Authors note: First fan-fic, so i hope you people like it, the text in italics is either flash-backs or thoughts Kurama has. R&R would appreciate.
Disclaimer: I do not own Yu Yu Hakusho, even though it would be nice if i could have Hiei and all his swishy hair.
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"Do you just want me to stay around so you can mock me everyday? How much do you want to break me down Kurama how fucking much!"
Kuwabara's words rung in Kurama's ears, it felt like a painful stab in his heart. He waited outside a small waiting room in a near by hospital for word on how Kuwabara was doing, if he was okay..or what. He thought back, to what happend earlier in the day, earlier that week even reviewing every event in his head, starting with how Kuwabara convinced him to ride the ..love boat.. with him.
'Why wont you tell me whats wrong' Kurama had asked. 'because you know why' Was his answer, from Kuwabara. 'Oh right..because i hate yo' he mocked himself, apparently that was the problem. And all though part of it was sarcasm it seemed to have hurt kuwabara's feelings. 'Yeah...' Kuwabara had replied, his face saddened trying to hide a tear. 'well what do you want me to do?' '..nothing..'
And then..i dont know what came over me...'
A smile slowly grew across Kurama's face. He gulped, and grabbed Kuwabara's head, and their lips touched. Kurama held his eyes tightly closed.
'But why did i do that i dont even love him..'
While Kurama stared into nothing, noticing not a thing around him, a doctore had come out and announced the news, to Yusuke at least, who noticed Kurama's dazed expression. "Kurama" He called. "Kurama..."
Slowly Kurama snapped back to reality. "Huh?" He muttered before looking at Yusuke. "What?"
"Kuwabara's..dead..."