A/N: My author note was so out of date, sigh.. I have to change it.. It sucks so much that I can't write this in a day.. I probably could but.. It wouldn't be as good. But anyways, keep reviewing, it's all I want for my birthday from you! Review! Review! Review! Please?

P.S. Egg Drop Soup, ya need to reply in the New Year's board on FBR for me, okay? You need to be inserted in there O.o; Because like.. you need to? Ugh, I'm so depressing myself at this moment.. ; Why couldn't I be hyper like Momiji-san..

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DeathIsMyWayOut: Okay, I try to update.. And thanks for the YAY little thingy.. Heh, thingy.. God I'm such a pervert.. But anyways, thanks much for the review! Keep reading and Death Is Not Your Way Out.. Yup, stay alive... Peace!

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Damn me? Thank you so much! I'll see you in hell.. Eh, nevermind. I know, I know. I'll write more, jeesh. I just wanted to make this chapter REALLY long, I want to see if I could do like 4000 words for a chapter on an FB story.. I hate cliff hangers too...

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Chapter 4: To Be Accepted?

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"Shigure-san?" Tohru said blinking as a faint blush was starting to form on her pale cheeks. "About me?" She said allowed again, wondering if this was another one of those dreams she was having, or maybe she just had imagined him saying it.

Shigure can't like me, she thought to herself. He liked those girls that pranced around, and that were pretty.. I'm not pretty, I'm just an ordinary girl.. I must be imagining things again, it must be the fever.. Yes, right, the fever..

Tohru looked down at her fingers that she was playing with in her lap. She awaited Shigure's answer, too nervous to even look up. What if she had imagined it.. Now she would sound so stupid infront of him, and he was so important to her.

"Yes, Tohru-kun," Shigure replied letting out a sigh. He didn't want to admit it, and he was sure that Tohru would tell one of the boys here and he would be dead. He looked up to see her eyes low, looking down at her fingers that she was playing with.

"But, why?"

Shigure sighed once again. This was the question that he should have realized was coming. Tohru, Tohru. Beautiful Tohru, the one who always had to ask why. No wonder she adored the cat, she was curious as any cat you'd meet.

"Because, well," Shigure started as he looked up to meet Tohru's eyes, those dazzling eyes that he had fell in love with. Ever since Yuki and Kyou became a couple, he knew that Tohru could be his, but he never thought that he would make a move. She was an innocent highschool girl. "Because, I love you.."

Shigure remembered when he was younger. His expectations for women were usually big-boobed and easy, but now as he had aged, he realized that he wanted someone smart, someone beautiful, someone like the girl who was sitting infront of him...

His flower...

His blossoming beauty flower..

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By the boys had finally satisfied their needs they both went their seperate ways. Yuki waved to Kyou and Kyou did the same as they headed back to the classes that they were now absolutely late for. Damn, they had to stop..

Kyou smiled to himself as he walked in, realizing that there was only five minutes left until the next block started. And how lucky was he that Yuki was in it as well, but then again, it was gym. As he sat back in his chair, he kicked his feet up, imagining Yuki's slim body as he got changed, not really caring that the teacher was blabbing off about the homework assignment, he'd just get it from some other kid later, and if not, just say he wasn't here.

When the bell rang he kicked his feet off the desk and swung his bag over his shoulder as his eyes slightly narrowed, waiting for the sworm of people passing by him trying to get to their next class. Didn't they ever learn? It's not going to work and they'll probably end up getting squished in their attempt.

Kyou ran his hair through his long orange hair, sighing as he awaited for the huge blob to finally smother and disappear. It usually only took a couple of minutes, but this time it was taking a bit longer, but he was being patient.

The hallway suddenly became clear with kids as he made his way through, heading off to his gym class, his bag swung over his shoulder as he quickened his pace, wanting to get there soon. His amber colored eyes narrowed as he passed Arisa and Saki, who were probably thinking up some evil plan...

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The changeroom, the thing of humiliation for everyone.. Girls, AND boys. A place where everyone compares things, who chat gossip, and then there are people like Yuki and Kyou. The ones who ignore everyone around them, to get changed, and then leave. Not wanting to be associated with any one, or any thing that someone may spread around.

But today was different..

Kyou stood beside Yuki, for once in his lifetime. They stood close, no one really paying attention as they slid off their shirts, quickly gazing over at each other before quickly adverting their gaze incase someone had seen what they were doing.

The two took their time, not caring that they were the last ones out of the changeroom, no one really got suspicious. Before they left the changeroom, they parted with a kiss, breaking apart as they pushed through to doors and immedietly parting from each other.

What would people think?

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Tohru's eyes widened as she processed what Shigure was telling her. He loved her? She felt a bit faint, this was probably one of her dreams again, the ones where something as good as this happens, and before she can reply, she wakes up.

"Ah Shigure-san," Tohru said bringing her thoughts back into reality as she looked up at the writer, a noticable blush forming on her cheeks as she continued to fiddle her fingers, trying to think of something smart to come back with.

"I-I love you to," She said, sighing that the tension was over. She smiled once she saw the writer look up, an odd expression on his face. She must have surprised him with that answer, but wait a minute... Didn't he want her to love him back!

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Shigure's POV
Her long golden brown hair flowed over her back as her large blue eyes gazed at me. What was she waiting for? I wanted her more than anything, she could match no one. She was the most perfect person ever.. Beautiful, Smart..

I knew I could do what I want to her, and easily make her do it without a reaction. Tohru was the person who would help anyone in need, and what I needed... Was her, the beautiful highschool girl who was now blushing infront of me because I, an older man, is in love with her.

She loved me? It caught me off surprise as I leaned back in my chair, trying to get comfortable. I had an idea, but I knew I would regret it so much later. I could just hear Hatori lecturing me now, about the fact that I would even think of doing somthing like this.

I reached my hand out to brush against her face, watching as her eyes looked up to me in a wondering gaze. I smile as I leaned in, watching her expression change, her blue eyes widing as I pressed my lips lighty against hers, letting her push away if she wanted to.

I was surprised when I felt her hand slide down my cheek as she returned the kiss. I never wanted this to end, and I knew, that just because of my luck, that Kyou or Yuki would come home and ruin my fun. This was too good to be true.

I broke away, watching as her eyes looked down disapointed. "Remember, no hugging," I whispered as I laughed happily in my mind as she looked back up with a small smile. Did she really want this to happen? Did she enjoy it?

She must have because she leaned in again, wrapping myself in another kiss. I moved my hands to run through her silky long hair, deepening the kiss, watching the expression on her face change. Was that a hidden smile?

I felt her hands run through my hair, mimicking my every move as I pressed myself against her, she did the same. She was new to this, I could tell, but she was eager. Was I her first kiss? I knew that Kyou and Yuki never did kiss her. And I'm sure she would never admit it if she was kissed.. But I truely didn't care.

This girl was perfect for me. She was a young, beautiful highschool girl. She was perfect in my books, and she could do everything a man would want. She made every one of the Sohma's happy, and almost everyone had fallen in love with her..

And I would be the first..

I didn't care what would happen if Yuki or anyone else would do once they find out about this, all I cared about was that I was pleasing her, letting her be with one of us, and I would be her first.. And I enjoyed it, it was flattering..

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School had ended, the boys were putting their things away, eagerily awaiting their walk home. Kyou had already started, to make sure no one became suspicious that the two were walking home together, and with faces that looked as if they actually liked it.

It was hard being in love at school. Being in love with your 'enemy,' and not knowing how people would react if you were to tell them. Yuki would loose his fangirls, and people may find him disgusting, but in Kyou's heart, he was beautiful.

Kyou slowed his pace as he turned around, seeing his Prince making his pace. Kyou stopped walking, awaiting for his Prince to arrive, a small smile upon his face as Yuki finally reached his destination. He was breathing heavily.

"Baka neko, why did you have to go so fast," Yuki whispered, catching his breath as he put a hand to his heart, feeling it slow down with each calming breath. His asthma was working up again, Kyou could see. "At least I caught up.."

"Sorry," Kyou said softly watching Yuki with a look of concern on his face as he shifted his bag on his back as he looked back ahead of them. "I was wondering something.. When should we tell Tohru?" Kyou asked getting a look from Yuki..

And then it hit them. They knew they would have to tell her eventually, even if she was disgusted or not. They could not stand living a lie, having to hide their relationship from someone as special to them as Tohru Honda.

Yuki looked up, a worried look upon his face. Kyou could read it easily. Yuki was worried as well, wondering how Miss Honda would act if they had told her. She seemed well with Shigure and Ayame, but would they be treated differently?

"But how.."

That was the subject that they thought about on the way home as they walked hand in hand, their thoughts running wildly through their mind, constantly changing to think about the other. It was impossible to think of how to tell her..

"Why don't I start," Yuki whispered watching Kyou look over at him, looking anxious for his plan to unravel. Anything Yuki did had to be brilliant, so he went along. Yuki whispered out his plan, watching Kyou nod..

"Good idea, kuso nezumi.."

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When the couple had finally reached home, they were greeted by the more than happy Shigure. He had a smug look on his face, and it was obvious he was hiding something. He seemed much too happy for something that usually went on in the house.

They both slid off their shoes, completely ignoring Shigure's constant whining about how they never pay attention to him when they get home. As if they would anyways. They made their way up the stairs and up to Tohru's room.

Kyou held Yuki's hand tightly in his own as they stood infront of it. You could easily hear the girl quietly talking to herself through the thin doors and walls of the house. Kyou sighed, releasing his hand as Yuki knocked on Tohru's door.

"Miss Honda, it's Yuki. Would I be able to talk to you for a second?" Yuki asked her, it was just like his idea that they had planned on the way home. He would explain everything to Yuki, because he knew that if Tohru seemed disgusted, Kyou would probably loose his temper and maybe even hit someone.. That would be horrible. For many reasons.

Kyou moved to kiss Yuki on the cheek before he headed off to his room to change out of the horrendous school uniforms that they were made to wear. He sighed as he slid the door behind him, carefully leaning against it, trying to hear what they were talking about..

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Yuki sat beside Tohru on her big fluffy pink bed as he looked in her eyes. He held her hand in his own as he tried to calm himself to tell her about himself and Kyou. He could instantly see himself messing up, making a complete fool of himself.

He felt Tohru's gaze deepen into his skull as he looked up, his eyes wide, hoping that she would understand the thing that he was about to tell her. His breathing had became calm, but his grip on her hand was becoming tighter.

"Miss Honda, you've probably noticed that Kyou and myself haven't been fighting as much as we have usually," Yuki started, a slight unnoticable blush was forming to his cheeks as he saw her nod to his 'statement.' "Well, you've probably been wondering what's going on," Yuki added as he saw her nod again. "Well, it's just that.."

"Sohma-kun," Tohru said as she felt tears glistening in her eyes. "It's okay," She said removing her hands, clasping them together. "I know already, I could easily tell. I'm so happy for you," She whispered, a bit out of breath.

At last, they finally admited it to her. It made her quite happy, so happy she had began to cry even more, the tears slowly sliding down her cheek staining her pink bedsheets. She could see the look of worry upon Yuki's face as she suddenly realized how it must look like.

"Sohma-kun," She whispered breathily, "I am truely happy for you and Kyou. I never thought that something like this would happen, but I promise.. I am behind you every step of the way. It's great that you two are together!"

Yuki let out a sigh of relief. He was glad that Tohru took it like this, he would have thought for sure she would've been angry, or maybe confused that we ended up together. But she was happy, and that was what really mattered..

We were finally accepted...

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"Ah, yes, it was much fun Aya," Shigure said over the phone as he sat in the study with his legs kicked up on the desk, the phone tightly gripped in his hand as he talked to his best friend, telling him about what happened with Tohru.

"And Yuki and Kyou.. well," Shigure whispered just incase one of the boys were walking outside his door. He did not want them to hear him telling something as deep as that to someone like Ayame. A smile on his face, he continued to talk to his best friend, giving every little detail that ran to his mind. He could hear Ayame's sexy laugh on the other end.

He knew what was coming, he just hoped that he lived through it..

A/N: Hey everyone! I know, sigh... This isn't even close to 4000 words, but maybe it is, I'm not quite sure. I promise that in the next chapter I'll say.. Then, we can have like... a party! Yay, party's are fun! Everyone be ready!

Sigh, these Author Notes are depressing sometime's.. I know the next chapter is going to be HELL OUT OF CHARACTER! A notification to everyone. I'm not really sure about Ayame's character, about how he acts.. I'll try my best... Well I better get started before people start pelting stuff at me.

April 7th is my birthday! I'll reveal my age then, I promise you all.. That is, unless someone guesses my age before I can tell you all.. But for a present, REVIEW EVERY CHAPTER if you already haven't.. Get people to review.. I enjoy reviews.. it makes me feel happy because I always would get flamed a year ago.. But I'm a WAY better writer now, ne?

Well, spring break starts on Friday, I'll try to write a lot, but I also have a poetry project due on Thursday, and if there is no school on Thursday, I'll have to work on it EXTRA hard on the break, so this story's chapters may become slow..

Well, you all know the deal. If you read the story, please please review! I want you to! It'll make me happy if you give me helpful critisim.. And I don't mean, 'Use Spell Check,' either.. Now Read and Review!

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