"She's what!"

Pride busted out. Selene stared at him for a couple of seconds and turned to May joyfully.

"May! I'm so happy for you! Patch is going to be great dad!"

Trudy jumped and grinned.

"I can't believe it! You have to tell me everything!"

Patch smiled and looked at May who wore a fake smile like a mask. She eyed him when Trudy had turned away and motioned to her room while mouthing the word "talk". Patch nodded and took May's hand.

"Uhm...me and May have to go for a little while. We need to discuss some stuff but we'll be back in a couple of minutes."

Trudy smiled and waved. Selene nodded and shooed them. When Patch knew they were out of site he looked at her.

"Is it me?"

May looked at him and shook her head quickly.

"Oh no! No Patch of course not!"

Patch sighed and removed his glasses...

(Flashback)

He felt her fingertips reach his pants and he pushed himself back, trying to move away.

"May...I never have...well you know..."

She kissed his lips parting her lips and taking his tongue in. She closed her eyes and ran her hand up his shirt. Patch let out a moan/sigh as she unbuttoned his pants with the other. This is it. He thought inside his mind. This is really it. He paused her kiss and removed his glasses...

He looked back and felt himself turn red at his memory.

"Patch? Hellooo? Earth to Patch."

He shook his head and put his glasses back on.

"Sorry May...I was..."

"Thinking. I know...What are we going to name it?"

He stared at her for a couple of seconds and shook his head. What the fuck is this! He sighed.

"That's it? Names?"

May nodded, acting as if it were important. There was no way she can really tell Patch that she screwed Pride. To tell herself the truth, Pride screwed her, in a forceful way. Come to think of it, Pride was her first. She was just addicted to sex for a little while afterwards...and then Patch. Patch was so..innocent. Se knew she needed him there and now.

"...I don't know maybe James if it's a boy sounds better then Nicholas. Don't you think?"

May snapped back to reality and nodded at Patch.

"Yeah...James..Nicholas...how about both?"

"Uh...sure. Sounds great. I guess..."

He rubbed the back of his neck and nodded. He kicked at the ground softly. She walked away to her room and shut the door. There is no way she wants to talk to him right now. She sighed. She was just like Pride now, wanting an easy fuck. Someone so easy and innocent. Someone who would get addicted to it afterwards, even if it was two guys it didn't really make a difference. She fucked Patch just because she couldn't get enough of Pride afterwards. He didn't want her, but Patch does. And he is what made all the difference.

"May..I'm sorry...I think of the most stupidest names...ever."

Patch walked into her room and sat on her bed were she also sat at. She looked at him as he pushed his hair out of his face and placed his hands on his knees. Patch...She thought. You never look so good as you do right now. He ran his hand over his hair and smoothed his hair. It had grown longer and it was a really nice look for him, the over the eyes look.He stoppedwith wearing loose clothing and wore more of the clothing that Pride didn't wear too much. Which pretty much a pair of jeans and his small shirts.

"May please don't be mad at me...my names are really just..."

May kissed his lips once.

"It isn't about the names anymore...this is about you and me.. I want you.."

She kissed his lips again and moved more on him, her hand moving on his knee to his thigh to his groin area.

"May...what about the baby? Can't you cause...uh...like...uh...a...defection?"

His words slowed down and his breath grew heavier. If she kept rubbing the same spot as she is, he would feel like he's going to explode. She's not stopping...Oh fuck she's not stopping...He let out a shaky sigh. Her hands are traveling fast, too fast. He hasn't noticed that she was rubbing the outside of his pants anymore, she was in for the real thing.

"M-m-May...Jesus..."

She shushed him was on top him, him pantless and her fully clothed. Until she had her shirt...on the floor. He isn't noticing anything anymore. He started to panic, what if his mind travels when he gets laid! He decided to snap back to reality and take it very slow. More like take her slow, like she isn't right now. At this moment. And he still isn't noticing. What the hell is wrong with him? He's going to another dimension while the girl he is in love is trying to make love to him! While she's pregnant too! Talk about hormones. He stood very still and let her go with the flow. Soon after a while they were full frontal. There she was having a hell of a time and there he is saying nothing and doing nothing. She was moving slowly on him, her eyes closed and drowning out everything but her movements and her soft moans. Patch decided its not really a time to say he wasn't interested in this too bad, in fact, he can't feel anything at all. He can't feel her even pushing and moving and riding on him. He felt no mood and no interest.

"May..."

She kept her eyes closed and kept moving.

"Mmmm...say my name again Patch..."

"May...please..."

She pushed her paces and let out a yelp.

"M-May..."

He closed his eyes. The feeling was coming back, and fast. Full speed, faster and faster and faster and hit him. Literally. May just slapped him in the face. And she just did it again.

"May stop...that hurts..."

She arched her back and kept pushing herself on him. Is she screaming? What the hell is going on? Oh yeah..I'm in an intercourse..He sighed, though it came out more like a moan. He keeps forgetting. She's pretty much is going on this by herself. He attempted to make her seem like she doing a good job when he can't still feel anything. I should just let go..He nodded at himself and let himself go. Then he heard her scream again, what is he doing wrong? He felt himself weaken like he did...two weeks ago...Did he just..release himself? That's what got her pregnant in the first place! This is the last time I trust my instinct..He thought and realized May isn't going to stop and that she is quite abusive too. She just slapped him harder this time. Was it really so much pain that she is giving it back? Or was it pleasure? He didn't know anything anymore. He just wanted this to stop, he wanted her to stop having sex with him right now and he wanted her to stop hitting him. I probably have a red mark on my face! He shook his head and closed his eyes, going into another dimension and giving up on his act to stay focused right there.

"Patch I fucking love you!"

His eyes wandered toward her and in another direction. He cleared his throat and pretended he knew what was going on.

"I fucking love you too...just not right now.."

He mumbled the last few words and felt her finally slow down. Whoa, he felt her slow down. And the pleasure is striking him slowly and increasingly. Why is she stopping? I'm not finished!

"Mmmm...Patch I'm exhausted..."

She got up off him and spread herself on the bed.

"No way! We're not done! We're just starting!"

"How the hell can you keep going? I'm so tired..."

He shook his head and felt his mood up and rising. You are going to love this. He put himself on top with her, pinning her hands and pushing himself. He was right, May did love it. For a while after all, Patch lost himself once more and didn't come back for a good five minutes.

"Move! Come on Patch! I can't do this by myself! What happened!"

He moved off her and to the side of the bed.

"May I can't do this right now..."

"Why? It was so good-!"

"It was only for 30 minutes..."

"So! Its about quality not quantity!"

Patch sighed and rubbed his face.

"May, just not right now.. I just don't know okay?"

May looked him in anger and weakness. She sighed and placed her hands on her face.

"Am I really that boring? Did you just zone out through this whole thing? Am I really just not here with you?"

Patch sighed and closed his eyes. Actually I did zone out. But not intentionally. He shook his head.

"No...no May. No! It's just.. I'm not in our mood right now okay? I'd just feel better if we fell asleep and consider each other in the morning. I want to feel this..or what was...right now, but I feel as if...I didn't exist at that very moment. That is all."

May sighed and got into her sheets, pulling over them over her head. Patch opened his eyes and looked back at her. He decided it was time for him to sleep.

"Go."

Patch looked at her.

"Leave. Go sleep somewhere else tonight".

Patch softened his look and shook his head.

"May...but I-"

"Just go !"

He stood up from her bed and got just slightly dressed. No one in the Mall was awake right now so it was quite alright for him to even go streaking in the Mall. He ran his hand over his bangs. What the hell is wrong? He dragged himself to his room and closed the door. Meanwhile, Selene stood behind a corner, watching Patch's moves and even watched them earlier that night.

"Time for payback to you May...If you fuck Pride and Patch, so can I."

Selene headed for Patch's bedroom and stood outside his door. Patch laid in his mattress thinking, but only thinking. One of his arms tucked underneath his head and the other spread out like his legs. The room was rather hot so Patch laid in his boxer shorts and with no blanket.

" Whydo you screw up? Why am I such a screw up?"

Patch laid still for a couple of seconds until he heard his door open.

"Its not that you screw up, it who your screwing."

Selene walked into his room, uninvited. Patch suffered to get under his available blanket but found himself just scrummaging around.

"S-Selene...uh...isn't time for me...to uh...Did I forget to do something?"

Selene shook her head and sat on his mattress very close to him.

"Patch, Patch, Patch...you just don't see. I'm here cause I want you. I want to be with you right now. Come here..."

Patch backed himself away from Selene, but found himself lip-locked and immobilized. What the hell is happening?