Hermione was finally out of the hospital. She still wasn't talking to Harry or Ron.

I can't talk to them. Im so embarrassed. All I ever do is bring pain and suffering I hate myself for it. But I also love Harry for his loyalty and unconditional love and Ron for his friendship although he had a strange way of showing it sometimes.

Hermione smiled at the thought of Harry and Ron. She realised it was the first smile she had smiled since she had been in hospital. She heard a noise from behind her and quickly turned to see who was there. She saw a tall skinny but muscly scruffy brown haired boy. A hansom guy. Round glasses.

The familiar Bright beautiful green eyes and cheeky smile.

It was of course Harry.

He stood there leaning against the wall with his hands in his pockets. He looked awfully sexy standing there with his white school shirt hanging out of his trousers and rolled up sleeves. He feet where crossed and his eyes where looking straight at her.

Hermione looked at Harry and broke down in tear. This time though the tears weren't in pity they where for Harry.

"Im so sorry Harry. Its…" Hermione stoped.

Harry walked over to Hermione and pulled her into an embrace. Hermione wept on Harrys shoulder.

"Its ok Hermione I just want to get through this. Whatever you're goin through I want to help you. I can't stand to see you in pain anymore. It really does kill me." Harry's cheeky smile had vanished to a serious caring look.

Hermione returned the look.

"I want to feel better Harry I cant stand putting you through this anymore. Its just I don't know how to feel anymore. I can't handle anything. I can't seem to handle emotion. I mean I was never god at dealing with emotions but since…."Hermione trailed off and looked away from Harry.

Harry held her face so she would look into his eyes.

"Hermione I love you. You do know that you can tell me anything. I mean anything. Whats happened hermione? I want to understand why you would do this to yourself" Harry looked at Hermiones wrist, which was covered in bandages still.

"Its so hard to talk about anything. I don't feel like I can trust anyone anymore. I love you to Harry never forget that. I just don't know anything anymore. Did you know my mum and dad got divorced? Something about my mother not being able to handle me being a witch anymore." Hermione fiddled with a piece of thread on the bandage.

"But they where thrilled with the idea of you being who you are. They where proud I saw them. The way they looked at you. They where so proud. Why wouldn't they be, your brilliant. " Harry was confused.

"That what I thought but apparently it was all an act with my mum. She thought I would grow out of it and want to become a lawyer or a doctor. Well she hoped anyway. When we where about to start this year my mother lost it. She said she couldn't handle me being a freak and she had found someone else. That was that she got up and left." Hermione paused and breathed.

She looked exhausted from saying this after all she hadn't talked for about 2 months or so.

"Why didn't you tell me and Ron before? We are your friends we will stick by you and help you through everything. We both love you Hermione we want to protect you from everything." Harry had a tear in his eye but fought it away.

"So anyway you wanna hear the rest of my "oh so horrible" life!" Hermione giggled nervously. Harry didn't move. He didn't see what hermione thought was so funny.

Harry was so eagerly waiting to her about who got Hermione pregnant. He felt so afraid for her. All Harry wanted to do was take all of Hermiones problems and take them on himself.

"I just want to understand Hermione. I love you so much and I never want to lose you" Harry took Hermiones Hand and held it tightly.

A/N Ok so the end was a little cheesy but oh well what can ya do!! He he I wonder what happened to hermione?! He he you will have to wait till the next chpt! Bubye for now! Xox