This is my first official fic. flames are discouraged but i dont really care what the naysayers think. I gave Rose a middle name and a last name because made the story before i saw the seventh episode, so if this has any resemblance to the show its coincedental. Other than some pictures from the fic being at Darkwind-alchemist. i have nothing else to say...

except that i don't own full metal alchemist or any of the characters in it... cus if i did... well Rose... um yeah k lets not go there. Not saying that more than once ;>> ahh i'm such a cool dork.


"Heed the words divinely spoken,

may your restless heart be broken-

let the supernatural take hold..."

Prologue--

Entry 231

May 26, 1956

Today, I finally came to grips with the fact that Cain is never coming back, ever. All that time serving Carmello, all those advances... the stress, wasted months thinking that miracles could bring him back to me. He was sadly proven a fraud by Ed and Alphonse. The idiots... although they saved me, took the hope of an entire village with them when they left. I would have rathered kept believing foolishly, than my heart shattered. The hope that my poor Cain would be brought back to me was what kept me getting out of bed each morning. Now it's gone.

Over the three days they stayed, i'd gotten to know the young alchemists as friends. They were all I had in the world other than my foster mom and my hopes and dreams. But Ed left me in the hot desert sand. No hope. No friends. What hurt me the most was that I almost fell for him, and he deserted me. Ed, Alphonse, Carmello... all some form of alchemist using bastards... I hate them.

My only wish now is to move on... A fifteen year old girl should never be so stressed. Anyway, for closure, I'll visit Cain's grave one last time. Then I just want to forget...

Rosaline Erin Kayser