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Chapter 6 I know realities death.

Hiei's P.O.V

She sat up suddenly gasping for breath as she looked around the room and like the moonlight right threw me.

While she just looked at one place I went over and put my hand right on her cheek if I went any further it would have went right threw her face.

I had broken our love to each other but it could never be she could never be happy and I knew this well. And if she wasn't happy then neither was I.

I went out of the room threw the way I came in, flittered to the branch I had originally been sitting on.

"How did it go?" Kurama asked as I shut my eyes and leaned on the tree.

"I ended it."

I knew he was looking up at me and when nothing came from him I went on describing why I had done what I did.

"She could be happier with someone else; not me. I have gotten what I wanted but now she must suffer for it. A life of suffering is not a life at all I ended it and I don't regret it." That was a lie and I knew it but I would die a thousand deaths before I admitted it.

"You don't mean that Hiei and I know you don't. You still love Ash and she will always love you.

By ending your love with her you have made her suffer even more. You are helping her none by ending something she treasured and making her think you now hate her for unknown reasons." I hate when he's right.

"What else was I supposed to do?"

"Not tell her that; you have added a lot more pain then there has to be. I think you should apologize."

"Why don't you do it if you're so strong willed on that?" I asked looking down. (Now that I reread this that does sound like something Hiei would really say.)

Just then the front door opened and Ash came out looking around probably for Kurama.

"What would you like me to tell her?" He asked softly looking down to make it look like he had been dosing off.

"I don't know but don't reveal anything unwanted." Kurama knew exactly what Hiei was talking about and even though he didn't know what he was going to say to Ash he knew what not to tell her that might be difficult.

"I know." He responded putting his head down like he was asleep.

"Kurama?" Ash said going over to him.

"Ash? What are you doing out here so late at night?" Kurama asked looking up at her and trying to act confused even though if you knew him as long as I had it was easy to see he was faking it.

Ash being the way she was didn't pick up on this and just sat down next to him.

"I was contacted by Hiei just now and it was odd." She explained as I listened I started wondering if I should really be hearing this.

"In what way?"

"He said that he made the settings we were in, that and the way he spoke it just… didn't seem like him it sounded like before when I had just met him and he barely said two words to me."

"What kind of settings did he make? And what did he tell you that was so disturbing to you?"

Normal P.O.V

Kurama inconspicuously looked up and found Hiei glaring at him from above.

"It was like this type of night on a hill a strong wind blew threw it the whole time. But I felt like I was on a different planet not just in a dream. And he told me never to try suicide again and that we could never be."

Kurama thought this sounded familiar when it snapped. 'Hiei you used a vision from the Makai as your setting?' He telepathically asked.

'Yes.'

Kurama shook his head.

"Yes that was a vision of a hill in the Makai Hiei used, I don't quite know what to tell you about his words he has always been resistant to anything positive in a way."

He paused trying to think of the right words to say to make it clear for Ash and how to say the right thing do he can keep his head after she left.

Finally he decided on what to say; it would probably cost him a katana to his throat again but it had to be said it might actually help with the two's situation.

"I guess what I'm trying to say is that Hiei just wants what he thinks would make you happy. In another example his sister if she's not happy then he's not happy he would give his own life or anything else it cost's to make her happy or to make sure she was safe."

"He may seem rough on the outside but he is just trying to make you happy and sometimes that is harder for him to express, don't take it to heart Ash just wait and see what will happen."

(Wow that was a long thing he said but it DID get the point across.)

Ash thought about it, "Hiei has a sister; wow I wonder what she looks like and what her personality is." She thought not realizing she had said it allowed.

"Yes he does surprisingly enough she has a personality completely opposite of Hiei." Kurama said not even daring to look at Hiei

Hiei's P.O.V

Ash smiled a smile that had become rare for anyone to see since my death or so I hear from Koenma. She was finally learning how to be happy even though I was dead and she was finally moving on.

Good I wasn't worth mourning over anyways.

A/N: I think I made this long enough! Anyway please review and I will update the next chapter!

IMPORTANT READ: Also I might come up with a new story well not really it's a chapter that was meant to go into the other portion of the story but Stantonluver and me didn't come up with it till last night.

I don't know if it was on this story or something else but remember when I made Hiei have that Pop tart issue? Yeah well I'm going to do it again only THIS time he is REALLY going to kill it like with his katana; or worse!

Please review and tell me if you want me to put that as a chapter even though it would be complete humor! If so I will put the information of it on my next chapter!

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