Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter that right belongs to the author. This Poem is mine.
Summary: Harry's thoughts as he looks out the window Privet Drive. Summer after 5th year.
Sorrow of my Thoughts
I gaze out at the starlight
And no longer hold my tears.
I weep for my loved ones,
Past friends and my fears.
Then guilt consumes me,
And corrupts my thoughts.
Makes me remember
The lives that were lost.
Sorrow overwhelms me,
I am overcome with this sadness
Can't help but think
That I deserve this madness.
Sometimes I gaze and wonder
What is there left for me to live for?
My friends have left, my family is gone:
Can I not depart and have my freedom to soar?
Why is it that everyone can?
Why is it that everyone may?
Yet still I am not to be myself,
Until the very end of the Darkest Day?
I wonder if I can ever live,
Without this pain and fear.
Will all the hurt be gone?
Will the Darkness ever clear?
No one gives me answers,
Now completely lost.
In the darkness of my mind,
In the Sorrow of my thoughts.