around today, remember?"
Inuyasha nodded, "Go get your things I won't be back till later."
Shippo nodded and ran off to collect some toys and games.
**30 minutes later
I want to have control
I want a perfect body
"Kagome! Here! Watch Shippo for a while, Kay? Someone's I know dearly is back in town at the Airport! Can you PLEASE! Watch Shippo! And feed him!" Inuyasha yelled from the window of his SUV.
Kagome nodded and took Shippo hand.
"Thank you! Maybe my revenge won't be so brutal now." He said with a smirk before speeding off.
Kagome scowled, "I'll kill him before he gets a chance." Turning her attention back down to Shippo, "How about we go inside and talk to Sango for a minute."
**5 minutes later**
Shippo and Kohaku were playing another game, Soul Calibur 2. Souta was whining about driving and Kagome and Sango were talking bout something.
"So who's this dear friend?"
I want a perfect soul
I want you to notice
when I'm not around
"Kikyo, his ex that left a year and a half ago. Rumor says that she's Shippo mother so she left on Shippo's 5th birthday"
Kagome stayed silent for along time. (A/n: who wouldn't?) "So Kikyo is a youkia like Inuyasha?"
Sango shook her head, "No, she's human."
Kagome face went from Astonishment to confusion, "But why would she leave Shippo with Inuyasha? I thought Shippo was Inuyasha lil brother."
"No, Shippo is Inuyasha son."
"He's WHAT?! SHIPPO IS WHOS SON?!"
"He's Inuyasha's sis! Didn't ja hear her?" Souta called from the other room.
"Shut up Souta!" she snapped. She calmed down and looked up at Sango, "I want expiations! I mean! I told him secrets that I wouldn't Miroku! And he's damn Family!"
Sango looked down at the floor sadly, "I can't tell you, Inuyasha made me promise."
Kagome placed a hand on Sango's shoulder, "Sango, if you don't tell then Inuyasha can't because he's going to be killed the first chance I see him!"
Sango looked back up at her, "Well..."
You're so fuckin' special
I wish I was special But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo.
What the hell am I doing here?
**Inuyasha His' P.OV.
My mind raced, she was back! After so long! No goodbyes or nothin', not even to Shippo! I tighten my grip on the steering wheel remembering seeing the clothes thrown out on the bed that we shared, the white envelope left on my pillow. The scent of Shippo's tears when I told him, or at least tried to.
I atomically shift the gears, and turned the exit to the airport. Soon, after a year and half of grief, pain, tears and wondering; she's back.
But a nagging popped in the back of my mind, like I was forgetting something or someone important, it wouldn't leave.
**Kago
Sango made Kagome sit down while she replayed the event that she was told.
"Kikyo meet Inuyasha when he was 20, they were a great couple! Very caring towards one another. Inuyasha didn't mind about baby Shippo, he raised him as his own. On Shippo's 2nd birthday Inuyasha adopted him."
That made Kagome smiled, 'Not many guys would do that...' she thought.
"But, on Kikyo's 22nd birthday, she, Inuyasha, and I went out to the movies..we never made it.."
"Remember 4 years ago when I ended up in the hospital? Well Kikyo and I had to go pick up Inuyasha because his car got towed. We got into an accident on the way over to his house, they never found guy."
Kagome looked down, she remember that week of hell, the ICU, the doctors.
"Inuyasha promised Kikyo that he would never leave her or Shippo after the accident. But ya see Kikyo didn't promise back."
Kagome didn't look back up; all horrid ideas came to her head about why Kikyo left Inuyasha and her own son.
Sango sighed, "On Shippo's 5th birthday, Inuyasha took him out to a festival in another section of Tokyo.."
Shippo quietly walked up to the door way after hearing his name being called.
"It was around 6 when he arrived back at his apartment with a hyper Shippo at his knee."
Shippo played with the hem of his shirt, 'I remember that day..'
(Flashback)
5 year old Shippo bounced into the apartment after eating a stick of pink cotton candy, running over to the couch, he jumped a pond it and started jumping up and down.
Inuyasha walked over to Shippo and grabbed him in mid air and dropped on him on his shoulder, "Let's go see mommy."
Shippo nodded and talked about everything he liked about the festival and how they should go again next year. Inuyasha nodded and reached the door that he and Kikyo shared. Twisted the knob and swung open the door.
"Kikyo! Your protectors are home!" Inuyasha yelled out playfully.
Silence answered back.
"Kikyo?"
"Mommy?"
Inuyasha set Shippo down.
I don't belong here. She's running out again,
she's running out
"Hey, squirt; go see if your mom is in the Kitchen or sumpthing', I'll check around here."
Shippo nodded.
(End of Flashback)
Shippo stopped playing with his shirt, 'She wasn't home..she left after we left..' He looked back up to Kagome and Sango. He focused on Kagome.
'She looks so much like mommy..Daddy looked so sad after mommy left but he looked happy again when Kag-chan came! Maybe she'll be my new mommy!'
Shippo ran over to Kagome.
"Kagome, Kikyo left Inuyasha say'n that things wouldn't work out and to take care of Shippo for her."
Kagome looked back up at Sango with fire in her eyes, "What?!" Kagome was furious, this person, this women; she abounded Inuyasha after 5 years then left him to take care of her own damn son!
Kagome shook her head, balling her fist; she slammed against the table as she stood.
"Why in seven bloody fucking hells is Inuyasha going back to her?!" she yelled.
Sango looked up at Kagome; she could see the fire literally burning in her eyes, but she didn't challenge her, she said the same thing when Inuyasha told her, when he told her that he would go back, that he would keep his promise.
Sango nodded her head in agreement, "Inuyasha never breaks a promise, he intends to protect Kikyo from not getting *physically* hurt." She said, impressing the word physically after seeing Kagome forming Kikyo's murder in her eyes.
Kagome was about to question when she felt a tug on her pant leg, she looked down at Shippo standing at her feet; holding his arms up like a 2 year old.
Kagome instantly forgot about what she was auguring about and stored it into her memory. Bending down, she picked up Shippo and cuddled him. Sitting back down in the chair behind her, she brought her knees up to stomach and curled in the chair.
Kagome closed her eyes and felt tears pouring, half for Shippo and the other for Inuyasha not telling the truth. She felt someone wiping her cheeks. She opens her eyes to see Shippo wiping her tears.
She's run, run, run, running out... Whatever makes you happy?
Shippo sniffled, "Please don't cry, dad says that it wrong for a woman to cry." That only made Kagome cries harder, "Shippo, do you know why your mommy went away?" she quietly asked.
Shippo grip tighten on her shirt, "Because she doesn't like me anymore...she said so in her letter.."
Kagome hugged Shippo, "I'm sorry Shippo! I'm so sorry!"
Shippo lied his head down on her chest, "Why is Kag-chan sorry? She didn't do anything wrong."
"Kag-chan is sorry for the women that left a great man and son behind." She said in a whisper. 'Why *am* I crying for Inuyasha...I don't cry for guys, not even for Kouga..please don't let me be in love?!'
Kagome's cries stop as Shippo went into a light slumber. Carefully standing up not to disturb Shippo, she walked to the stairs and went to her room. Gently placing
Whatever you want...
you're so fuckin' special
Shippo down on the bed and tucked him in. Sitting down on the edge of the bed, she glances over to the clock. 6:13 pm
Kagome cracked her neck, 'There's no way in bloody hell I'm going driving now.' She thought before standing up and walked over to the door, leaving it a little ajar for the hallway light to come in.
She quietly walked down the stairs and into the kitchen, thinking and replaying the events and stories told to her today. Fixing herself a cup of coffee she sat down and stared into it.
"This is what Inuyasha must of did when Kikyo left." She said to herself before taking a swing of it.
"Why do I even care about this, it's none of my business about Inuyasha and his affairs."
"Is it because he lied about Shippo..No, I didn't even tell him about my own traumas so I guess we're even."
Kagome sat in silence, staring down in half full cup of black coffee.
I wish I was special... But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo,
"I don't love him do I?"
"Damn, you're as bad as sis about Miroku."
Kagome instantly turned around quickly almost throwing her drink at Kohaku, who was leaning against the door frame.
"What was that?! You didn't hear everything did you?! And no cussing! Your only 7!"
Kohaku smiled, "It's not my fault the people around me use *fuck* for a noun, verb, adjective."
Kagome scowled, "Feh!" she clapped her hands over her mouth, 'Hell no! I'm not talking like that bastard!'
Kohaku laughed, "Your ARE just as bad as Sango!"
What the hell am I doing here?
Kagome growled, scowled, and then turned around. "Fuck off, will ya, can't ya see I'm wallowing in self pity over here?!"
"Jezz, you're bitchy when you're upset!"
"Kohaku...." Kagome warned.
"What?"
"Do I have to tell Sango you're cussing at an elder?"
"But your only 24! You're not old! Unless your hiding something from us?!"
"Fucker off...I'm going to sleep.." Kagome said standing up and walking back up the stairs.
"Well, I guess it *someone's* time of the month." Kohaku mumbled to himself.
I don't belong here.
Kagome pushed open the door of her room. Shippo still asleep in her bed, she sighed. Sango would be on the couch probably and Kohaku is with Souta. She shook her hand and changed into night clothes, a tank and running shorts. She climbed into bed, hugging Shippo.
I don't belong here
**Inu
Inuyasha smiled as he heard Kikyo go off to sleep on front passenger seat. 'Finally everything's right, Shippo has his mom back, I got Kikyo back. Kagome going to have Kou-oh shit! I can't tell Kikyo about Kago's plan! I guess I'll have to tell Kago that it's off...' Inuyasha thought exiting onto the high way. 'Everyone's going to be happy...'
End of session 9
I have no Idea why I used Radio head's "Creep"...I think because I was listening it as I wrote this..*nods her head* yup, yup...*yawn* well time to go to sleep, gotta get up at 6, go to school, come home, cook dinner from bro, annoy mike, do hmwk, sleep...wow maybe I'm not that busy..
Wanna sneak preview of the second part. *cowards gather* *sweat drops, pulls up the clothes to relieve........Paco! Her puppy!* *runs from angry mob!* I was just playen!!
*S-10
Kagome looked up angry at Inuyasha, "Why?! Why are crawling back to her like a puppy to it's owner!"
Inuyasha stared down at her, "Because, like some people! I KEEP my promises! I don't just throw them away like tissues!"
"You.you bastard!" she cried, on the verge of tears. Inuyasha stayed silent.
Kagome sniffled, "I don't care about what you think of my promises! I wanna know why she Left HER own fucking Son! With a prick like you!" looking up at Inuyasha with tears falling.
"Why do you even care?! You never known what it's like to thrown away like trash!"
Kagome stood up and pushed him, "YES I DO! AND I never! Ever! Want to feel like that again!!!" She cried out Horsley. "I'm just censored for Shippo's safety! He's just like another kid brother to me!" She said putting her hand over her chest.
"Fine! But know the plan is off! Go find your fucking perfect Kouga and marry him! See if I care!" and with that he slammed the door leaving Kagome alone in her living room.
Kagome fell down to her knees and cried.
**^^ well...there's your spoiler...