Title: I Will Not Forget
Author: Princesspepper
Pairing: Harry/Draco
Disclaimer: I don't own any of the characters. Believe me, you would know if I did.
WARNING: YOU ARE NOT READING THE WHOLE CHAPTER. YES, THAT MEANS THAT THERE IS SMUT. IF YOU WISH TO SEE THE WHOLE THING (with the yummy lemons ) GO TO MY PROFILE AND CLICK ON MY HOMEPAGE LINK. FROM THERE, YOU WILL SEE MY LIVEJOURNAL. THE ENTIRE CHAPTER IS POSTED THERE!
(A/N): You all seemed to like the death of Ricardo! And who wouldn't? I'm sorry for any confusion that you may have, but after the personals I'll clear up any questions you may still have!
Starrarose: Ack, French disturbs me. But I'll ignore that. At least you admit to being a sadist! You teacher-torturer! That was a very interesting explanation of your sadism. Thank you for the chocolate covered Harrys and Dracos. I shall enjoy them –sniggers-. And most importantly, thank you for the review!
Gryffindorgrl86: "Ricky Martin wannabe bastard" LMFAO. That was good. Yes, you were close. I had so much fun hearing everybody's theories. I will answer you question at the end of the personals. I'm sorry for the confusion! Yes, you are right, it wasn't Draco. Draco would never choose reading over snogging! I'm so glad you like it! I loved your review, as always, and enjoy this chapter!
Corculum: Don't worry, Harry isn't becoming a sadist. He had every right to be happy! I mean, this guy raped his boyfriend! You always sound so hyper, I love it! You've taken a liking to chanting "Happy ending" haven't you? Thank you for the review!
CatJetRat: Yes, it was cheesy, I'll admit it. Oh well, I'm glad you liked it! I'm also glad you're looking forward to dealing with Harry's personal problems, because so am I! –snigger- Thanks!
twodollartrick: Hm, a themed review. I loved how you added "Boo! Hiss!" to your name, haha. I know exactly how you feel; sometimes I'm resentful towards an author because they have more reviews than me –frowns-. But, I review anyway. Like you. Hey, I don't have that many more than you—and plus, you have more multi-chapter fics than I do! So, in all fairness, we are equal! Anyway, you're reactions were great, and made me laugh (as always). "Miss Plot Twister" that was good. I'm sure a lot of people agree with that nickname. And it made me feel SO GOOD when you said that my version of Voldemort's demise was not cliché. –Gets giddy at the prospect of having future authors copy her idea-…! Okay, don't worry too much for Harry. It will end soon… ish. Thank you for your multiple congratulations, and I'm so sorry it took so long for me to update!
Willow Ann Rover: -takes deep breath- thankyouthankyouthankyouthankyouthanktyouthankyouthankyouthankyouthankyouthankyouthankyouthankyou! Enjoy!
katina: Thank you so much! I will!
x-Radcliffe-x: You made me feel so much better; I was so afraid that people would be mad at me for the cutting! Thank you so much!
sly-there-in: Oh wow, I love your user name. Very creative. Thanks for the review!
spirit element: anime fall, that was good. Heh, thanks for the review!
princesspeach13: that was a scary-ass video, man. Yes, Rico Suave will live on in our inside jokes. –snigger-
rambler: you're awesome! Thank you for the reviewS! (note the pluralness of the word). They had me cracking up. Enjoy!
Confused-gal: good! I'm really happy my Voldemort defeat was not cliché. Enjoy this chapter!
sic-itur-ad-astra: Thanks! Okay, I'll try to fit in your request. Hermione is great, isn't she? The only thing is, she doesn't go to their school. Oh well, I'll have her visit!
IcyStare-WatchingYou: XD thanks! I love it when people say my writing made them cry (or almost did), it's always what I'm going for. I love to write angst, but I just take a break from it sometimes. And I loved what you said about my way of killing Voldemort. I was SO afraid it was cliché, but about four different people said they had never read that before. I feel good now! Enjoy this chapter!
adina: Wow, that made me laugh SO FRIGGIN HARD! I have to show people what you said…
hyde-mo:Your English doesn't suck! I understood everything you said! I really appreciate the constructive criticism (as well as the compliments ). It's really important to me that my readers care enough as to give me suggestions for how to make my story better. I didn't think that the way Draco dealt with the rape was all that realistic either, but, as I've never been raped (thankfully), I wouldn't know the exact symptoms a rape victim would experience. The way that Draco dealt with it is that he became very needy and clingy. That is what happened when he was cutting, too. My version of Draco is such a wimp when it comes to Harry. Anyway, thanks so much, and enjoy this chapter!
The chapter is dedicated to all mentioned above as well as: Mistress Vamp, Alex, HPisObsessive, lizziepooh29, and Draco Rox Mai Sox! THANKS!
Uh, right. So about the confusion, the first question comes from Gryffindorgrl86. She asked: The bond was acting all weird even before the rape. What's the explanation for that? I was actually planning on answering that question in the story, but I couldn't find anywhere to fit it in. Well, the answer is that Ricardo, being the son of Lord Voldemort, had very strong powers. He was aware of the bond, and purposely interfered with it. He also used is freaky seduction powers to turn Draco into a stereotyped dumb blonde. That was why Draco was giggling—he would never do that of his own free will.
Question number two comes from adina. She said: Ahahaha Ricardo's accent is fake... loser! And I knew he had something to do with Voldemort! But how did he have a son? You see, Voldemort felt it necessary to have an heir. So, he got with a female Death Eater! Yes, I actually thought this out.
Er, well, the next question I'm sure was on the minds of many. I briefly mentioned this in chapter nine's recap, but I'll say it here for the record. Seamus was under the Imperius curse when he was being an ass at the party.
I hope that clears up all the confusion. If you have any more questions (that are not about future things in the plot), ask me in your next review and I'll answer them next chapter.
Why are my author's notes so long? I ramble too much -D. Quick advertisement and then we can move on! I've been reading this freaking ADORABLE fic for a few months, and I really think you should check it out. It is, of course, Harry/Draco (my OTP), so if you like that, you'll love this. In the story, they get turned into little kids and become best friends. IT IS SO CUTE, I WAS SQUEALING! The story's called "Staring Contest,Snow, and Kiddies," and it's by Untouchable-Life. It's kinda PWP (Plot? What Plot?), but not really because of the whole getting turned into kids thing. They gradually grow up though, so it is slash in later chapters (didn't QUITE get there yet, but at the end of the most recent one… well, read to find out!). Seriously, it's so cute. The link is on my favorites list, and I encourage you to read it.
Now, I shall quote adina, because she made me laugh so hard: "haha i don't think that would've been the best time to call harry on a cell phone. harry would be lyk 'where's dr-' -phone rings- 'can u wait till after i answer my cell to kill me?'"
Okay, now to the point! But first I'd like to remind you that this is the squeaky clean version of the chapter! If you'd like to read the dirty, nasty stuff, go to my livejournal (the link is in my profile). Don't forget to come back to review!
Summary of the last chapter:
The letter was a trap, but Harry didn't see that. He went to rescue Draco.
Harry killed Ricardo, Draco was possessed by Voldemort.
Harry started cutting again.
Harry defeated Voldemort, expelling him from Draco's body. They went to see Snape, who brought them to Dumbledore. Dumbledore answered all their questions.
(Chapter Eleven: Caught!)
When Harry and Draco arrived back at the school, they made their way back to their room slowly. Harry had his eyes on the floor, and Draco had his eyes on Harry, worrying about him.
"Okay, what's wrong?" Draco asked, finally breaking the silence.
"Nothing!" Harry exclaimed, startled.
"I really believe that." Draco sneered, rolling his eyes. "You've been acting so weird!"
"You know? Just drop it!" Harry retorted, picking up his pace. He didn't want Draco to know how upset he was… he'd make Harry feel stupid.
As soon as they walked in, they collapsed on Draco's bed and fell asleep immediately.
They spent most of the next day sleeping, as they had lost quite a few hours the previous night. Not to mention, fighting off The Dark Lord was really exhausting.
Needless to say, nobody wants to hear about the week's classes, as they were painstakingly boring. Nor do you want to hear about everybody congratulating Harry on his defeat of The Dark Lord. Been there, done that. No, what everybody wants to read is what happens when our boys are alone in their room together on a Friday night.
It was a week after the horrific incident of doom, and it seemed as if Draco were getting over his fear of sex, because he was quite frustrated. It was quite annoying when Harry kept insisting that Draco was still recovering, when he was obviously done with that. Draco kept trying to make a move, and then Harry would say, "Look, I don't want to freak you out. We should wait before we do that again…" yes. Draco was getting pissed off.
So, on that Friday, Draco decided to take matters into his own hands. Harry was lounging about on his bed, reading a book, and Draco was trying very hard to concentrate on his homework. After the fourth time he emerged from a daydream, he decided it was time to take a well-deserved break. He looked up from the textbook he had his nose buried in, and turned his gaze towards Harry's bed. Harry was blissfully unaware of what he was thinking, so he decided now was a great time to take him by surprise.
He got up from the desk, brushed his blond hair out of his face, and began walking quietly towards Harry's bed. It was only when Draco was standing over him, breathing down his neck, when Harry realized that he was there. "What is it?" he said impatiently, averting his attention from the book to Draco's silver eyes.
"Boy," Draco said testily, "that must be some good book you're reading if it took you that long to notice me standing here."
Harry eyed Draco suspiciously. "What's your problem? I was just studying! We have a test in History of Magic on Monday!"
"Can't you worry about that tomorrow?" Draco whined, "I'm BORED!"
Harry pursed his lips thoughtfully, watching as Draco got progressively more peeved by the second. Finally, he put his bookmark in and closed the book, placing it down on the bed next to him. "Fine. What do you want to do?"
"I've got a few ideas," Draco said, a mischievous glint in his eye. In the blink of an eye, he was on top of Harry, straddling his waist and kissing him fervently.
Harry's eyes widened in surprise, but he gave in after a few seconds. This was fun, why fight it? His hands moved up slowly to rest on Draco's shoulders; one moving up even further to tangle itself in his hair.
Draco brought his face up a few inches, so his lips were no longer upon Harry's. Harry groaned in protest, but quickly got over it when Draco lifted his shirt over his head, and began kissing Harry's now bare neck. While he was occupied, Harry figured it was a good time to relieve Draco of his shirt. In a few moments, both of their pants were lying across the room as well; fallen into a messy heap along with their shirts.
While Draco was busy giving Harry a third love-bite, he was also trying to get Harry's boxers off with one hand. Harry was about to succumb to this move, but then remembered something. He put his hand over Draco's and looked at him sternly.
"Pfft, Harry!" Draco complained, "It's been a while! I'm over it! And besides, I trust you!" Harry started laughing. "What's so funny!" Draco yelled, glaring at him. He was in no mood to have a conversation (what was this, the third time Harry picks a crucial moment to have a chat?).
"No, it's not that! I know you're over it, you've convinced me! It's just… if I'm not mistaken, you were about to take of my pants, and if I recall correctly, it's MY turn to top." Draco looked at Harry, flabbergasted. Harry took this moment of confusion as an opportunity to flip their positions, so now he was the one on top of Draco, giving him a love-bite.
"You win…" Draco grumbled, giving in to the inevitable. He didn't really mind being bottom; it was just that his ego gave him problems when it came to that. Not all of the aspects of his rivalry with Harry had gone.
Draco was in the middle of his thoughts, when all of a sudden, he felt his boxers being ripped from his body, leaving every inch of his pale skin exposed to the cold air. He shuddered once, but quickly stopped when he felt Harry's warm skin pressed against his own.
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"That was rather good," said Draco sleepily. Harry nodded in silent agreement, his eyes still closed.
'Awesome,' Harry thought, being too drained to say anything out loud.
'Yes,' Draco thought in response. 'HEY! I can hear you think again!'
'YEAH! It WORKED!' Harry thought back, smiling. 'Ugh, I need a shower. Care to join me?'
'Yes, so do I. Badly.'
Although Draco had just experienced one of the best sexual activities he had ever partaken in, he was still slightly pissed at Harry for making him wait so long. So, he decided he'd have to get him back when he was least expecting it.
Now, it was pretty hard to keep something from Harry as they could hear each other's thoughts, but Draco was a strong-willed lad, and he found ways to put up mental barriers around certain thoughts he was having. Harry suspected nothing.
It was during lunch break that Tuesday that his plan was due to take place. Usually, the couple opted for a stroll around the school rather than sitting in the foul-smelling cafeteria. Everybody was supposedly at lunch, so they figured it would be alright for them to hold hands. Nobody would see them!
They had been having a casual conversation, when Draco found his window of opportunity. You see, not only could they read each other's thoughts, but they could also send certain mental images to one another. Draco found this method quite effective. So, he sent Harry quite a suggestive thought. Harry stopped mid-sentence to turn towards Draco.
"That… was… mean…" he said, still frozen. "You know what I want to do now, don't you?"
Draco smiled hugely. "Can't do it here. There's too big of a chance we'd get caught."
"I don't care!" Harry snarled, pushing Draco up against a wall forcefully. Draco winced as his back hit the stone, but quickly got over it when he felt Harry's mouth close over his own. Harry's tongue was now prying at his lips, begging them to part to allow him entry. Draco complied gladly
Once his mouth was open, Harry wasted no time in pushing his tongue in, and allowing it to perform the familiar dance with Draco's. For once, Draco let Harry win, so Harry ran his tongue across the back of Draco's teeth and the roof of his mouth. Draco moaned as Harry pressed his body closer. He no longer cared that they were in the hallway, where anyone could see them. What a mistake…
You see, all the teachers were in fact having lunch, but I cannot say the same for the Headmistress. No, she always took the lunch period to roam around the school and make sure no students were doing things they shouldn't be doing in the hallway. All seemed to be well; she was quite satisfied. On the way back to her office, however, she heard some very strange sounds coming from the corridor in front of her.
She cocked an eyebrow thoughtfully, and followed the noise to where she was sure she would find its source. But it wasn't what she thought it would be.
Upon rounding one last corner, she saw two young men. Snogging. She just stood there, flabbergasted, for a few seconds. She had never seen anything like this before. Oh, sure, she had come across the occasional kissing couple, but it had never been two boys. And it was never right in the middle of a hallway. Not that it wasn't fun to watch, but she was sure this was against the code of conduct in her school.
She cleared her throat pointedly and crossed her arms, waiting for the boys to notice her. It took a while; but eventually, the one with dark hair stopped kissing his boyfriend and turned around. She saw the surprise on his face as he regarded her, and she chuckled inwardly. Instantly, his cheeks flushed bright pink. The blond one, however, was still blissfully unaware of the third person in the hallway. He was about to open his mouth to protest, when he opened his eyes and saw what his significant other was looking at.
His mouth closed, and then opened again a few times, before he too blushed crimson. The Headmistress impatiently tapped one of her high-heeled feet on the floor, waiting for an explanation. Both boys opened their mouths at once, and out came a few excuses at the same time.
"Uh, you see, we were just…"
"Got a little caught up…"
"Forgot where we were for a second there…"
When they were done interrupting each other, they looked at one another and muttered, "Sorry?" simultaneously.
The Headmistress opened her mouth slowly, and said "Would you two please come to my office?" she enjoyed the look of dread and shame that spread across the two boys' faces when they heard this. They reluctantly nodded and followed her through the winding hallways.
Once they arrived in the office, The Headmistress offered Harry and Draco seats in front of a great, polished, wooden desk and shut the door behind them. She walked over to her desk and took her seat behind it before lacing her fingers and surveying them sternly.
"First off, I'm sure you know that the activities you were participating in are strictly against the code of conduct in this school." Harry and Draco nodded, their eyes to the floor. "Good, glad we've got that far. Would you be so kind as to give me your names?"
They did, and upon hearing them, The Headmistress turned to the large file cabinet placed behind her chair. She shuffled through some folders before coming across the right ones.
"Ah," she said suddenly, "it says here that you two are roommates?" Harry and Draco nodded sheepishly. "Well, I don't know if that's such a good idea. We can't have you distracted from your studies, can we? The two of you rooming together would definitely qualify as a distraction."
Harry and Draco looked at each other, dread pooling in their stomachs. "So, therefore, I think it would make sense to file for a change in roommates?" Harry and Draco just stared into their laps. This was terrible!
"Very well then!" said The Headmistress cheerily, "I'll let you know by the end of the day where your new dorms are! As for now, I think you should spend the rest of your lunch period packing. You won't have much time after classes! Now run along!"
Once they were out of the office, they looked at each other miserably. "This SUCKS!" Draco yelled, frustrated. Harry just nodded in agreement, looking at the floor.
They dragged their feet up to their dormitory and began to pack up their stuff slowly. They didn't talk, just moved about in a zombie-like manner. The only noise that was made the whole time was a little 'pop' sound when their new room assignments arrived.
Harry walked over to the desk to read them. They said:
Harry Potter: Seamus Finnigan, 4EDraco Malfoy: Brianna Stewart, 7S
Oh. Crap.
(End Of Chapter Eleven)
(A/N): Sorry for the shortness! I just wanted to get it up. CLIFFIEE! Hehehe, I do that good. Okay, so I'm not posting till I get 235 reviews! AT LEAST! So review! Until next time,
XOXO Princesspepper OXOX