AN: First of all, again, I'm sorry. I know I didn't update for a long time... again ... but hey! Jess still have a life hehe.
So A BIG THANX to Jess who always translate my fics even if I'm annoying her :)
Thanx to Meve, who pushed me to write my first fic alone, and also thanx to be my first reader.
Thank you Lindsey, for the beta reading, I love using you hehe oops dirty !
Thanx to all who left reviews, hope you will like this last chapter :)
And this chapter is for you Suz, just because ... I want ;) and because love you
Love and Frustration
Chapter 3
Luke put the blankets away and got up. He could only think about lorelai. He closed his eyes and took a deep breath, he could see Lorelai's face and when he opened his eyes, she was still here. Not really here of course but in every corner of his apartment, every little detail reminded him of Lorelai. The coffee cup in the kitchen, the flannel shirt left on the chair, this shirt that Lorelai was wearing when she slept there.
Even the coffee maker on the kitchen table didn't seem out of place anymore. Luke smiled, he took his jacket and get out of his apartment, suddenly happier thinking that he would see Lorelai soon.
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Lorelai was still lying on her bed moaning. Her eyes were still closed, she was breathing heavily. Luke's face and body were still on her mind. She was picturing every detail, his arms hugging her close, his hands caressing her back softly.
She wanted him so badly that she started to cry without knowing why. Maybe because she missed him too much, or because of what he said at lunch, or maybe both?
A few more tears rolled over her face when she felt more and more excited
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Luke was on his way to Lorelai's place, more running than walking; he couldn't wait to see her, hug her and tell her 'I love you' for the second time. It only took him 5 minutes to get to her house.
At this moment, he didn't know what to do. It was late; she was probably sleeping especially after her long day at work. If he rang it would wake up her.
He thought about it a few more minutes but he wanted to see her so badly, he couldn't go back to his place and go to sleep now that he was there. Anyway, he was sure he wouldn't sleep at all, not if she wasn't there.
He suddenly remembered something, Lorelai never locked her door, he was always warning her about how dangerous it was, but that night, he thanked god that she didn't listen to him.
He quietly opened the door; he didn't want to wake her up.
He only wanted to watch her sleep for a while and go back to bed, his head full of thoughts about her.
When he reached the first floor, he heard noise in Lorelai's room.
« She's not sleeping, thank god she is not sleeping," he thought. He didn't have to only watch her sleep; he could also kiss her and finished what they started at the inn earlier that day.
Just thinking about her, his jeans suddenly became too tight. Lorelai had this power on him, way back before he kissed her one year ago. He often dreamt about her, all of her. He felt that after 8 years thinking about her, he knew her by heart. But day after day he kept discovering new things about her, and he loved her more and more every day.
He smiled and made a step closer to Lorelai's room.
« mmhhh »
Luke froze. Did he really hear that noise? It couldn't be what he was thinking about.
« Mmmh mmmh »
Luke felt like his heart broke. He was sure it came from Lorelai's room. He knew what that kind of noise meant even if he was still trying to believe that he was wrong.
Luke was not feeling well; he couldn't breathe anymore while Lorelai's moans were getting louder. He couldn't move either, he could only think about what was going on in Lorelai's room.
« Why? How dare she does that to me the same day she told me that she loved me and swore that she would never cheat on me? Is it my fault? What did I do? »
He couldn't understand anything anymore.
She told him she loved him this same day, and the kiss they shared after that couldn't lie. If it was all a lie, then someone should give Lorelai an emmy.
« mmmmhhhh »
Luke couldn't bear it anymore, he get back to the stairs when Lorelai moaned something really different that time « Luuuuke »
Luke froze.
« mmmmh Luke »
He couldn't understand anymore. Without even thinking he opened the door he was really surprised by what he saw.
Lorelai was lying on her bed screaming his name.
Luke was speechless; he didn't know how to react to that. He was happy that she wasn't cheating on him but at the same time he was quite embarrassed to see her like that; even if he was flattered to know what effect he had on her.
What should he do? He couldn't look away from her, she was so beautiful.
He had an idea. How about go back to the front door and ring? That way Lorelai wouldn't be too embarrassed.
Luke went back to the stairs but he couldn't walk properly so he hurt himself with the door and let go a "shoot"
Lorelai stopped what she was doing and tried to look who was here, she fell of the bed.
« Lorelai! Luke screamed, Lorelai are you okay?
« Oh my god Luke! Lorelai said getting up and hide a face in her hands.
« Lorelai, are you ok?
« hhmm yes... you've been here since when? she said avoiding his eyes.
« uuhh,a few minutes he answered, suddenly really interested in his shoes.
None of them could look at the other one or broke the silence. Lorelai was mortified at the idea of being caught in a situation like that; and Luke was trying to think about what happened.
« That's ridiculous, Lorelai thought, ok he surprised me in a delicate position but I wasn't doing something wrong. Now be brave and look at him.
Lorelai took a deep breath and slowly raised her eyes; Luke was still staring at his shoes.
« Luke?
« mmh ? Luke said rising his head, he still couldn't look at her in the eyes.
« Luke, are you sure you're ok? I mean...euh...I know that what you saw can seem a little weird and even..hum inappropriate but...…
Lorelai was still staring at Luke. She couldn't understand. She should be the one ashamed or something. Luke kept avoiding her gaze.
« Luke… » She took his chin between her fingers and made him look at her.
« Lorelai, he said before his eyes realized what she was wearing.
Lorelai was still wearing her black underwear and only that; her body softly lighten by the moon.
« Oh god! How do you do to be that beautiful? Luke asked. He tried not to look at her while she was trying to recover a little and when she took his chin; he had to bit his tongue in order to avoid moaning.
Lorelai laughed a little: "Luke are you sure you're ok, you're a little weird. I recognize that the situation is a little awkward but you shouldn't be worried...I mean...I was only thinking about you."
Hearing that, Luke couldn't wait anymore, he took Lorelai in his arms and kissed passionately
Lorelai was a little surprised at first but kissed him back.
When Luke got her closer to him, Lorelai understood what was going on. Luke wasn't really disturbed by what just happened, he was excited and what she could feel against her hip confirmed what she was thinking.
Lorelai broke the kiss and look at Luke, her eyes full of stars. As always, no words were needed between them. Lorelai knew that Luke wasn't mad at her at all.
They were both feeling the same thing and that's why he was here that night. Not only to make love but mostly because he missed her and he loved her. He loved her as much as she loved him.
After this wordless conversation, Lorelai softly kissed Luke and put her head on his chest while Luke was hugging her. They stayed still for a while and Lorelai felt the urge to kiss him again.
The kiss seemed to last forever as if they didn't need to breathe at that moment. Luke's hands were travelling along Lorelai's back while she was taking off his shirt. They both reached an exciting state they never felt before. Although everything felt normal in each other's arms.
As they needed to breath, they broke the kiss lost in each other eyes.
« I love you, Luke said, you can't know how much I love you...
« I know Lorelai answered, kissing his on the cheek.
Luke took Lorelai in his arms and laid her on the bed. Lorelai looked at him pulling his pants off. "I could never get tired of looking this man, no, my man, pulling his clothes off in our room...our room?...
Lorelai kinda woke up from her thoughts when Luke got on top of her and kissed her softly, Lorelai deepened the kiss. All she wanted to do now, was making love with the man she was in love with, the man who was in love with her. "Me Lorelai Gilmore, I'm in love with Luke Danes."
Lorelai laughed a little, Luke broke the kiss
« What's going on? He asked.
« I love you, Lorelai answered.
Luke kissed her again and all the frustration, all the passion they had in them suddenly came to the surface. Luke took off her bra and without a word Luke's mouth found its way to Lorelai's lingerie, she shivered when he took off her last piece of underwear. And when Luke tasted her, she couldn't help but scream. She dreamt about it before but it was nothing compared to the reality. Luke knew perfectly her body, and his mouth, his hands were doing miracles. "Oh my god! Luke!"
Luke knew what those words meant.Lorelai was still shivering, her eyes were closed but the most wonderful smile was on her face. Luke was the first man able to give her such pleasure.
Luke kissed her stomach and lay at her side. Her eyes still closed, Lorelai felt Luke's body close to her. She opened her eyes and realized the situation, even if Luke was happy to satisfy her that way, she knew a man needed more than that. Lorelai silently thanked god for knowing a guy like Luke who was thinking about her pleasure before his.
With all her love, Lorelai kissed Luke, enjoying every second at his side. Love changed her, she never let herself go like that with a man, Luke possessed her totally, when he finally got inside of her, she felt like she was in paradise. They stopped moving for a while, enjoying how perfectly they bodies completed each other's. Then Luke slowly started to move inside of her.
Lorelai,lost in Luke's eyes, was feeling so much pleasure that she clung to Luke's back. That divine torture felt unbearable for both of them when their pleasure finally explode like an atomic bomb, reaching every little part of their bodies.
A few seconds later, Luke rolled on the side, they were both breathless. Lorelai couldn't stand being separated even a little from Luke after such a fusion.
She got closer to him and he got her in his arms. Without a word they fell asleep.
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The morning after, Lorelai woke up in the same position, feeling warm in Luke's arms. She felt safe, nothing mattered anymore. She never felt that invested in a relationship, she had never been dependent in anyway on a guy. The truth was she never let herself be dependent on a guy before Luke.
Everything was different with Luke, it was so perfect. One second without him would feel like a lifetime. She loved having him at her side when she woke up, she loved being woke up by the smell of Luke's coffee in the kitchen. Suddenly everything was clear.
« Luke! Lorelai said, Luke wake up, I wanna talk to you.
« urghh
« Luke, wake up, she said again, trying to make him move.
« ooohh what ? what's going on? Luke answered
« We need to talk
« This early?
« You know...what happened last night...
« Yes ?
« I wanted to tell you hum... Luke, I never want that to happen again.
« I beg you pardon? Luke said surprised. Did I do something wrong? I mean, you didn't seem to complain?
« Oh my god, Luke no... I wasn't talking about that part baby... I mean..why did you came here in the middle of the night?
« What ?
« Why did you came?
« Because I was missing you, Luke answered timidly.
« I was missing you so bad too. I don't want you to go away anymore.
« Lorelai,I would like to stay but you know I have to open the diner...
« … Luke I want you to stay here forever.
« Lorelai,I'm lost, what are you trying to say?
« Luke, I love you, I wanna wake up in your arms every morning.
« Lorelai that's already what you do, we spend almost every night together.
« I dont like the almost Luke, I want it to be always now. Live with me.
Luke was speechless. And when he was finally able to talk, Lorelai talked first.
« You don't have to answer right now. luke I understand you would need some time to think about it, it's not easy to decide to live with someone. First I'm a coffee addict and you hate people like that, I love to eat anything at any hour, I'm..
"She starts rambling, god, that's stupid but I love when she does that, of course I never told her that, I just roll my eyes. I love her! Luke thought.
... And of course, I talk all the time"
Luke shut her up with a kiss.
« Ok, he said when they broke the kiss.
« Ok? Ok what? You mean ok like ok I talk all the time or ok you'll move in here? Lorelai said looking at him in the eyes.
« No, ok like I wanna move in with YOU! But you're right you talk all the time!
Lorelai kissed him, they were both smiling because they knew that now, they would wake up together every morning.
THE END
So I finally finished that story, I know there is only three chapters but that was all I had planed, and again I'm so sorry that I made so much time to update but, since I don't write in english that took long to translate it and all. Sorry.Let me know if youlike it :) THANK YOU ALL.