The Answer
"No Sesshomaru, I am not ready, sorry" She said grabbing her clothes and hurring out of the water.
I cannot believe that I was about to do 'it' with him. Did he want me. This cannot be. I must go to my old self. Kagome putting her clothes on. Sesshomaru got the miko. He knew from this that he wanted not only for her to belong to him but to be his mate.
"Let's go with Rin, and Jaken and go back to the castle" Kagome said. Sesshomaru put back his clothes and did as Kagome said.
Chapter 8
The castle was dark and in the patio the red rose still stand tall and bright. Kagome loved the rose it was the only rose there though she didn't know why only one rose. Rin when running in the dark hallways and the excusted toad follow. While Sesshomaru stood in the gate waiting for something to be said out of the miko's mouth.
"I will be going to my chamber now, if you need anything go there" Sesshomaru said walking towards his room.
"Sesshomaru, I need time" Kagome said before he dissapear in the darkness.
"Yes, I will be waiting." He said and left the miko alone.
He understand. But this seems impossible for me. And it's too soon. Kagome thought when heading to her room. Dinner time should be getting close. I guess I will just explore more of my room and watch the rose. Even thought I know that Inuyasha betrated me I don't feel that much sadness in me. I thought when he would do such thing I would be devasting and I will go into depression but I din't. It should be much worse but it's like if it needed to occur. Do I supposed to stay and life next to Sesshomaru? No way. I have my own era and I should escape from here.
Kagome enter her room and sat in her bed, it was much brighter there because she had asked to keep some light from the sun to enter her room.
I don't know why I am so confuse. I want to and then again I just don't. I don't get my feelings. My heart tells me to stay with him, and my mind tells me to escape. This is chaos!
Knock, knock, knock . "My lady, dinner is served" the usual servant called behind the door.
"I am going, Thank you" Kagome called out and stood up and started her journey towards the dinner room.
"Even though it's dark, I can still see the great and beautiful carvins in each corner of this castle." She said to her self. Kagome walked in the dinner room. Sesshomaru is not here. Kagome sat in her seat where she had sat there for her second time. Kagome look around while waiting for the Lord. The table was big it had fourteen chairs. The huge one with the best golden carvins was Sesshomaru and Kagome sat in one that was not as decorated but very comforbable, and was on front from Sesshomaru's chair. Sesshomaru finally got there one minute late. He sat quietly and ate little. Kagome try not to eat much but the food was so delecious, and thought that the Lord didn't know how good the food was; for humans it would be a sin to only eat one. Sesshomaru was only waiting for Kagome to finish.
"My lady, you have quite an apatite" One of the servants said when she picked up Kagome's plate.
"Um" Kagome blused at the comment.
"I am so full." Kagome said to her self and laid back on the chair.
"I'll take you to your room." Sesshomaru said getting up and walked towards Kagome.
"Thanks" She said getting up and walked close to the Lord.
"Kagome rest, be ready for tomorrow" He said opening the door for Kagome to enter her room.
"You too" She said entering her room. She got undress and put on a red silky pijamas that where lying in her bed ready to be use by her.
"Tomorrow will be a hard day for me, and I should be wise about the decions I make" And with that said she got in bed cover her self with the warm covers and closed her eyes smothly and sleept.
Following Day
Good-morning Kagome do your best today and don't scew it up. Kagome said went she open her eyes and smile to herself for an other day, and fated away when she remember the events of the past day.
"I know my answer" Kagome got up and walk towards the wardrope and saw silk Kimonos and other dresses she had never wore. She pulled one out and try it on. Wow, this is hard, but it's worth it. She went to Sesshomaru's chamber.
"Ok here we go" She whisper. Knock, knock. No answer.
"Sesshomaru." She said and was about to open the door when the chamber-maid interrupt.
"My Lady, Lord won't be here until the afternoon" She said and left.
"Thank you" Kagome went to the main hallways and enter the library. The library was huge different names, sizes, colors, everything you could imagine. Kagome was amazed by this she loved books and this books where from many cultures, something that Kagome didn't see at her school library. She stayed there for hours until a maid said that Sesshomaru had arrived. Kagome closed the book and memorize the page so that she could later come and keep reading. She walked fast towards the dinner room she couldn't wait to tell Sesshomaru her answer about the proposal.
Kagome was sitting in his usual golden carvin chair. Sesshomaru gazed at Kagome and stood up for her to sit down.
"Hi, Sesshomaru" Kagome smiled big and happiness ruled her world. Sesshomaru didn't say anything and sat down once she did.
I love when she smiles what can I do to make her smile again, Am I feeling love for this human. She is full of beauty, innocent, love, and her scent is something hard to contain steedy in. She is powerful to me but she doesn' t know that what ever she tells me to do I will do it. I am her slave. I want her. I want her to be mine. No one else should touch her but I. I should have her in no cause, I should wait for her to be mine completely. Completely mine forever. Sesshomaru thought to him self and the yearning to have her increase every minute. Why can't I stopped thinking about her. Sesshomaru finished first as it had been before, except Kagome didn't eat as much because she was so excited to tell Sesshomaru the answer.
"Sesshomaru, may I talk to you?" Kagome asked looking into the golden eyes of Sessomaru.
"Yes. You may" He answer wondering what she wanted to talk about.
"Can we talk in your chamber" She asked again.
"Yes." The Lord stood up and started his walk with Kagome to his chamber. Both of them kept quiet but Kagome was felling butterflies in her stomag which make her giggle a bit. They enter and sat in bed close together just inches away.
"Sesshomaru I have thought over and over again my answer to your proposal." Kagome said facing the Lord who show no emotion, however Kagome imagine he was anxious to know her answer.
"Well I have decided that---" She paused
"I will accept to become the Queen of the Western Lands" She continue.