Hello let's update this quickly now! Ok now I'm at 5! Let's get on with the reviewers and then the story!

Chapter 5: This dream you have

The night fell suddenly; silence filled the night air everything came to a sudden stop for the night.

Hiei sat on his usual tree looking up at the night sky as the clear full moon shown light right threw him hitting the very branch he sat on.

"Now I know." He said putting his had threw the moonlight and receiving nothing but the light going threw his arm.

"Now I know what it's like to be a mist of nothing." He said to no one in particular even though he knew Kurama sat under the tree over hearing him.

He sighed for the hundredth time and this time it got to Hiei. He wiped out his Katana and jumped down silently putting the blade to Kurama's throat barely with Kurama noticing.

"Are you going to carry out your plan or kill me?" He said his eyes remaining shut. When no answer came from Hiei Kurama pointed up towards Ash's drawn back window.

She slowly got into bed and then she was gone from sight but in a matter of minutes she would be asleep and Hiei's time would come to send his message out.

"Stupid fox I'll kill you later." He promised sheathing his Katana and flying up to her window.

He didn't wait for anything just went threw the wall and into the room.

"And so it begins." Kurama said silently watching for anything. When nothing happened he shut his eyes again a smirk plastered on his face.

ROOM

Hiei's P.O.V

I was in the room but somehow I still felt Kurama's piercing stare. He could always get people and demons to do what he wanted with those green eyes and the gold ones as well.

He just had a way of doing that; it was one of the many qualities I despised in him.

I went over to Ash's bed and tried to remember how Yusuke said he did it. Hm?

I guess he said it was direct touch allowed him to do it sense people were more susceptible to the spirits when they were asleep.

(I know this isn't how it really happened or it might I'm REALLY fuzzy on the early season if ANYONE wants to fill me in but I'm just going to do it like this for now.)

I touched her hand and it instantly went right threw her; I hated this I couldn't even touch her; or anyone at that matter.

Although when I finally decided what I was going to say I went into her new dream that I had created.

DREAM

I had created a hill in the night sky like the one I had been sitting in only moments before. A strong breeze blew threw the tall grass.

I had gotten that part from a memory I had had with someone in the Makai.

I liked the setting and had stayed there for over a year just taking everything in and for once feeling calm and putting my pain and tortured soul to rest; if only for a while.

She stood in front of me her hair blowing to one side with the wind. It was obvious from the energy she was releasing that she was either frightened, confused or both.

"Ash." I said making myself noticed. She turned suddenly and her eyes widened at my being there.

"Hiei?" She said walking closer to me.

"I needed to contact you." I said making sure my face was completely emotionless hey at least I knew HOW to contact her in case anything went wrong. (Foreshadowing!)

"Why? How is it that you're here am I doing this?" She was becoming panicky maybe I made this scenery a little to intense.

"I'm making this but I needed to tell you to never try suicide again I wouldn't be able to live with myself if I let you die on my account." I explained already wondering what her response would be.

"How did you-."

"I saw it, saw it all." I said wondering now if it was ok for my to tell her that I can be with her even in the daytime.

"I'm sorry Hiei, so sorry." She lowered her head in shame. I hated it she shouldn't and I wouldn't allow it.

That was one thing I had failed to teach her with training. Never bow your head to anyone especially not to me.

"Don't bow your head just don't do it again. I'll be watching you." I turned to leave and go back to the way things were meant to be anymore of this and I would defiantly burst.

"Where are you going?" She called after me.

"Its time I leave I now know we can never be."

"N-no will I see you again?"

I stopped and thought about the question. Would I? It wasn't for me to know and honestly I didn't want to think about it either.

"I don't know if it is needed probably."

"Can I ask you a question… so I know… just incase I really do never see you again?" She asked and from her voice I knew she was becoming upset. I hated seeing her upset especially when I caused it.

"Yes." I said turning to her.

"When Ryu killed my Dad… where were you all those days before?" She asked. Such a random question could only come from her at this type of time but I would stand by my rights.

"That's for me to know… and you to never find out." I turned and walked away ending the dream completely.

I looked at her form as I returned to the dark bedroom and withdrew my hand from hers.

I looked at her once more and started off. This was the way it was meant to be.

Everyday of my life I wished for my life to just end so I wouldn't have to carry the weight of the Forbidden Child on my shoulders.

Now that it has happened I somewhat wished I were still alive. I was useless to the world in every way.

I would cause nothing but pain being unable to love and all I now knew I would never be a right match for Ash she deserved much more then my black soul could ever give.

A/N: Ok I LOVED that chapter I thought it was SOOO emotional and now our perfect couple has broken up not officially but to Hiei's mind they have how sad!