*bows and placess her hand over her hand* dont hurt me!!! Im sorry It took centuries to update!! At first I had this half done but I didnt like it so I redid the whole thing and altered the plot alittle!! Then I had school! Its freshmen year so I gotta do well! Wait, I am doing well I'm only failing 2 subjects....well one; 68 not failiing right? I'm failing math, but I've been failing math since the 3rd grade, so I dont really bother anymore.....I know I know, you gotta try but I did try....and I failed and got slapped with summer school. Anyways enough ranting!
But i must tell you this! My family is moving within teh next month so there is packing and clearning to be done by the last week in Jan. and well.......we haven't even started yet. but! *proudlys smile* I got two boxes done! and became champion at Deathmatch and Assult in Unreal
. - I'm trying but those writers blocks are bastards
Silver_eternal_flame - well is soon enough for you?
Anti [.] Poptarts - I did? wow, maybe that was my first cliff......feh problaly not....
Yurikkuna - Dat be tru man, this is great!!
FlamezofDoom- -_-; you remined of Polterguis......I wont be able to sleep tonight.....oh well more chapter writing I guess then! ^_^!
Jesia - Mou! I'm sorry this one short! But I'll try to get the others ones longer!!
Justmeh - Yup, im pretty shure, in the manga she's alive.....
Death Boo - aw I like your name, Its going to temp me to change my to something with Boo! Or else, eh?
Lone Silver Fox - I'm slow updater......I dont know why, maybe I have a disablity or sumpthing'
Guilty4life - Kazaa? It should be subbed now, mine was raw, but I read the manga so I knew wat was going on
Sakura Kitsune - I'd do more then slap her if this was real but I gotta keep violence to a minmium......sucks,eh?
Loozer-09 - Now don't laugh at this but when I was writing this chapter I relized that Shippo had to be half-demon for this to even work....unless I made Kikyo full demon.....so i guess Kikyo's a full demon cuz gods know wat will happen if I made lil Shippo half....I 'd have to change his appearce! maybe some cute fox ears like Inu's on his head....^_^ hey I should draw that
Disclaimer: *sniffle* damn cold *cough* I think I mght have given it to my boo! *sniffle*atleast we can stay sick together! I know I should get to teh story!
Warning: OCCness and family cuteness! Just wait my Inuagome fans their fluff shall come enough to give a stomach ach! and my Mirango followers you shall getta couple chomps of sap aswell!
Song of the fic - Heart Shape Box - Nirvana
Session Eleven:
Forever?
Shippo
p.o.v.
"Still! Thats NO REASON TO YELL AT HIM!" Dad yelled, "He's just a child!! He doesn't need to be tainted by your emotions!"
"My emotion! He told me that you were going out with that slut just a few weeks back!" mom shouted in rage.
"Feh!" he said, "Your the one that just picked up and left! A year ago!! I think I'm intitled to go looking for a mate if my just left all of a sudden!"
"You could have waited."
"I did! What's next week Kik? What's going on next Thursday!"
Mom stayed quited for a few seconds, "Miroku's birthday?"
"Nope."
"....."
That just set Dad off more, "Shippo's." he said in a whisper
"What?"
"It's your son's birthday next week! You know what that means?" he asked.
"That he'll be one year older!"
"No, It will be two years since you left! I waited 8 months for you! And I'm still not any closer to figureing out why you left!"
"I left a letter!" she shouted.
"Kikyo!" he said, clearly in rage. "I've been with you for 6 years! 6 years I'd dealed with shit I wasn't ready for but I did! I had to grow up and started providing for a family when I was 20!! I adopted Shippo! I took care of you and gave you money when you were laid off! I took you in! I took care of Shippo when you left! I don't know what to do anymore!!" He crumbled to his knees.
"Do you know what its like, to come home and find to that the person you loved just left saying they just didn't give a damn anymore? Or that you had to tell a kid that their mother just left saying I never loved you.....having to deal with a broken hearted child because of the mother's selfishness while trying to mend your own?" he said in a hushed whisper.
His eyes were blurred over, looking as if he were recalling memorises of something. He smiled, "Kagome, she did something to me.....to Shippo, she gave a hope of something! Something to look forwards to! She made us feel whole again!!"
He stood up and clenched his fist; looking at the floor, "I promised I'd never fall in love again after you left! But something happen! I fell in love with someone! Not on purpose but accidently."
Mom's eye sparked to life, "I knew it! I knew you loved her!"
Dad raised his eyes and looked straight at her, "What of it! Thats was probaly the reason you left!"
"Maybe I did! I'll just go right back to him!" she decleared marching past Dad and into the master bedroom.
I stood at my door, watching the whole thing, mom marched right past me. I looked over at dad, his ears were down against his head, almost invisible.
"Shippo." He said quitely, I eeped at the sound of my name.
"Come here."
I quickly ran over and jumpped onto his shoulder, he patted my head and looked at the wooden door that seperated us form ma.
He sighed, "Theres been something I been wanting to do a month after she left....."
I looked at him, study his face.
"I....I want....Shippo, who would you rather live with?"
"Live with?"
"Yes, live with, would you rather live with me or your mother."
I looked between the door and his face, I felt lost and abanded again.
"Forever?" I squeaked.
"Yes...."
"A...." Why was this so differcult? My mind tells me mother but my heart says Inuyasha. Is this how Inu felt when he saw Kagome and that wolf dude? Does his mind tell him ma while his heart says Kago-chan?
".....you....oji-san...."
He gasps and nods, "Alright, then theres something I must do." I glance over at him, his face was determined again, eyes sparked.
"What is it?"
"I want full custidy of you...."
My mouth went dry, throat tighten, I felt my body numbed at the statement but one question remind in my mind before I rejoyced.
"Why?"
He swallowed and looked at me, "Watta ya mean?"
"I'm not even your real son, okaa-san told me that when I was 3. She said you adopted me....."
"You know why?"
I shook my head, I never knew 'why' he did it, only that he did.
He looked back at the floor, "Because, I wanted you to be my son, even if your DNA is seperate compared to my...."
My eyes water, "Oji-chan!" I hugged him.
"Stop it! No crying! Boys don't cry, hell! none of my sons should!"
That only made the tears flow more.
3rd person P.O.V.
The master door slide open, Kikyo emeraged with her suitcase in hand.
Something twinged inside when she saw Inuyasha and her son happily chatting. Shippo in his hair, his fist full of slivery locks. Inuyasha looking up at him, smirking.
Inuyasha was always good with Shippo, like his was acutally Shippo's real father. So it was best if she left Shippo to him, she will always regret it, knowing that the girl with be the one to see him grow. BUt she couldn't give him the love he needed; she had tried and failed, nothing left ot do but move on. She'll go back Kyoto, back to the doctor, back to her old life. Trying to forget but stilled be nagged at by a voice in the back of her mind.
'I'll try again...' she thought still looking over at them.
'I'll try again and I won't runaway this time.....'
Kikyo nodded at the new vow and tried to sneak past Inuyasha and Shippo with out them noticing.
"Oy, Kikyo.....you leaving again."
The sound of Inuyasha's voice, the saddness in it. She turned and looked at them.
She smiled, "Yes...."
"Forever?"
She nodded, feeling the tears comming.
"So this is goodbye?"
"Yup."
"I was never good at goodbye." he said quitely.
Kikyo giggled, "I know...."
She dropped her suitcase and walked over to him, standing on her tippy toes she kissed his right cheek.
"Goodbyes aren't for forever....I'll send cards for Shippo's birthday....."
Inuyasha numbly nodded and stared as she turned and opened the door, letting the setting sun shine in.
She picked up her suitcase and walked out two steps.
"Oh and Inuyasha."
"Yes?"
"I want an invetation to the wedding...."
"Wah?"
"Bye Inu...."
and she left....like a left in the wind.
"Oji-chan...."
"Yea?"
They stilled stared dumbly at the open door.
"Your marring Kago-chan? She going to be my new okaa-san?"
"Sure...."
Shippo jummped off his shoulder, "I'm going to tell Kohaku!! This is so cool!"
Inuyasha shook his head and let the information sink in, "Wait!!" he cried out.
Tackleing Shippo, who was sitting on the couch.
"Hwello?" Kohaku's voice said the the phone.
"A!!!No food for you!!*click*" Inuaysha said quickly. Dropping the phone on the couch, along with his head; gatheirng today's event.
Kikyo left, I'm filing for full custidy of Shippo, Kagome is still with whimp wolf......
Inuyasha sighed.
"Da..." Shippo said, sitting ontop of Inuyasha, just missing the tackle.
"What?" he muffled threw the pillow.
"Whats for dinner? Okaa-san was the only one that could cook without burning anything...."
"Shut up."
end of session 11
But i must tell you this! My family is moving within teh next month so there is packing and clearning to be done by the last week in Jan. and well.......we haven't even started yet. but! *proudlys smile* I got two boxes done! and became champion at Deathmatch and Assult in Unreal
. - I'm trying but those writers blocks are bastards
Silver_eternal_flame - well is soon enough for you?
Anti [.] Poptarts - I did? wow, maybe that was my first cliff......feh problaly not....
Yurikkuna - Dat be tru man, this is great!!
FlamezofDoom- -_-; you remined of Polterguis......I wont be able to sleep tonight.....oh well more chapter writing I guess then! ^_^!
Jesia - Mou! I'm sorry this one short! But I'll try to get the others ones longer!!
Justmeh - Yup, im pretty shure, in the manga she's alive.....
Death Boo - aw I like your name, Its going to temp me to change my to something with Boo! Or else, eh?
Lone Silver Fox - I'm slow updater......I dont know why, maybe I have a disablity or sumpthing'
Guilty4life - Kazaa? It should be subbed now, mine was raw, but I read the manga so I knew wat was going on
Sakura Kitsune - I'd do more then slap her if this was real but I gotta keep violence to a minmium......sucks,eh?
Loozer-09 - Now don't laugh at this but when I was writing this chapter I relized that Shippo had to be half-demon for this to even work....unless I made Kikyo full demon.....so i guess Kikyo's a full demon cuz gods know wat will happen if I made lil Shippo half....I 'd have to change his appearce! maybe some cute fox ears like Inu's on his head....^_^ hey I should draw that
Disclaimer: *sniffle* damn cold *cough* I think I mght have given it to my boo! *sniffle*atleast we can stay sick together! I know I should get to teh story!
Warning: OCCness and family cuteness! Just wait my Inuagome fans their fluff shall come enough to give a stomach ach! and my Mirango followers you shall getta couple chomps of sap aswell!
Song of the fic - Heart Shape Box - Nirvana
Session Eleven:
Forever?
Shippo
p.o.v.
"Still! Thats NO REASON TO YELL AT HIM!" Dad yelled, "He's just a child!! He doesn't need to be tainted by your emotions!"
"My emotion! He told me that you were going out with that slut just a few weeks back!" mom shouted in rage.
"Feh!" he said, "Your the one that just picked up and left! A year ago!! I think I'm intitled to go looking for a mate if my just left all of a sudden!"
"You could have waited."
"I did! What's next week Kik? What's going on next Thursday!"
Mom stayed quited for a few seconds, "Miroku's birthday?"
"Nope."
"....."
That just set Dad off more, "Shippo's." he said in a whisper
"What?"
"It's your son's birthday next week! You know what that means?" he asked.
"That he'll be one year older!"
"No, It will be two years since you left! I waited 8 months for you! And I'm still not any closer to figureing out why you left!"
"I left a letter!" she shouted.
"Kikyo!" he said, clearly in rage. "I've been with you for 6 years! 6 years I'd dealed with shit I wasn't ready for but I did! I had to grow up and started providing for a family when I was 20!! I adopted Shippo! I took care of you and gave you money when you were laid off! I took you in! I took care of Shippo when you left! I don't know what to do anymore!!" He crumbled to his knees.
"Do you know what its like, to come home and find to that the person you loved just left saying they just didn't give a damn anymore? Or that you had to tell a kid that their mother just left saying I never loved you.....having to deal with a broken hearted child because of the mother's selfishness while trying to mend your own?" he said in a hushed whisper.
His eyes were blurred over, looking as if he were recalling memorises of something. He smiled, "Kagome, she did something to me.....to Shippo, she gave a hope of something! Something to look forwards to! She made us feel whole again!!"
He stood up and clenched his fist; looking at the floor, "I promised I'd never fall in love again after you left! But something happen! I fell in love with someone! Not on purpose but accidently."
Mom's eye sparked to life, "I knew it! I knew you loved her!"
Dad raised his eyes and looked straight at her, "What of it! Thats was probaly the reason you left!"
"Maybe I did! I'll just go right back to him!" she decleared marching past Dad and into the master bedroom.
I stood at my door, watching the whole thing, mom marched right past me. I looked over at dad, his ears were down against his head, almost invisible.
"Shippo." He said quitely, I eeped at the sound of my name.
"Come here."
I quickly ran over and jumpped onto his shoulder, he patted my head and looked at the wooden door that seperated us form ma.
He sighed, "Theres been something I been wanting to do a month after she left....."
I looked at him, study his face.
"I....I want....Shippo, who would you rather live with?"
"Live with?"
"Yes, live with, would you rather live with me or your mother."
I looked between the door and his face, I felt lost and abanded again.
"Forever?" I squeaked.
"Yes...."
"A...." Why was this so differcult? My mind tells me mother but my heart says Inuyasha. Is this how Inu felt when he saw Kagome and that wolf dude? Does his mind tell him ma while his heart says Kago-chan?
".....you....oji-san...."
He gasps and nods, "Alright, then theres something I must do." I glance over at him, his face was determined again, eyes sparked.
"What is it?"
"I want full custidy of you...."
My mouth went dry, throat tighten, I felt my body numbed at the statement but one question remind in my mind before I rejoyced.
"Why?"
He swallowed and looked at me, "Watta ya mean?"
"I'm not even your real son, okaa-san told me that when I was 3. She said you adopted me....."
"You know why?"
I shook my head, I never knew 'why' he did it, only that he did.
He looked back at the floor, "Because, I wanted you to be my son, even if your DNA is seperate compared to my...."
My eyes water, "Oji-chan!" I hugged him.
"Stop it! No crying! Boys don't cry, hell! none of my sons should!"
That only made the tears flow more.
3rd person P.O.V.
The master door slide open, Kikyo emeraged with her suitcase in hand.
Something twinged inside when she saw Inuyasha and her son happily chatting. Shippo in his hair, his fist full of slivery locks. Inuyasha looking up at him, smirking.
Inuyasha was always good with Shippo, like his was acutally Shippo's real father. So it was best if she left Shippo to him, she will always regret it, knowing that the girl with be the one to see him grow. BUt she couldn't give him the love he needed; she had tried and failed, nothing left ot do but move on. She'll go back Kyoto, back to the doctor, back to her old life. Trying to forget but stilled be nagged at by a voice in the back of her mind.
'I'll try again...' she thought still looking over at them.
'I'll try again and I won't runaway this time.....'
Kikyo nodded at the new vow and tried to sneak past Inuyasha and Shippo with out them noticing.
"Oy, Kikyo.....you leaving again."
The sound of Inuyasha's voice, the saddness in it. She turned and looked at them.
She smiled, "Yes...."
"Forever?"
She nodded, feeling the tears comming.
"So this is goodbye?"
"Yup."
"I was never good at goodbye." he said quitely.
Kikyo giggled, "I know...."
She dropped her suitcase and walked over to him, standing on her tippy toes she kissed his right cheek.
"Goodbyes aren't for forever....I'll send cards for Shippo's birthday....."
Inuyasha numbly nodded and stared as she turned and opened the door, letting the setting sun shine in.
She picked up her suitcase and walked out two steps.
"Oh and Inuyasha."
"Yes?"
"I want an invetation to the wedding...."
"Wah?"
"Bye Inu...."
and she left....like a left in the wind.
"Oji-chan...."
"Yea?"
They stilled stared dumbly at the open door.
"Your marring Kago-chan? She going to be my new okaa-san?"
"Sure...."
Shippo jummped off his shoulder, "I'm going to tell Kohaku!! This is so cool!"
Inuyasha shook his head and let the information sink in, "Wait!!" he cried out.
Tackleing Shippo, who was sitting on the couch.
"Hwello?" Kohaku's voice said the the phone.
"A!!!No food for you!!*click*" Inuaysha said quickly. Dropping the phone on the couch, along with his head; gatheirng today's event.
Kikyo left, I'm filing for full custidy of Shippo, Kagome is still with whimp wolf......
Inuyasha sighed.
"Da..." Shippo said, sitting ontop of Inuyasha, just missing the tackle.
"What?" he muffled threw the pillow.
"Whats for dinner? Okaa-san was the only one that could cook without burning anything...."
"Shut up."
end of session 11