Hey everyone sorry it took so long to write this I've been busy with anonymous things lol. Anyway it's the last week of school tomorrow and I cry because of it. I'm not one of those nerds who love school but some of my friends are moving and it won't be fun without them around! Ok I'll shut up and get on with the story.

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Chapter 9: Then night fall

(By the way i'm sorry i didn't update this earlier. STUPID FINALS!)

The night came and Hiei found himself in the same situation as the night before. He floated just outside Ash's window and thought of what he would say and how to act.

Looking back down Kurama waved him to go in. He sighed knowing there was no way around it and went in.

Repeating the process of the previous night the two of them found themselves in new scenery.

This time it was daytime; on a cliff overlooking everything in the area. Ash looked out amazed at how far she could see then looked back and once again saw Hiei.

"Hiei, I didn't think you would be back so soon." She admitted walking over to him. HE stood there thinking up any answer he could.

"Your training I see." He said breaking into the point of the matter.

She stopped amazed at him; how did he know about her training? "Yes… I am."

"You're going to kill yourself if you don't let people like Kurama help you."

"And how would you know?" She asked so sure of herself.

"I saw the way you were training, and felt how much energy you released with each attack. You are going to kill yourself if you don't learn how to control your energy."

Ash thought it made sense she had been feeling lately like she was doing something wrong. Hiei telling her this just confirmed her feelings.

"Then what should I do?"

"Like I said… let Kurama help you. You might be surprised at how much he really can help you." This had actually been easier then Hiei had originally thought. But what needed to be said was said and he could go back to watching her.

Turning to leave this dream in which he had created Ash's voice stalled him, "How did you know?"

He thought of what to say he was now caught in a trap of how to get himself out. Mystery and confusion was his answer.

"I just did."

"Can I ask you something?"

"Yes." He turned fully around and looked upon her pained face. "Do you hate me?"

"No, never." That was a easy question.

"Then why did you act like it?"

"What?"

"Last night you said we could never be… why? Did I do something wrong?"

Hiei's P.O.V

She lowered her head and it was obvious now what Kurama had said was true. I had not eased her suffering but had made it larger.

"First don't bow your head, not to anyone… especially… not to me." I repeated the things I had thought last night and she lifted her head revealing her large eyes tears threatening to fall at any moment.

"Second… I have realized we can never be I'm gone and you're still living. As much as I hate to admit it you could be happier with someone else. You deserve to be."

"But I don't want someone else it wouldn't be the same. You provided me with my life Hiei. You showed me that when things are bad it could always become better. I can't and won't find someone else."

At least she was devoted to her own cause; she would fight for it no matter what; that was always something good.

"Then don't I don't really care either way I'm fine with it. You just need to be happy. You need to stop living in the past and focus on what will happen in the future and make something worth being happy for."

I didn't want to let her go, not by any chance; but if it would give her the chance to finally be happy and to move on then I would be willing to give her up.

"Then what about you? Why didn't you do that? Kurama and yourself have told me of your tortured soul and your past. Why don't you practice what you preach and just forget about what happened then… and look at what can happen."

I didn't answer and I honestly didn't want to. My past would always be something forced upon me and no matter how much they tell me to let go I couldn't… it was embedded in me for all eternity.

"I'm sorry… I'm just… not quite over the fact that I was the one responsible for this. It's a scar that will always remain with me." She fell to her knees and something forced me to walk over to her.

I bent down and lifted her head up.

"There is no one who does not carry scares on there heart. If there weresomeone in the world like that… they would be a shallow soul."

With that I ended the dream and returned to standing beside her bed. Only time could tell now if she would listen to my advice or continue to be stubborn.

A/N: Yes I know that's from Poltergeist Report and that I changed it a little bit but if I didn't it wouldn't have made as much sense. Anyway please review and I'll update ASAP!

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