... - trying, slowly but surly....
a sea of memories - indoor snowmobile racing? where?! no, Fluffy's not gone...he just went away...for awhile...
FlamezofDoom - lol, ding dong the bitc- witch is dead!
Jesia - my oh so faithful reviewer! *grins*
PeachesDani - o.O, I almost got hit by a bus.....my friend mike laughed at me when I screamed....*dark scowl*
loozer - 09 - good, I really don't feel like explaining
Bloody paper doll - We can be useless together....fluff is like crank or pixy sticks to me...if I don't have any i just....'twitch' ya know?
lil sayian - gomen, It took so long we moved and had to wait a week for a phone and 2 weeks for internet.
Recap summary: Kikyo finally left for good in Inuyasha's life, Inuyasha has finally decided to have full custody of Shippo and is wondering how he's going to say he sorry to Kagome......
Disclaimer: I play with them.....but I good news, we moved to our new house and I have inter in my own room! expect updates alot quicker and faster...!! i'm trying to get microsoft word so the formate alittle better!
Song of the fic - Last Train Home - Lost Prophets & swallowed - Bush
[But there's still tomorrow
Forget the sorrow
And I can be on the last train home
Watch it pass the day
As it fades away
No more time to care
No more time, today] - Last Train Home - Lost Prophets
warning: the first story syndrom is still brewing in this chapter.....
Session 12:
Lost....
Kagome sighed and closed her eyes, but re-opened them only ot see a mish of bare skin and lite pink wall. She nuzzeled her head against the pillow and tried to burrowed deeper into it. Another sigh escape her lips.
' This doesn't make any since....'
She desperately wanted to smack her head against the bedpost in attemp to get rid of the confusion.
'I wanted to go out with Kouga.....but now, everytime he touches me....either it be a hug or kiss, I get this sick feeling building up inside me.....'
Another nuzzel into the pillow
'Maybe it just nervousness.....'
Kagome shook her head, 'No, I've been friends with Kouga since grade school. I doubt I'd be nervouse around him now.'
She lied there for another 5 minutes before a random thought poped in.
'Maybe I don't really love him....'
She sprang up from the pillow and sat Inuyasha* style on the bed.
'What the hell....no hell being to lite....what the fucking hell, was that? I don't love him? Of course I love Kouga.....'
She collasp backwards on the bed and stared up at the ceilen.
'Its has to be love and not a some childish crush, right?'
Her eyes closed half way and placed her hands over her face.
"Kagome?" A voice said, crouching near her bed.
"What?"
"What are you doing?"
"Being invisiable, now scarm!"
"Right, mom called; she won't be home to later, around 8'. She said you have to make dinner."
Another sigh, "Go find the number to the pizza place and grab a twenty from my purse."
"So-kay."
She removed her hands as she heard his footfalls from the room.
"I guess I'll go see Kouga-kun, maybe seeing him will prove that I love him!"
* * *
"Da," Shippo started.
"Hm?" Inuyasha said turning the steering wheel.
"How come every time we have dinner, we go to grandma Kaede's house?"
"Because you gotta have a balance diet, you can't live on Raman."
"But you told me that Raman was one of the five food groups and that you basically lived on it before you meet Ma."
Inuyasha scratched his head, "Jeez, you try a set a good example but no! They wanna be smart asses..." He said sarcastically putting the SUV in park.
He hopped out of the car and turned to open Shippo's door, unbuckling him from his booster seat.
(A/n:I've read that somewhere, that if your below 7 you need a booster seat to sit in the back.....jeez, how did my family get away with that, I'll never know)
* * *
Kagome turned to pay the taxi-cab driver, "Have a good day."
"You too ma'am"
'Damn Souta, taking the car.....'
She looked at the apartment complex behind her, "Well, I guess I should go see Kouga-kun."
* * *
Inuyasha scowled, "Figures she' be visiting! Leaving us to stave!" he said grumpily re-entering the SUV. "Damn baba." he glance back at Shippo, "So much for my good example of not eating Raman all the time."
"Why don't we go to Kagome-chan's to eat?"
"Because she'll pluck my eyes with a nail filer then shave my ears off....well maybe not my ears, she likes them to much." He grinned.
Then he heard a gasp, "Why would she do that? Doesn't she like you like you?"
"Feh! Wait, Doesn't?"
* * *
Kagome looked at Kouga's door, "Why the hell am I getting nervous?!" she mutter before adding dark profanity to it.
She reached in her pocket and produced a key, "I really show just pick for old time's sake but he wouldn't like that."
"Kouga are you sure we should be doing this? I mean Kago-chan is your girlfriend."
'What in nine hells?!' Kagome thought, hearing the comment.
"Yea, sure, she'll never find out! I bet you right now she seeing that dog face punk skater!"
"Kouga-kun! you know Kagome would never cheat on you! She loves you to much!"
"Yea, but I love you not Kagome! I just want to keep her in reserve! anyways!I still gotta share myself to you and her!"
"You mean.....you and Kago-chan......"
A growl was heard, "No, she won't even let me near her at all! Sure, she'll fuck that skater that she only known for about 2 months but not me!"
"You know Kagome-chan didn't 'fuck' Inu-kun."
"Whatta bout that guy at senior prom?"
"She was drunk!"
"Whatever! Why are we even talking about her?"
Kagome didn't know if she should just break down and cry, start running, or go in there and beat Kouga till he's a inch away form death then do some other painful torture acts. Her world was getting blurry and her lunch was creeping up her throat. The seconds option was started to look good, even if she went with three she didn't want to vomit on him; well, maybe.
'But where to run to?'
The unconsciously tears started flowing, she sniffled.
"What was that?" Kouga asked.
Kagome quickly tried to regain whatever since she had left and bolted out the door.
She ran down the hallway, scaring an elderly couple in her rush. Running out the lobby doors and into the city she just ran to where every her legs took her.
(a/n: If anyone can guess right now where she'll run to first I'll give a cookie!-~_^)
Something wet mixed into her tears, 'The weather seems to reflect my mood! Great!'
More rain fell, Kagome felt her lungs burn along with her legs. The panting encourage the urge to vomit. She ran threw puddles, getting her shoes soggy and her lower legs chilled.
The conversation replayed in her head. She started to shake from the chilled water droplets, she stopped and leaned against a building. Her head pounding, her eyes burning while her sight was slightly blurred.
'Where the hell am I?' she thought looking at the surroundings. She slowly made her way to the cornor of the building, rubbing her arms to gather warmth, and saw something that want to cry some more.
'The skate park I ran to the skate park why on god's green earth did I run to the skate park' Kagome thought sniffling some more and started to make her way across the park, into the direction of Inuyasha's house. She was half way across the park when she thought of something,
'What if Kikyo's there?'
She shook her head, 'then I'll just leave!'
*'I don't love her I love you...'*
The tears fell harder and faster.
* * *
Inuyasha handed the cup-of-noodles over to Shippo, "Not a word to Kaede about this."
Shippo blew on the cup and climbed up on the counter to get some chop-sticks.
"Why?" Shippo asked struggling to get up.
Inuyasha hosted him up, "Because you know how many times she lectured me on feeding you properly!"
He lifted Shippo back down, "Yea, I won't tell."
"Good! Maybe for once she won't yell at me."
"Hmm, fat chance, she'll find something."
Inuyasha scowled, "Go play your Final Fantasy or something."
"Is this a promise?"
"Go..."
Shippo disappeared into his room while Inuyasha sat on the kitchen's island pondering how to say sorry to Kagome.
"Kagome, I know I've been an ass *slurp* damn! It's still hot!" he said almost dropping the cup, what a scarring event that would have been. Sliding off the island, leaving his cup behind. Walking over to the fridge to find a couple of ice cubes, "Kagome, I had no right to....to..." he trailed off and his nose twitch at smell of Kagome scent drifting in.
He sniffed two more times and started following the trail before he came to his apartment door. Inuyasha shrugged, "I've gone crazy! Kagome's probably with the damn wolf."
He was in mid-step of turning away when there was a knock on his door.
"Maybe I'm not crazy...."
He swung open the door to see a sopping wet Kagome standing there, her cheeks were flushed, eyes were red, her clothing plastered to her body while her hair was stuck to her neck and face. She looked up at him, water droplets fell form her bangs when she moved her head, tears slowly made their way down her cheek.
"Kago-" She jumped onto him, latching her arms around his waist.
"Inuyasha!!" she said in a muffled, painful cry.
'What the hell?!' was all he could think, he circle his arms around her before realizing how cold she was.
"Your freezing! what, you wanna catch a cold?! Go change!" he yelled.
She said something but it was so quite and muffled that he didn't understand it so he just guessed.
"Find something of mine!"
She stayed attached to him before he decided to pick her up, "Do you wanna make me change you? If so, that can be arranged." he said playfully.
She blushed, but it was hard for him to tell because of the pink flush already there. She quickly scrambled out of his arms and down the hall.
"That what I thought!" Inuyasha said smugly.
End of session 12
Ah, it feels nice finally getting to this, I know the Kouga thing was kind of weak but I needed something to spring her to Inu's apartment! *evil grin*
Inuyasha style - Sitting up straight, one leg is bended as if you were sitting indian style while one is on the ground or an object supporting you.
a sea of memories - indoor snowmobile racing? where?! no, Fluffy's not gone...he just went away...for awhile...
FlamezofDoom - lol, ding dong the bitc- witch is dead!
Jesia - my oh so faithful reviewer! *grins*
PeachesDani - o.O, I almost got hit by a bus.....my friend mike laughed at me when I screamed....*dark scowl*
loozer - 09 - good, I really don't feel like explaining
Bloody paper doll - We can be useless together....fluff is like crank or pixy sticks to me...if I don't have any i just....'twitch' ya know?
lil sayian - gomen, It took so long we moved and had to wait a week for a phone and 2 weeks for internet.
Recap summary: Kikyo finally left for good in Inuyasha's life, Inuyasha has finally decided to have full custody of Shippo and is wondering how he's going to say he sorry to Kagome......
Disclaimer: I play with them.....but I good news, we moved to our new house and I have inter in my own room! expect updates alot quicker and faster...!! i'm trying to get microsoft word so the formate alittle better!
Song of the fic - Last Train Home - Lost Prophets & swallowed - Bush
[But there's still tomorrow
Forget the sorrow
And I can be on the last train home
Watch it pass the day
As it fades away
No more time to care
No more time, today] - Last Train Home - Lost Prophets
warning: the first story syndrom is still brewing in this chapter.....
Session 12:
Lost....
Kagome sighed and closed her eyes, but re-opened them only ot see a mish of bare skin and lite pink wall. She nuzzeled her head against the pillow and tried to burrowed deeper into it. Another sigh escape her lips.
' This doesn't make any since....'
She desperately wanted to smack her head against the bedpost in attemp to get rid of the confusion.
'I wanted to go out with Kouga.....but now, everytime he touches me....either it be a hug or kiss, I get this sick feeling building up inside me.....'
Another nuzzel into the pillow
'Maybe it just nervousness.....'
Kagome shook her head, 'No, I've been friends with Kouga since grade school. I doubt I'd be nervouse around him now.'
She lied there for another 5 minutes before a random thought poped in.
'Maybe I don't really love him....'
She sprang up from the pillow and sat Inuyasha* style on the bed.
'What the hell....no hell being to lite....what the fucking hell, was that? I don't love him? Of course I love Kouga.....'
She collasp backwards on the bed and stared up at the ceilen.
'Its has to be love and not a some childish crush, right?'
Her eyes closed half way and placed her hands over her face.
"Kagome?" A voice said, crouching near her bed.
"What?"
"What are you doing?"
"Being invisiable, now scarm!"
"Right, mom called; she won't be home to later, around 8'. She said you have to make dinner."
Another sigh, "Go find the number to the pizza place and grab a twenty from my purse."
"So-kay."
She removed her hands as she heard his footfalls from the room.
"I guess I'll go see Kouga-kun, maybe seeing him will prove that I love him!"
* * *
"Da," Shippo started.
"Hm?" Inuyasha said turning the steering wheel.
"How come every time we have dinner, we go to grandma Kaede's house?"
"Because you gotta have a balance diet, you can't live on Raman."
"But you told me that Raman was one of the five food groups and that you basically lived on it before you meet Ma."
Inuyasha scratched his head, "Jeez, you try a set a good example but no! They wanna be smart asses..." He said sarcastically putting the SUV in park.
He hopped out of the car and turned to open Shippo's door, unbuckling him from his booster seat.
(A/n:I've read that somewhere, that if your below 7 you need a booster seat to sit in the back.....jeez, how did my family get away with that, I'll never know)
* * *
Kagome turned to pay the taxi-cab driver, "Have a good day."
"You too ma'am"
'Damn Souta, taking the car.....'
She looked at the apartment complex behind her, "Well, I guess I should go see Kouga-kun."
* * *
Inuyasha scowled, "Figures she' be visiting! Leaving us to stave!" he said grumpily re-entering the SUV. "Damn baba." he glance back at Shippo, "So much for my good example of not eating Raman all the time."
"Why don't we go to Kagome-chan's to eat?"
"Because she'll pluck my eyes with a nail filer then shave my ears off....well maybe not my ears, she likes them to much." He grinned.
Then he heard a gasp, "Why would she do that? Doesn't she like you like you?"
"Feh! Wait, Doesn't?"
* * *
Kagome looked at Kouga's door, "Why the hell am I getting nervous?!" she mutter before adding dark profanity to it.
She reached in her pocket and produced a key, "I really show just pick for old time's sake but he wouldn't like that."
"Kouga are you sure we should be doing this? I mean Kago-chan is your girlfriend."
'What in nine hells?!' Kagome thought, hearing the comment.
"Yea, sure, she'll never find out! I bet you right now she seeing that dog face punk skater!"
"Kouga-kun! you know Kagome would never cheat on you! She loves you to much!"
"Yea, but I love you not Kagome! I just want to keep her in reserve! anyways!I still gotta share myself to you and her!"
"You mean.....you and Kago-chan......"
A growl was heard, "No, she won't even let me near her at all! Sure, she'll fuck that skater that she only known for about 2 months but not me!"
"You know Kagome-chan didn't 'fuck' Inu-kun."
"Whatta bout that guy at senior prom?"
"She was drunk!"
"Whatever! Why are we even talking about her?"
Kagome didn't know if she should just break down and cry, start running, or go in there and beat Kouga till he's a inch away form death then do some other painful torture acts. Her world was getting blurry and her lunch was creeping up her throat. The seconds option was started to look good, even if she went with three she didn't want to vomit on him; well, maybe.
'But where to run to?'
The unconsciously tears started flowing, she sniffled.
"What was that?" Kouga asked.
Kagome quickly tried to regain whatever since she had left and bolted out the door.
She ran down the hallway, scaring an elderly couple in her rush. Running out the lobby doors and into the city she just ran to where every her legs took her.
(a/n: If anyone can guess right now where she'll run to first I'll give a cookie!-~_^)
Something wet mixed into her tears, 'The weather seems to reflect my mood! Great!'
More rain fell, Kagome felt her lungs burn along with her legs. The panting encourage the urge to vomit. She ran threw puddles, getting her shoes soggy and her lower legs chilled.
The conversation replayed in her head. She started to shake from the chilled water droplets, she stopped and leaned against a building. Her head pounding, her eyes burning while her sight was slightly blurred.
'Where the hell am I?' she thought looking at the surroundings. She slowly made her way to the cornor of the building, rubbing her arms to gather warmth, and saw something that want to cry some more.
'The skate park I ran to the skate park why on god's green earth did I run to the skate park' Kagome thought sniffling some more and started to make her way across the park, into the direction of Inuyasha's house. She was half way across the park when she thought of something,
'What if Kikyo's there?'
She shook her head, 'then I'll just leave!'
*'I don't love her I love you...'*
The tears fell harder and faster.
* * *
Inuyasha handed the cup-of-noodles over to Shippo, "Not a word to Kaede about this."
Shippo blew on the cup and climbed up on the counter to get some chop-sticks.
"Why?" Shippo asked struggling to get up.
Inuyasha hosted him up, "Because you know how many times she lectured me on feeding you properly!"
He lifted Shippo back down, "Yea, I won't tell."
"Good! Maybe for once she won't yell at me."
"Hmm, fat chance, she'll find something."
Inuyasha scowled, "Go play your Final Fantasy or something."
"Is this a promise?"
"Go..."
Shippo disappeared into his room while Inuyasha sat on the kitchen's island pondering how to say sorry to Kagome.
"Kagome, I know I've been an ass *slurp* damn! It's still hot!" he said almost dropping the cup, what a scarring event that would have been. Sliding off the island, leaving his cup behind. Walking over to the fridge to find a couple of ice cubes, "Kagome, I had no right to....to..." he trailed off and his nose twitch at smell of Kagome scent drifting in.
He sniffed two more times and started following the trail before he came to his apartment door. Inuyasha shrugged, "I've gone crazy! Kagome's probably with the damn wolf."
He was in mid-step of turning away when there was a knock on his door.
"Maybe I'm not crazy...."
He swung open the door to see a sopping wet Kagome standing there, her cheeks were flushed, eyes were red, her clothing plastered to her body while her hair was stuck to her neck and face. She looked up at him, water droplets fell form her bangs when she moved her head, tears slowly made their way down her cheek.
"Kago-" She jumped onto him, latching her arms around his waist.
"Inuyasha!!" she said in a muffled, painful cry.
'What the hell?!' was all he could think, he circle his arms around her before realizing how cold she was.
"Your freezing! what, you wanna catch a cold?! Go change!" he yelled.
She said something but it was so quite and muffled that he didn't understand it so he just guessed.
"Find something of mine!"
She stayed attached to him before he decided to pick her up, "Do you wanna make me change you? If so, that can be arranged." he said playfully.
She blushed, but it was hard for him to tell because of the pink flush already there. She quickly scrambled out of his arms and down the hall.
"That what I thought!" Inuyasha said smugly.
End of session 12
Ah, it feels nice finally getting to this, I know the Kouga thing was kind of weak but I needed something to spring her to Inu's apartment! *evil grin*
Inuyasha style - Sitting up straight, one leg is bended as if you were sitting indian style while one is on the ground or an object supporting you.