Forbidden Hidden Love
Chapter 2-
Shuichi got into the shower and thought about last night and the night before with Ryuichi.
'What about Yuki, I wonder if he'll be too mad, will he even care?' different things washed in his mind until he felt two arms wrap around his waist. He turned to see Ryuichi licking his shoulder.
"No…"
"Shuichi doesn't like me anymore?"
"I love… Yuki" Shuichi looked down, ashamed, then back up at Ryuichi whose eyes were closed. Ryuichi looked back at Shindo and (with one of those mature oh so sexy faces)
"But does he love you?"
"Wha--of course he does… even though he calls me a brat all of the time and kicks me out…"
"That doesn't sound like love"
"But…"
"How can he love you if he only makes you cry?" Ryuichi kissed Shuichi on the cheek and his shoulders fell.
"But I love him... I'm sorry Mr. Sakuma…" Shuichi pulled away and grabbed his towel leaving the bathroom. Ryuichi gave an angry and pained look after the boy.
Shuichi walked into NG and was greeted by an over worried Sakano and irritated Fujisaki.
"Sorry I'm late"
"What's wrong Shindo?" Hiro asked worried and patted his friend on the back
"I slept with Mr. Sakuma…" everyone in the room jumped back shocked and Shuichi sighed slumping into a chair
"Y-y-y-y-you what?" Sakano spun around crazily and K just laughed
"Well seems you had fun over the weekend, what about Mr. Eiri Yuki?"
"I… I love him! But…"
"You couldn't help it Shuichi, come on don't be so down it was a one night thing" Hiro tried to comfort
"I guess"
"Can we please get off the topic and start working" Fujisaki complained, standing by his keyboard
"Yes we must, because the greatest manager in the world has booked you a concert tomorrow night" K laughed and everyone seemed to gloom
After practice Hiro took Shuichi to a bar to ease him down a bit but became side tracked when Ayaka called him. Shuichi dragged home and waited for Yuki to come back from New York. Hours passed and Shuichi fell asleep till he heard the door click and Yuki mumble something. He jumped up and wrapped his arms around Yuki but to Yuki's surprise he didn't shout or anything, just hugged him tightly as if he'd fall.
"I missed you" Shuichi said calmly and let Yuki go, sitting on the ground. Yuki picked up his bags and walked to his room leaving Shuichi who crawled after.
"Didn't you miss me to, Yuki?" Shuichi gave his lover puppy eyes but got no reply except for a shoe in his face and Yuki under the covers sleeping.
"I'm tired leave me alone." Shuichi crawled in next to him and smiled closing his eyes. In less than a minute Shuichi was asleep. Yuki opened his eyes looking at his whiny lover and kissed his nose then turned on his side.
"YUKI!" Shuichi yelled from the kitchen, Yuki opened his eyes grumpily and moaned
"Shut up!"
"Aw but I made breakfast, aren't you hungry?"
"I'd rather eat garbage than your burnt crap" Yuki covered his head with his pillow and Shuichi whined
"But I woke up early and made it just for you" he looked down at the burnt eggs and bacon and scooped it into the trash.
After spending the entire day at NG studios to finish a new song, Ryuichi slumped down on his couch and sighed, but before he could even close his eyes there was a soft knock on his door.
'Who could that be?' he thought to himself as he turned the handle. To his utter surprise Shuichi was the one standing on the other side with a depressed expression.
"Shindo what's wrong?"
"Yuki locked me out, Hiro is at Ayaka's, and I have nowhere else to go… can I stay the night here? Please?"
"Of course Shindo can!" Ryuichi smiled and hopped around as Shuichi tiredly sat in a chair
"Why did Yuki lock Shindo out?" before Shuichi could reply his lips were locked shut by a short but meaningful kiss from Ryuichi. Looking shocked at his idle he kissed back and felt Ryuichi's arms lift him from the chair.
'He's so warm' both thought at the same time, laying in each other's arms the two woke up the same. Ryuichi pecked Shuichi on the nose and jumped from the bed, not too much longer did he come back with a tray of food.
"Wow, you made this? I can't cook at all… I always burn everything…"
"I bet if it meant more for who you were cooking for you'd be able to cook perfectly" Ryuichi smiled with his more mature face and Shuichi smiled, this time he made the first move and pulled Ryuichi into a deep kiss.
"Shuichi…" Ryu looked at the younger boy with concern
"You're right… Yuki doesn't love me"
"But you love him"
"I love you more" Ryuichi gave a satisfied smile and returned Shuichi's kiss.
(This isn't the original ending. After months of leaving this story under dust though, I've fixed it up, barely, and made this the final ending. Sorry, to anyone who was awaiting another chapter, but this is it. Bye, Bye)