Hey everyone I'm going to cut having a long A/N and just get onto the story.
Disclaimer: I don't own YYH or 'So Far Away' by Staind
Chapter 13: So Far Away
(I highly advise that people read the lyrics to this song because it's absolutely awesome simply put.Oh and tell me what you thought of the song i picked out MYSELF i might add.)
Night had come again Hiei stood by Ash's sleeping form thinking about what to say and how to tell her he was coming back.
He reached out and went threw her hand instantly transporting them to the first scene he had brought her to, the windy hill in Makai.
"Hiei!" Ash said happily going up to him and hugging him tight. "You helped me earlier today didn't you?" She was so full of life it broke Hiei to see her like this and know what he had done before.
"What's wrong?" She asked looking into his eyes.
"I need to talk to you." He looked away unable to meet her gaze, "It's important."
This is my life
It's not what it was before
All these feelings I've shared
And these are my dreams
That I've never lived before
Somebody shake me 'cause I
I must be sleeping.
"Sure what's it about?" She asked looking at him slightly confused.
He looked up at Ash, his Koi and was reminded of his cruel reality. "I'm sorry Ash I didn't mean to hurt you so much." He admitted.
She knew exactly what he meant and her eyes started to tear over, she reached to him and pulled him into a tight embrace. "I knew you didn't mean it Hiei I love you!"
He wrapped his arms around her, "I love you to Ash."
He said the words and he meant them with all his life (ok somewhat life.) but something felt wrong or off like he should be the one saying these words not responding to them like always.
Even when he spilled what soul he had to the girl he loved so much he still couldn't do everything he wanted to do. (That's sad right there and if you don't think so then... sticks tounge out
Now that we're here so far away
All the struggle we thought was in vain
All the mistakes, one life contained
They all finally start to go away
Now that we're here, it's so far away
And I feel like I can face that day
I can forgive and I'm not ashamed
To be the person that I am today
The two sat together now Hiei behind Ash his arms wrapped around her afraid that if he let go she would disappear forever.
"You know we're not really bound forever?" Ash finally said breaking the silence. "I know." Hiei sighed, "It's one of those things I have to live with everyday."
I have something else I have to tell you Ash." He said. Her head turned slightly showing that she was listening.
"I've been given the chance to come back to life again." She turned suddenly, "That's great Hiei! Are you going to do it?" Only then did she realize how dumb that sounded.
These are my words
That I've never shown before
Somebody shake me 'cause I
I must be sleeping
"Although if I come back it means I'll have to become a human."
"You hate humans." She said realizing the predicament.
"I know."
Now that we're here so far away
All the struggle we thought was in vain
All the mistakes, one life contained
They all finally start to go away
Now that we're here, it's so far away
And I feel like I can face that day
I can forgive and I'm not ashamed
To be the person that I am today
"So what are you going to do?" She asked.
Hiei stayed silent sure of his decision and sure that she might not like it, but he had his reasons and they would be left unsaid for the time being.
I'm so afraid of waking
Please don't shake me
Afraid of waking
Please don't shake me
"…So?" She asked becoming a bit agitated at being left unanswered.
"I've decided that I'm…"
Now that we're here so far away
All the struggle we thought was in vain
All the mistakes, one life contained
They all finally start to go away
Now that we're here, it's so far away
And I feel like I can face that day
I can forgive and I'm not ashamed
To be the person that I am today
A/N: Am I evil or WHAT? Anyway review me saying what you think Hiei will do and what you thought of the song I chose!
Also I think in the end of the story I'm going to do another song by Stain but I'm not going to tell which one!
ALSO IMPOTANT: I started a new HieiOC fiction it's called 'Changing Decisions' and I think it's coming along good! (For 2 chapters.)