A/N: Sorry everyone! I couldn't find a song for Yuki-kun.. Sigh, well anyways, I hope you like it.. and at the very end, Yuki is really mean O.O Well anyways, review damnit!

I have been up since 3:15 AM and now it is almost 8 PM, I have been up for hours.. Do not anger me, or I will.. make sure the toothfairy eats you in your sleep..

Yuki's POV

I sat quietly in my spot, awaiting when our princess would enter the room. My violet eyes were staring across, looking at the angry orange-headed boy he stared back at me. Every day they would get into fights, Kyou would always end up losing. Didn't he ever learn?

I felt my eyes narrow as I moved a strand of my hair from my eyes, just to see Kyou was still yet again looking at me. Placing my hand back down in my lap, I try my hardest to ignore him, yet I feel myself becoming more aroused with each longing second.

I imagined how it would be like, to be with Kyou. Rough. That's what instantly came to mind. He's more of an aggresive person, so how would he act in bed? I closed my eyes before opening them once again to see Kyou's gaze burning into my skin.

Why was he still looking? That's when I saw him turn away, a slight brush was rising to his face. Noticing he was looking away, a small smile formed on my face. He knew I had realized what he was thinking, and to tell the truth, I enjoyed it very much.

Ever since we met, I imagined my first kiss. So soft, with someone perfect. Looking across Kyou, I realized who it should be. Kyou. My first true love. By now he had looked back over towards me, and I averted my gaze towards the kitchen where Tohru was cooking.

My first kiss had been ruined, ruined by the perpetrator that supposedly 'adored' me. Akito. I remember the day he did it, his lips had been pressed hard to mine, it felt as if my lips were going to become bruised. I remember crying after that. I wanted my first kiss to have been perfect.

I felt myself staring at Kyou, my lips slightly parted. I've always wanted Kyou, but what would people think if they were to get together? I could just imagine. I'd go insane by the laughter that they would release, I would be embarrassed as hell.

I want to be with him, to be able to fufil my lustful desires. I wanted to be with him forever, to be able to see his face every morning when I would wake up beside him. But how? How could I recieve the person I desired. I did not want to scare him off, or to have to become a complete clone.

So what does that leave me with? I see the way he looks at Tohru and at Haru and the others. I want him to be mine. I want to relieve him, to show him she's not worth it, because she's not. I avert my gaze back Kyou just to see him staring at me with his angry eyes, his long orange bangs swaying infront of his eyes. I look around, realizing we are alone. Where did Tohru go..

Why does he mean so much, why does he make me feel the way that I do. Should we not feel hatred against each other... That is what Akito says, Akito.. The one who stops me from admitting my love to Kyou. The one who keeps me all to myself. I wanted to be with Kyou, at least just once. I know it would just bring pain..

I look up, a smile forming on my face. It surprised me. I smiled at him differently, different than ever. My smile full of happiness, the smile mimicking the one I used around Tohru Honda. My eyes weren't narrowed, but instead were full, a bit dark for desire.

I watched as Kyou turned around. What was he thinking. That Tohru Honda was standing right behind him? What a weird child, I thought to myself. I realize that this was the perfect oppurtunity to do what I wanted...

Without him noticing, I made my way closer to him, leaning over the table, gazing right into his eyes. I wondered to myself, asking myself if he knew what I was doing. I doubted it, Kyou-kun was really slow at times.

My pale hand moves to touch his cheek, and I feel him shiver beneath me. My skin was so white compared to his, this made me smile. I looked ghost white against his beautiful, sexy skin... I wondered, was it really natural?

I looked up when I heard Kyou's voice. "Yuki wait," was all that I heard, and somehow I had twisted myself so I was sitting in his lap, my body pressing against his. I closed my eyes as I leaned in, my lips moving towards mine.

"Just let me work, Baka neko," I managed to gasp with a smile, my hot breath colliding with Kyou's cold skin. I felt him shiver once again underneath me. My lips moved in, easily attack his. My lips outlined his own, my tongue easily parting his own, and began a battle of the tongues.

I watched as Kyou closed his eyes as I returned the kiss, re-entering my tongue. I knew what was going to happen. I watched him bite his bottom lip to hold back a moan as I began to undo the buttons on his black school uniform.

And that was when I saw it. An ugly black and blue bruise was forming below his ribs, in the place where I had hit him in an earlier fight. I felt guilty. How could I do this. I brought my lips to leave a soft kiss, and I felt him flinch beneath me.

I trailed wet kisses down his body, hearing moans escape from his lips as I began my work. I knew what he was thinking. What the hell was I doing? I wasn't quite sure myself, and all I knew was that I liked it... And that was really what mattered to me..

As long as I liked it, he must..

I felt myself beginning to become more aroused with every one of his moans, my lips moving to his neck, gently sucking in a certain spot, moving towards the hollow to leave more kisses, and to hear more of his beautiful moans of pleasure.

What would happen if someone was to walk in on us? To see Kyou shirtless, to see the formal Yuki Sohma sitting in his lap, using my mouth in places you wouldn't think imaginable. Shigure would never let us live the end of it.. and Tohru.. What would Tohru do?

Would she be happy for us? She did want us to stop fighting, and this would help. We would be in love, and we would stay together for ever, in each other's arms. Or would she be disgusted? To see two boys in love, two boys that she lived with, and the two boys who she supposedly loved?

I watched as Kyou shook his head, killing all the thoughts that was running through his head at the exact moment. I felt Kyou's hands begin to unbutton my school uniform, and I watched him open his eyes. Auburn met Violet. Our eyes met together in the middle...

I watched him as he left opened mouthed kisses down my neck, moving his lips to pay a bit more attention to my chest. I felt pleasure ring through my body as a loud moan released from my mouth. I heard a little chuckle from Kyou below me..

And that's when it happened..

Laughter emitted in the room, a voice sounding like Shigure's. I felt my heart race as I placed my two pale hands into his chest, trying to get away. I wanted to make it look like it was Kyou who was doing this.. Make it look like he was trying to rape me. "What are you doing, you stupid cat," I heard myself hiss as I watched Kyou release his hold on me.

I looked over to Shigure who was too busy looking at Kyou. I knew what he was thinking, and I hated it too. I felt horrible for doing this. Just looking in Kyou's eyes, I could see his heart shatter with my every word. "What the hell are you doing," He spat back to me, grabbing his shirt angrily and stomping up to his room before muttering something that sounded like 'You Started It.'

I could hear Shigure's burst of laughter. It was almost instinct that we both turned our heads to him, our colorful eyes narrowing. It was then that he stopped, realizing the tension, and moving to get away. He had learned before not to mess with them.

I didn't bother to look up as I began to button up my shirt. "You stupid rat," I heard him hiss as he began to move to the stairs. That's when I did it. I wanted to show him.. this was over. I grabbed his wrist, my warm hand warming up his cold grasp, pulling him over towards me. "Thanks for the fling," I whispered.

I watched him him go, a small smile forming across my face. I hated the fact that I just did this, I just broke someone's heart... and... I enjoyed doing it too..

A/N: Aaaah, Yuki-kun, why are you so mean to Kyou-kun! Well anyways, I need reviews, either that or else I'm not continuing.. Sigh, yes yes.. I know, I can't write YAOI, but what ever... I'm still pissed over what happened yesterday.. My knee hurts O.O

Ja ne,
Konnichi Wa!