Buffy's POV in early season six.
All Of Life Is A Play
By: PyroChilde
Never knew I was an actress but these days that's all I am
I keep my feelings hidden and hide behind the mask
I put on my happy face 'cause I won't let them see me cry
It doesn't even matter that each day I die a little more inside
They've got their slayer back, and to them that's all that really matters
And they don't even care that now my life lies in tatters
I died to save the world but they wouldn't let me go
Just a little magick and I was shoved back in the show
Safe in heaven, warm, loved and at peace
But see they thought I was in hell so they wouldn't let me be
So now this world is hell, each day spent in agony
And my friends are not my friends 'cause they can't even see
Surrounded by those I loved, I've never felt so alone
Why can't anyone see that this place is not my home
I lay awake at night, don't want to fall asleep
Memories of what I've lost haunt me while I dream
I wake with a silent cry then get up to go about my day
Just smile for the camera, all of life is just play
I'll keep up the act until the next time I die
And maybe, just maybe next time they'll say goodbye
