SECRET MUSINGS
BY LUNA-SAMA AKA UNSPOILEDRINI DISCLAIMER: SADLY I DO NOT OWN ANY OF GRAVIATAION (AT LEAST NOT THE RIGHTS HEH BUT I WILL OWN THE ANIME SOON ) CAUSE IF I DID I WOULD NOT BE WORKING MY BUTT OFF TRYING TO FIND A JOB. PLEASE READ AND REVIEW AND OF COURSE ENJOY THIS FIC.
I don't quite know when it happened. Only that it did. They say that love has a way of sneaking up on you. Of rearing it's not so ugly head when you least expect it. And I for one can personally say amen to that. For you see I have been struck by cupid's destructive arrow of love. Now it wouldn't be such a bad thing if I were single. But I'm not for crying out loud. I am happily married..... or at least I thought I was. What also gets to me is the person I feel in love with. His name? Shuichi Shindou. Yes I have fallen in love with the last person I thought I ever would fall in love with. At first I thought that he was just another immature little punk trying to make it big with his mullet haired friend and their 2 bit band. But as time wore on those feelings begin to change. The harder he worked the more determined he became. However he did have his troubles. They came in the form of a blonde cold-hearted writer by the name of Uesugi Eiri-sama also know as Yuki Eiri-sama. Too many times have I had to watch his heart get broken by that man only to have him go crawling back to him. Shui-kun deserves more than that. And yes I called him Shui-kun get over it. sigh but there is nothing I can do because I am not the one who makes him happy. Yuki is. But that doesn't mean that I can't do my damnedest to make it stay that way. People have often told me that I am a great master negotiator. So as long as I am able to convince Yuki to keep him happy there should be no trouble. And believe you me I have my ways. To many it may only seem that I am doing this for Bad Luck but I know otherwise. For I live to see him smile. Even if it's a tear stained one. Maybe it's for the best that he doesn't know my true feelings for him. Because knowing him and the half- baked baka ideas he tends to get he would break up with Yuki just to please me. And I can't have that can I? No matter how much I would like that. For a depressed Shuichi equals a writer's block Shichi. Heh but I highly doubt that would ever happen. He's too attached to Yuki. I don't know why that thought leaves such a bitter taste in my mouth. Because like I said I am married. I have someone who loves me for who I am and yet I am not sastified. Why is that? Why did he have to have such an effect on me that I am willing to throw it all away to show him what true passion is if only for one night? Great now that image is going to be stuck with me all night. Not that it's a bad image but it just goes to show I'm hanging out with Ryuichi much too much. I'm becoming a perv. Hmmm I wonder if Shui-kun goes for that kind of thing. Gah!! Bad thought!! Bad thought!! Bad yummy thoughts!!! At this rate I'm going to have to take a cold shower tonight again. Speak of the devil here he comes now with Nakano-kun and Fujisaki-kun.
"What's wrong with him?" I ask noting his extreme lack of energy. Hiro shrugged. "Just the usual he had a fight with Yuki so now he's in a writers slump." I note with a cool gaze that Shuichi looks more upset than usual. Maybe I should cancel their interview. "No Problem. Buck up. I need you in all smiles Shindou-kun. You guys have a very important interview in the next few minutes. Music agents from around the world will be there." I state with confidence. For I shall take care of Yuki-san and he will make Shui- kun happy again or my name isn't...........................
Heh well it's done my first gravie fic. Who do you think it is? For those who guess right u shall receive a free complementary hug from the mystery love them self. I shall reveal who it is in the next chapter. And do not worry I haven't forgotten about A Crystal Destiny Revised. It's just that I've been in a majorly bad writer's slump for the past few months mostly because everything that I typed was lost on my compie when it got another virus. Anyhoo I've finally found the inspiration to write again so I shall promptly begin again on that fic. Till chapter two this is the lovely female inu-youkai Luna saying ja ne for now.
BY LUNA-SAMA AKA UNSPOILEDRINI DISCLAIMER: SADLY I DO NOT OWN ANY OF GRAVIATAION (AT LEAST NOT THE RIGHTS HEH BUT I WILL OWN THE ANIME SOON ) CAUSE IF I DID I WOULD NOT BE WORKING MY BUTT OFF TRYING TO FIND A JOB. PLEASE READ AND REVIEW AND OF COURSE ENJOY THIS FIC.
I don't quite know when it happened. Only that it did. They say that love has a way of sneaking up on you. Of rearing it's not so ugly head when you least expect it. And I for one can personally say amen to that. For you see I have been struck by cupid's destructive arrow of love. Now it wouldn't be such a bad thing if I were single. But I'm not for crying out loud. I am happily married..... or at least I thought I was. What also gets to me is the person I feel in love with. His name? Shuichi Shindou. Yes I have fallen in love with the last person I thought I ever would fall in love with. At first I thought that he was just another immature little punk trying to make it big with his mullet haired friend and their 2 bit band. But as time wore on those feelings begin to change. The harder he worked the more determined he became. However he did have his troubles. They came in the form of a blonde cold-hearted writer by the name of Uesugi Eiri-sama also know as Yuki Eiri-sama. Too many times have I had to watch his heart get broken by that man only to have him go crawling back to him. Shui-kun deserves more than that. And yes I called him Shui-kun get over it. sigh but there is nothing I can do because I am not the one who makes him happy. Yuki is. But that doesn't mean that I can't do my damnedest to make it stay that way. People have often told me that I am a great master negotiator. So as long as I am able to convince Yuki to keep him happy there should be no trouble. And believe you me I have my ways. To many it may only seem that I am doing this for Bad Luck but I know otherwise. For I live to see him smile. Even if it's a tear stained one. Maybe it's for the best that he doesn't know my true feelings for him. Because knowing him and the half- baked baka ideas he tends to get he would break up with Yuki just to please me. And I can't have that can I? No matter how much I would like that. For a depressed Shuichi equals a writer's block Shichi. Heh but I highly doubt that would ever happen. He's too attached to Yuki. I don't know why that thought leaves such a bitter taste in my mouth. Because like I said I am married. I have someone who loves me for who I am and yet I am not sastified. Why is that? Why did he have to have such an effect on me that I am willing to throw it all away to show him what true passion is if only for one night? Great now that image is going to be stuck with me all night. Not that it's a bad image but it just goes to show I'm hanging out with Ryuichi much too much. I'm becoming a perv. Hmmm I wonder if Shui-kun goes for that kind of thing. Gah!! Bad thought!! Bad thought!! Bad yummy thoughts!!! At this rate I'm going to have to take a cold shower tonight again. Speak of the devil here he comes now with Nakano-kun and Fujisaki-kun.
"What's wrong with him?" I ask noting his extreme lack of energy. Hiro shrugged. "Just the usual he had a fight with Yuki so now he's in a writers slump." I note with a cool gaze that Shuichi looks more upset than usual. Maybe I should cancel their interview. "No Problem. Buck up. I need you in all smiles Shindou-kun. You guys have a very important interview in the next few minutes. Music agents from around the world will be there." I state with confidence. For I shall take care of Yuki-san and he will make Shui- kun happy again or my name isn't...........................
Heh well it's done my first gravie fic. Who do you think it is? For those who guess right u shall receive a free complementary hug from the mystery love them self. I shall reveal who it is in the next chapter. And do not worry I haven't forgotten about A Crystal Destiny Revised. It's just that I've been in a majorly bad writer's slump for the past few months mostly because everything that I typed was lost on my compie when it got another virus. Anyhoo I've finally found the inspiration to write again so I shall promptly begin again on that fic. Till chapter two this is the lovely female inu-youkai Luna saying ja ne for now.
