Disclaimer: I don't own the OC. I wish I did. I could have Adam and Ben but sadly I don't.
A/N: Thank you guys for reading it.
Ry- Thank you, I'm glad you like my writing. Not a lot of people like Marissa. And after re-watching that episode last night. She did flirt and he was using drugs, but still. Anyways thank you for reading.
Jackie- I'm glad you like it too.
Lornie- I'll try writing some Sum/Coop scenes but I'm not the best at writing dialog but I'll try. Thank you for liking the story.
Stefanie- Thank you so much for reading it since you don't even like the show. Lol you one-tree-hiller. But its all good since I love the show too.
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Ch.2 I don't know what to call them, its really short but It will get longer
You're home by yourself. The one person who can protect you can never know what happened to you. It would destroy him. And you love him too much for that. You wish you could drink away your pain. But you know it won't help you this time. You feel dirty as you try to stop thinking about him, touching you. The fear you still feel, not knowing just what he'll do next. You look in the mirror taking in your bruises and wondering just how it happened. Was you flirting with him?. Was he too drunk, were you too drunk?. You think its your fault as guilt enters your mind. And you know its pointless to try and sleep, knowing the nightmares that you'll have. His face, his eyes haunting your dreams and knowing when Ryan gets back that he'll know something is wrong and for once he can't be my hero. No one can save me from this one. I'm lost and alone and there is no one I can talk too.