A/N: Sorry the update took so long. My computer sucks and I need to buy
a new one. But as promised more chapters. This defiantly has R rated
parts so if you're not old enough don't read it.
Disclaimer: same as before. I don't own Spike but I wish I did
Chapter 6:
Spike rode in the ambulance with Buffy, holding her hand the entire time. Once they were at the hospital the nurses made him wait in the waiting room till Buffy was done seeing the doctors. Spike had been in the waiting room for nearly three hours when the nurse came and told him that he could go see her, but that she wasn't awake and that they didn't know how long she would be out. Spike ran as fast as he could to Buffy's room. When he got there he just stood there staring at her. She looked so fragile and she was so pale. Spike finally went in and sat next to her taking her hand into his. "Come on pet you got to wake up. I'm so sorry. It's my fault I knew she was there somewhere and I didn't do anything about it. I'm sorry all I wanted to do was protect you and be with you and now because of me you're here when we should be at home finishing the special night I had planed." Spike finished looking away.
Buffy just laid there with her eyes closed listening to Spike talking. She could tell that he was to busy in all his guilt to notice that she was awake. But when he got to the part about the special night she had to say something. "So what kind of special night did you have planed?" Buffy asked with her eyes still closed. "Buffy." Spike said scooting closer to Buffy. "So what did you have planed?" Buffy asked sitting up and wincing at the pain she felt shoot through her shoulder. "Take it easy luv. You lost a lot of blood." Spike said when Buffy winced. "I'm fine Spike, but I want to know what you had planed." Buffy said and Spike smirked at her. "Guess you'll have to wait and find out." Spike said then kissed Buffy sweetly on the lips. They pulled apart when the doctor came in.
"Well Mrs. James you seemed to be doing a lot better and can go home as soon as we get your release papers." The doctor said looking at the chart and Buffy just gave Spike a quizzical look. Spike just smirked at her. The doctor handed Buffy the papers then left the room. "Mrs. James?" Buffy asked once the doctor had left. "Yeah I figured it better then going by your last name incase there was some bulletin or something looking for you." Spike explained and Buffy just smiled at him. "So where did you come up with James?" Buffy asked absently drawing circles on the back of Spike's hand. "It was my last name before I was turned." Spike said as Buffy got situated and got out of the bed. "Oh William James I like it." Buffy said and then smiled. "William Michael James. And I can't believe I just told you that. Dru didn't even know that." Spike stopped at the mention of his now deader sire. "Well I feel special." Buffy said ignoring the name. "You are special love." Spike said going up behind her and wrapping his arms around her waist. Buffy smiled then leaned up and gave him a kiss. Once they had pulled away from their kiss they walked hand in hand of the hospital. Luckily there was still about an hour till sunrise so they made it back to the hotel without Spike turning into a pile of dust.
Once they were inside Buffy pushed Spike up against the back of the door and kissed him passionately. When they finally pulled apart they were both panting even though only one needed oxygen. "What was that about?" Spike asked once he was able to talk again. "Well I just realized that I could be dead any day now and I just didn't want to die regretting things even though I will always regret the things I know I wont get to do." Buffy finished and then attached her lips to his. They carefully made their way over to the bed. In the time it took them to get to the bed they had lost all their clothes and were standing there both naked. "Are you sure about this?" Spike asked one last time. And in response Buffy pushed him down on the bed and laid down on top of him. With one swift motion Spike flipped the two of them where he was on top. Spike started to kiss down her body, while one of his hands drifted down and tangled into her soft curls. Buffy gasped loudly when he plunged on finger into her. He stroked her until she reached her climax. Spike watched her as she came down from her climax. "I love you." Spike whispered into her ear and she smiled brightly. "I love you too." Buffy said and Spike was shocked that she actually loved him back. "Spike will you do something for me and remember it's only if you want to." Buffy said nervously. "Anything for you my love." Spike said kissing Buffy and nibbling on her neck with his blunt teeth. "Will you claim me?" Buffy asked and Spike just stopped what he was doing and looked up at her. "Buffy?" Was all he could get out not sure he heard her right. "Will you claim me? I mean if you want to." Buffy said looking at him. Instead of answering her he thrust into her and as she reached her climax he sunk his teeth into her neck. "Mine." Spike hissed as he went back to his human form. "Yours." Buffy agreed and then kissed him.
They spent the rest of the night just claiming and reclaiming each other. Buffy awoke the next morning in Spike's cool embrace. She snuggled closer to him until she got very nauseous. She bolted from the bed and into the bathroom. Spike was awoken when Buffy got out of bed. "You ok luv?" Spike asked as she slid down next to the toilet. "Yeah I guess just got a little nauseous." Buffy said getting up with Spike's help. "I thought you were feeling better?" Spike said once they got back to the bed. "I was but you know it comes and go." Buffy said putting up her hair. "Yeah." Spike said thinking for the first time since they got together that he could lose her. "You want to go out for breakfast?" Buffy asked and Spike nodded.
"Spike I wanted to ask you something since we first started staying together again." Buffy said trying to figure out what she wanted to say. "Yeah pet?" Spike said staring into her eyes "I just wanted to know back when we first met up here why you didn't try to kill me?" Buffy asked and Spike just blinked in shock. "Well I guess in my head I blamed it on the truce we had back when we fought Angelus but the real truth is that I've loved you since the first time I saw you in the bronze dancing with the Scooby gang." Spike said taking her hands. "Why didn't you kill me and why did you let me in?" Spike asked turning the tables on her. "Well I blame it on the truce also but I don't think I could ever have killed you. And why I invited you in well it's going to make me sound horrible, but I was hoping that you would kill me so I didn't have to finish my days here alone scared and starving." Buffy finished trying not to cry. "Oh pet." Spike said moving to her side of the table and wrapped his arms around her. "You want to go home?" Spike asked and Buffy nodded her head.
When they got back to the hotel room they just laid on the bed in each other's arms. "Buffy." Spike asked while lazily rubbing his hand up and down her arms. "Hmm." Buffy said with her eyes closed just enjoying being in Spike's arms. "What will you regret not doing in life?" Spike asked and Buffy just turned her head to look at him. "I'll regret not being able to watch Dawn grow up or the scoobies get married and have kids. I'll regret not getting married or having kids myself, but I guess as a slayer I don't get those things anyway." Buffy said a silent tear falling. Buffy closed her eyes and fell asleep after that. Once Spike was sure Buffy was asleep he got up and made a phone call then went out.
Spike came back a few hours before dawn and found Buffy exactly how he left her. Spike went over to her and kissed her. Buffy stirred and then woke up. She had bags under her eyes and her hair was all messy but to him she looked absolutely gorgeous. "Morning luv." Spike said then kissed her. "Morning Spike. What time is it?" She asked after they pulled apart. "It's early but I wanted to do something. Do you love me?" Spike asked Buffy and she just looked at him weird. "Of course I love you Spike." Buffy said and watched Spike curiously. "Ok then." Spike said and dropped to one knee. "Will you marry me?" Spike asked pulling out a ten ct. diamond ring. Buffy didn't know what to say. She just sat there looking at Spike but then shook her head. "Spike I would love to but I can't do that to you. I'm dying and it will just make it worse." Buffy said fighting back tears. "I don't care Buffy I want to be with you no matter what. I love you." Spike said and Buffy just smiled. "Will you marry me?" Spike asked again and Buffy giggled at his persistence, but she gave in this time. "Yes Spike I'll marry you." Buffy said and Spike smiled an actual genuine smile. He slipped the ring on her hand and then pulled her in for a hug. When they pulled away, Buffy just looked at her ring then she looked around the room and noticed all their stuff was packed. "Spike what's going on?" Buffy asked and Spike just looked at her. "We're going back to Sunnyhell so that you can see your friends and family. We'll buy a house there so that you can be closer to them." Spike said and then noticed that Buffy was crying. "I love you." She said then pulled him into a passionate kiss. "Not that I wouldn't love to continue this but we have a flight to catch in a couple of hours and you know that once we get started we don't stop." Spike said with a smirk. "You're such a pig Spike." Buffy said as they walked out.
"Spike what are you going to do about the sun?" Buffy asked noticing that it was almost dawn out. "Well I had a friend that owed me a favor and he found this ring so I took the ring and am now sun proof." Spike said and Buffy just smiled. "You are just full of surprises huh." Buffy said then kissed him.
"They had been on the plane for a little more then an hour when Spike turned to Buffy and saw that she was awake again. She had fallen asleep almost immediately when they got on to the plane. "I was thinking." Spike said and Buffy let out a little giggle. "That's never a good thing." Buffy quipped. "Hey." Spike protested. "Anyway seriously how would you feel about adopting a baby when we got back. And before you say it I know your situation and I would take care of him or her no matter what." Spike said and Buffy smiled. "That would be cool. I always wanted a girl, but if you want a boy that's fine." Buffy rambled out. "So I take that as a yes?" Spike asked and Buffy nodded. "And just to let you know I want a girl too." Spike said then kissed Buffy. Buffy fell back asleep with a smile on her face.
Chapter 7: Baby
When they got off the plane they made their way over to the baggage claim and that's where Buffy saw a bag with the nametag that read Rupert Giles. Buffy almost dropped her bags. "What is it pet?" Spike asked coming up behind her. "Spike Giles is here. I don't want him to see me yet. We need to go." Buffy said grabbing the rest of their stuff then started off towards the parking lot. Buffy didn't stop until they got to Spike's car.
Once safely inside Buffy calmed down. "So where are we going first?" Buffy asked when they were finally on the road. "To the adoption agency. They know we're coming." Spike said with a smirk. Buffy just smiled back at him and they road the rest of the way in comfortable silence. Spike parked the car and helped Buffy out. "Hi I'm Alyson you must be Mr. And Mrs. James." Alyson said holding out her hand. "Yes we are." Spike said grabbing Buffy's hand. "Well I'm going to be helping you make your decision on which child you would like to adopt." Alyson said leading them into an office. "Now would you rather a boy or a girl?" She asked and the couple looked at each other and then back at her. "We don't mind either but I think we would like a girl more." Spike said and Buffy nodded. "Well we had a two week old dropped off here two days ago and she's been checked out and is perfectly normal. Would you like to see her?" Alyson asked and the couple nodded. "Ok then I'll be right back." Alyson said then left to go get the baby. She came back a few minutes later with the a baby wrapped in a little pink blanket. Alyson handed the baby to Buffy. Buffy immediately fell in love with this ball of sunshine. The baby was laughing and giggling in Buffy's arms. Buffy looked up at Spike and Spike knew that they found their baby. "I think we found a match." Alyson said and Spike nodded. They filled out the paper work while Buffy played with the baby. "What's the baby's name?" Alyson asked. Spike looked at Buffy and nodded. "You pick the first name luv I'll take the middle." Spike said and Buffy nodded. "Payton." Buffy said and Payton laughed. "Payton Anne it is." Spike said and Buffy just looked at him. Spike finished signing the rest of the paper work for Payton's adoption. Then Spike Buffy and Payton walked out to the car a new family together.
A/N I didn't mean for it to be such a long chapter but it is. I'm trying to decide how I should end this story so if you have any ideas feel free to email them to me. And don't forget to review
Disclaimer: same as before. I don't own Spike but I wish I did
Chapter 6:
Spike rode in the ambulance with Buffy, holding her hand the entire time. Once they were at the hospital the nurses made him wait in the waiting room till Buffy was done seeing the doctors. Spike had been in the waiting room for nearly three hours when the nurse came and told him that he could go see her, but that she wasn't awake and that they didn't know how long she would be out. Spike ran as fast as he could to Buffy's room. When he got there he just stood there staring at her. She looked so fragile and she was so pale. Spike finally went in and sat next to her taking her hand into his. "Come on pet you got to wake up. I'm so sorry. It's my fault I knew she was there somewhere and I didn't do anything about it. I'm sorry all I wanted to do was protect you and be with you and now because of me you're here when we should be at home finishing the special night I had planed." Spike finished looking away.
Buffy just laid there with her eyes closed listening to Spike talking. She could tell that he was to busy in all his guilt to notice that she was awake. But when he got to the part about the special night she had to say something. "So what kind of special night did you have planed?" Buffy asked with her eyes still closed. "Buffy." Spike said scooting closer to Buffy. "So what did you have planed?" Buffy asked sitting up and wincing at the pain she felt shoot through her shoulder. "Take it easy luv. You lost a lot of blood." Spike said when Buffy winced. "I'm fine Spike, but I want to know what you had planed." Buffy said and Spike smirked at her. "Guess you'll have to wait and find out." Spike said then kissed Buffy sweetly on the lips. They pulled apart when the doctor came in.
"Well Mrs. James you seemed to be doing a lot better and can go home as soon as we get your release papers." The doctor said looking at the chart and Buffy just gave Spike a quizzical look. Spike just smirked at her. The doctor handed Buffy the papers then left the room. "Mrs. James?" Buffy asked once the doctor had left. "Yeah I figured it better then going by your last name incase there was some bulletin or something looking for you." Spike explained and Buffy just smiled at him. "So where did you come up with James?" Buffy asked absently drawing circles on the back of Spike's hand. "It was my last name before I was turned." Spike said as Buffy got situated and got out of the bed. "Oh William James I like it." Buffy said and then smiled. "William Michael James. And I can't believe I just told you that. Dru didn't even know that." Spike stopped at the mention of his now deader sire. "Well I feel special." Buffy said ignoring the name. "You are special love." Spike said going up behind her and wrapping his arms around her waist. Buffy smiled then leaned up and gave him a kiss. Once they had pulled away from their kiss they walked hand in hand of the hospital. Luckily there was still about an hour till sunrise so they made it back to the hotel without Spike turning into a pile of dust.
Once they were inside Buffy pushed Spike up against the back of the door and kissed him passionately. When they finally pulled apart they were both panting even though only one needed oxygen. "What was that about?" Spike asked once he was able to talk again. "Well I just realized that I could be dead any day now and I just didn't want to die regretting things even though I will always regret the things I know I wont get to do." Buffy finished and then attached her lips to his. They carefully made their way over to the bed. In the time it took them to get to the bed they had lost all their clothes and were standing there both naked. "Are you sure about this?" Spike asked one last time. And in response Buffy pushed him down on the bed and laid down on top of him. With one swift motion Spike flipped the two of them where he was on top. Spike started to kiss down her body, while one of his hands drifted down and tangled into her soft curls. Buffy gasped loudly when he plunged on finger into her. He stroked her until she reached her climax. Spike watched her as she came down from her climax. "I love you." Spike whispered into her ear and she smiled brightly. "I love you too." Buffy said and Spike was shocked that she actually loved him back. "Spike will you do something for me and remember it's only if you want to." Buffy said nervously. "Anything for you my love." Spike said kissing Buffy and nibbling on her neck with his blunt teeth. "Will you claim me?" Buffy asked and Spike just stopped what he was doing and looked up at her. "Buffy?" Was all he could get out not sure he heard her right. "Will you claim me? I mean if you want to." Buffy said looking at him. Instead of answering her he thrust into her and as she reached her climax he sunk his teeth into her neck. "Mine." Spike hissed as he went back to his human form. "Yours." Buffy agreed and then kissed him.
They spent the rest of the night just claiming and reclaiming each other. Buffy awoke the next morning in Spike's cool embrace. She snuggled closer to him until she got very nauseous. She bolted from the bed and into the bathroom. Spike was awoken when Buffy got out of bed. "You ok luv?" Spike asked as she slid down next to the toilet. "Yeah I guess just got a little nauseous." Buffy said getting up with Spike's help. "I thought you were feeling better?" Spike said once they got back to the bed. "I was but you know it comes and go." Buffy said putting up her hair. "Yeah." Spike said thinking for the first time since they got together that he could lose her. "You want to go out for breakfast?" Buffy asked and Spike nodded.
"Spike I wanted to ask you something since we first started staying together again." Buffy said trying to figure out what she wanted to say. "Yeah pet?" Spike said staring into her eyes "I just wanted to know back when we first met up here why you didn't try to kill me?" Buffy asked and Spike just blinked in shock. "Well I guess in my head I blamed it on the truce we had back when we fought Angelus but the real truth is that I've loved you since the first time I saw you in the bronze dancing with the Scooby gang." Spike said taking her hands. "Why didn't you kill me and why did you let me in?" Spike asked turning the tables on her. "Well I blame it on the truce also but I don't think I could ever have killed you. And why I invited you in well it's going to make me sound horrible, but I was hoping that you would kill me so I didn't have to finish my days here alone scared and starving." Buffy finished trying not to cry. "Oh pet." Spike said moving to her side of the table and wrapped his arms around her. "You want to go home?" Spike asked and Buffy nodded her head.
When they got back to the hotel room they just laid on the bed in each other's arms. "Buffy." Spike asked while lazily rubbing his hand up and down her arms. "Hmm." Buffy said with her eyes closed just enjoying being in Spike's arms. "What will you regret not doing in life?" Spike asked and Buffy just turned her head to look at him. "I'll regret not being able to watch Dawn grow up or the scoobies get married and have kids. I'll regret not getting married or having kids myself, but I guess as a slayer I don't get those things anyway." Buffy said a silent tear falling. Buffy closed her eyes and fell asleep after that. Once Spike was sure Buffy was asleep he got up and made a phone call then went out.
Spike came back a few hours before dawn and found Buffy exactly how he left her. Spike went over to her and kissed her. Buffy stirred and then woke up. She had bags under her eyes and her hair was all messy but to him she looked absolutely gorgeous. "Morning luv." Spike said then kissed her. "Morning Spike. What time is it?" She asked after they pulled apart. "It's early but I wanted to do something. Do you love me?" Spike asked Buffy and she just looked at him weird. "Of course I love you Spike." Buffy said and watched Spike curiously. "Ok then." Spike said and dropped to one knee. "Will you marry me?" Spike asked pulling out a ten ct. diamond ring. Buffy didn't know what to say. She just sat there looking at Spike but then shook her head. "Spike I would love to but I can't do that to you. I'm dying and it will just make it worse." Buffy said fighting back tears. "I don't care Buffy I want to be with you no matter what. I love you." Spike said and Buffy just smiled. "Will you marry me?" Spike asked again and Buffy giggled at his persistence, but she gave in this time. "Yes Spike I'll marry you." Buffy said and Spike smiled an actual genuine smile. He slipped the ring on her hand and then pulled her in for a hug. When they pulled away, Buffy just looked at her ring then she looked around the room and noticed all their stuff was packed. "Spike what's going on?" Buffy asked and Spike just looked at her. "We're going back to Sunnyhell so that you can see your friends and family. We'll buy a house there so that you can be closer to them." Spike said and then noticed that Buffy was crying. "I love you." She said then pulled him into a passionate kiss. "Not that I wouldn't love to continue this but we have a flight to catch in a couple of hours and you know that once we get started we don't stop." Spike said with a smirk. "You're such a pig Spike." Buffy said as they walked out.
"Spike what are you going to do about the sun?" Buffy asked noticing that it was almost dawn out. "Well I had a friend that owed me a favor and he found this ring so I took the ring and am now sun proof." Spike said and Buffy just smiled. "You are just full of surprises huh." Buffy said then kissed him.
"They had been on the plane for a little more then an hour when Spike turned to Buffy and saw that she was awake again. She had fallen asleep almost immediately when they got on to the plane. "I was thinking." Spike said and Buffy let out a little giggle. "That's never a good thing." Buffy quipped. "Hey." Spike protested. "Anyway seriously how would you feel about adopting a baby when we got back. And before you say it I know your situation and I would take care of him or her no matter what." Spike said and Buffy smiled. "That would be cool. I always wanted a girl, but if you want a boy that's fine." Buffy rambled out. "So I take that as a yes?" Spike asked and Buffy nodded. "And just to let you know I want a girl too." Spike said then kissed Buffy. Buffy fell back asleep with a smile on her face.
Chapter 7: Baby
When they got off the plane they made their way over to the baggage claim and that's where Buffy saw a bag with the nametag that read Rupert Giles. Buffy almost dropped her bags. "What is it pet?" Spike asked coming up behind her. "Spike Giles is here. I don't want him to see me yet. We need to go." Buffy said grabbing the rest of their stuff then started off towards the parking lot. Buffy didn't stop until they got to Spike's car.
Once safely inside Buffy calmed down. "So where are we going first?" Buffy asked when they were finally on the road. "To the adoption agency. They know we're coming." Spike said with a smirk. Buffy just smiled back at him and they road the rest of the way in comfortable silence. Spike parked the car and helped Buffy out. "Hi I'm Alyson you must be Mr. And Mrs. James." Alyson said holding out her hand. "Yes we are." Spike said grabbing Buffy's hand. "Well I'm going to be helping you make your decision on which child you would like to adopt." Alyson said leading them into an office. "Now would you rather a boy or a girl?" She asked and the couple looked at each other and then back at her. "We don't mind either but I think we would like a girl more." Spike said and Buffy nodded. "Well we had a two week old dropped off here two days ago and she's been checked out and is perfectly normal. Would you like to see her?" Alyson asked and the couple nodded. "Ok then I'll be right back." Alyson said then left to go get the baby. She came back a few minutes later with the a baby wrapped in a little pink blanket. Alyson handed the baby to Buffy. Buffy immediately fell in love with this ball of sunshine. The baby was laughing and giggling in Buffy's arms. Buffy looked up at Spike and Spike knew that they found their baby. "I think we found a match." Alyson said and Spike nodded. They filled out the paper work while Buffy played with the baby. "What's the baby's name?" Alyson asked. Spike looked at Buffy and nodded. "You pick the first name luv I'll take the middle." Spike said and Buffy nodded. "Payton." Buffy said and Payton laughed. "Payton Anne it is." Spike said and Buffy just looked at him. Spike finished signing the rest of the paper work for Payton's adoption. Then Spike Buffy and Payton walked out to the car a new family together.
A/N I didn't mean for it to be such a long chapter but it is. I'm trying to decide how I should end this story so if you have any ideas feel free to email them to me. And don't forget to review