I love you to the bones

Disclaimer: All belongs to JK Rowling except unfamiliar characters.

Warning: This is about an eating disorder, so may act as a trigger. If you don't like what the fic is about, or how I've written it, don't read. They are OOC. This chapter is like the last. There's not any anorexia in here but there's some storyline stuff. I hope you can see how Hermione is affecting everyone around her. This is dedicated to Amy, you my bitch girlfriend! Please enjoy , I tried to wager out the depressing shit with some happy-ish shit here. Yayness. Please review.

Harry stopped outside the dormitory. And walked away. He paced the corridor outside, trying to clear his head. Meanwhile inside Hermione had just sniffed some poppers and was lap dancing for Echo whilst singing.

"Move your g-string down south" She sang shaking her butt in his face. She did some body rolls then pulled him up, she shimmied down his body. "Come on!" She said and carried on dancing.

Harry made a split second decision and walked in, only to see Hermione singing about G-strings whilst whoring it up with Echo. She shook her booty, then grabbed some more drugs and took them, not giving a shit what she did. Harry shook his head and then got some firewhiskey and bolted up the stairs. She grabbed some pills and fed some to Echo, he smiled and gave her something to sniff in return. She smiled and twirled around her arms whirled out. Echo put the equaliser by clinic on. She carried on spinning until she fell to the floor dizzy. Echo passed her some acid, and they both got drugged up to high hell and back. They lay on the floor.

"The world is spinning!" Said Echo,

"I see bumblebees" Said Hermione, just then there was a knock on the portrait Harry bolted down the stairs clumsily, he opened the portrait.

"It's for you." He said shortly and staggered upstairs,

"Woooo! Someone drank too much and got too shitted!" Hermione sing-songed.

"JASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSON" Echo cried, and then greeted his three friends, "And the lurvely Cherry! Hermione meet Cherry, our other Hogwarts drugette!"

"Hey sweetie!" She said, whilst snorting a line of ecstasy.

"Jimmmmy, Sean!" Hermione cooed and gestured to the drugs. "Take some" She said. She got up shakily. She took some more acid and giggled as her view blurred. She span around again and again twirling her arms out. "Everything's blurry!" She said giggling. Cherry then got up; she had a curvy body with a big booty. She was a half-cast, she looked Hawaiian, and she had hair exactly like Hermione's but dark brown. She was wearing a plain top which had a criss-cross lace up the front, a belly ring glinted through her top. A tongue stud sparkled in her mouth. She had some low rise jeans on and plenty of make up.

Hermione stopped and lengthened her hair so it was nearly at her coccyx. She then grabbed hold of Cherry and the two whirled around and around, laughing. They fell on a heap on top of each other. And whilst the music played, she leaned over she hugged Cherry.

"I can't feel anything." She whispered. "Can you?"

"No!" She said, "Pass me the acid."

The two got another two hits.

"Slap me!" Hermione said, swung her arm back and slapped her as hard as possible, "HARDER BITCH!" She shouted and Cherry slapped her again, Hermione jerked to the side, "HARDER, THAT BARELY TAPPED ME!" She giggled and Cherry slapped her as hard as possible , Hermione fell to the side and laughed as her lip bled.

"Do it to me!" She shouted, so Hermione swung and almighty slap was heard, the two girls laughed, "HARDER!" Cherry commanded,

"I'm gonna punch ya!" Hermione shouted whilst laughing,

"GO FOR IT BITCH!" Cherry shouted, then a thump sound emerged as Hermione right hooked her face. The two fell on top of each other tears in their eyes.

Someone knocked on the portrait.

"DO IT AGAIN!" Hermione shouted. "GO ON!"

Harry ran to catch the door, Pansy, Draco and Ginny walked in just as Cherry slapped Hermione. Hermione giggled and licked up the blood from her lip. Some more of the group walked in but Hermione just laughed and slapped Cherry. Tears streamed down both of their faces and bruises were slowly appearing.

"I CAN'T FEEL SHIT!" Hermione said, and got up. She started dancing she shook her ass in Harry's face. She slapped her ass as hard as she could and laughed. She span around and around.

"Do you see what I mean?" Harry muttered to his two friends, "Look at her. She's gone mental."

"She'll get over it." Draco said,

"She's so different." Pansy said looking at Hermione who was fingering Cherry's belly ring and was whispering in her ear.

"LET'S DO IT!" Cherry said. She ran over and got some frozen peas from the freezer. They then ran upstairs and they went into Hermione's bedroom. She then flicked out her wand and murmured "Accio needle." She then giggled and put the frozen peas on her stomach.

"I can't feel anything dipstick."

"I know it's just good measure!" The two giggled, Cherry summoned a small box and she went through it with her fingers she pulled out a ring.

"Do it!" Hermione said to Cherry.

Cherry stabbed the needle through with difficulty, Hermione let out a muffled scream under a pillow, and tears slid down her face, "Motherfucker!" Cherry said and ran into the bathroom she grabbed a towel to clean the blood up with and she rammed the ring in. They then did the tongue and Hermione giggled as Cherry slid on the ball.

They went downstairs and neither of them mentioned the belly ring or the tongue stud.

Hermione grabbed an E and took it. "Motherfucker!" She exclaimed giggled.

"Chill out 'Mione" Echo said, "Don't want your pretty self to over dose do you?"

"Nope" She giggled. "What you lookin' at?" She asked Harry, "Want some?"

"No." Harry said coldly looking at her quite obviously disgusted.

"Fine. Go on upstairs now."

"No. It's my dorm too!"

"Fine." She said and started spinning around arm's out again. "I want it to rain!" She cried.

Cherry rant to the kitchen and opened the cupboards she grabbed a bowl for baking with and filled it with icy water. She then poured it all over Hermione's spinning body. Hermione shrieked with delight. Then someone did a spell and water was sprinkling all over the room from the ceiling except for where Harry and his friends were sat. Echo got up and pushed the sofa to the side of the room. He then moved the coffee table and the other sofa and pulled everyone up in the sprinkling indoor rain. Everyone span around giggling and dancing. Echo grabbed on to Hermione's hands and they pulled away from each other spinning around in a circle. Hermione swung her head back and laughed as she span, her hair flying out behind her. Harry stared at her his world seemed to slow down. She was spinning in slow motion the rain dropping down her. He sighed and walked upstairs, unaware his pals were following him. He grabbed the firewhiskey and swigged down a gulp. Draco walked over and took the firewhiskey from him.

"Don't do this over her mate. She's made her decision." Draco said,

"She hasn't and it's my fucking whiskey so I'll fucking drink it." He said grabbing it and swigging it down some more.

"Harry. Don't do this." Ginny said,

"WHY?" He shouted, "WHY SHOULDN'T I? MY BEST FRIEND IS A DRUGGIE, AN ANOREXIC AND HATES ME. I THINK I DESERVE SOME" He swallowed more and glared at the three of them.

"Look Harry we're all upset about the shit that's going on but-" Draco started,

"OH YOU THINK YOU'RE ALL SO FUCKING GREAT, DON'T YOU? SHE'S FUCKING HIM! LADI-FUCKING-DA! LETS ALL PRETEND EVERYTHING IS OKAY WHEN IT ISN'T. I CAN'T JUST FORGET ABOUT HER I CANT JUST IGNORE THIS SHIT. THIS SCHOOL IS FUCKED UP AND SO IS EVERYONE IN IT! EVEN YOU GUYS WHO THINK YOU'RE SO FUCKING AWESOME, YOU'RE TRYING TO BRUSH IT ALL UNDER THE RUG. WELL THERE AINT NO RUG BIG ENOUGH TO FUCKING SWEEP THIS UNDER!" He threw himself down onto the bed, and gulped down more whiskey. "Just leave." He said spitefully.

The three left. All very worried for the health of both of their friends. They passed the living room and left.

"Good byeeeeeee!" Hermione said and the portrait slammed shut, "FUCKERS!" She shouted laughing. Everyone was laughing.

Hermione looked around at her cool new friends. She then looked at her cool new belly piercing. And her cool new alcohol. Her cool new drugs.

Her cool new self.

The night sped on and at about 4AM Echo, Jason, Jimmy, Sean and Cherry left the dormitory, leaving Hermione some pills for lessons the next day. Hermione said good bye and stuffed the pills in her pocket. She walked upstairs and saw a chink of light coming from Harry's door.

She walked in.

"Hey." He said quietly.

"Hi." She said.

"You ok?" He muttered,

"Speak up I can't hear you."

"You ok?" He said loudly,

"Yeah you?"

"Yeah." There was a silence once he said this for a very long time, where the two eyeballed each other.

"Well. Better be off to bed y'know? Lessons in the morning." She walked over to him and the two shared an uncomfortable hug.

"Night." Hermione said her head poked around the closing door,

"Night." He said.

Hermione went into her bedroom and turned off her lights. She undressed then climbed into her cold bed. Alone.

Well, that's all folks. It may not seem realistic, but anyone who's been through this before knows you'll cling to anything, do anything, be anything you need to be. A new chapter will be winging it's way towards you soon.

Love you all,

P.C