Authors Note: I haven't written anything in such a long time. Recently I have stopped updating my last story, "Over the Edge", because I grew really tired of it, and forgot what my original story-line/plot was. Sorry!
Read This First Before You Even Start So Your Not Confused: Please, please, please read this first! This 'thing' (I don't know what to call it) is somewhat along the lines of a 'two-voice poem'. Only, its not a poem and there aren't two people reading this. The words in italiacs is a voice inside of Alice's head, morelike her conscience, something similar.
The Words in normal script are her thoughts on things. This really doesn't make much sense, but look at it as a blur of emotions all cramped together,the Good and the Bad.
H E L P M E
Help me...
(help me)
become what I (am) was...
Help me...
gain control
(lose control)
and grip reality...
(...insanity...)
for what it really is...
(...and what it isn't...)
Help me
(help me...)
remember
(forget)
to love,
(...to hate...)
my family,
(...I am alone...)
my friends
(...aren't real...)
my happiness...
(...my pain...)
Help me...
(someone!)
...live...
(...die...)
have a purpose...
(...I am no one...)
and leave an imprint on this world, stuck between these hollow walls in
(...my prison...)
Rutledge's...
(...my mind...)
Remember me
(...remember what I was..)
because I fight...
(...because I bleed...)
for you...
(...for me...)
Help me...
(please...)
guide me...
(help me...)
prepare me for...
(save me from...)
this war...
(...the truth...)
fight beside me...
(...because I am afraid to be alone...)
because I fight for you...
(...against you...)
because I have created you...
(...because...)
...because you are a part of me-
(...innocence...)
-that has not yet died...
(...that has not been tainted by me...)
Help me...
(...because I am lost...)
...please...
Disclaimer: I do not own American McGee's Alice or any characters that are displayed in the game.
Authors Note: I haven't written anything new in such a long time. So truthfully, I don't care if you flame the hell out of this because it doesn't make sense. I just wrote something for the hell of it. This is my first fic where I am writing about (something soley based on) the feelings of a character. (Mainly Alice.)