Chance Illuser: True, very true, but in some chapters, it's not Malik, at all.

dragonlady222: Glad you liked it, as for the Marik / Malik thing. It's suppose to be the Hikari, but, I know that Marik(yami) really controlled people, but for the purpose of these, I'm saying Malik controlled them as well, the Yami has someone. You'll see in the first couple of lines.


It's back again, that lonely feeling. I see Marik sitting with his lover, I don't know how, it happened, maybe it was a lust thing, or a "bad guy" thing. Their love for control maybe, or that he shares the millennium rod with us. Maybe that's how they got together, I don't know, but it hurts to see my yami with someone while I have no one at all. It's not that I can't have anyone, at one point, the tomb robber asked me out but I declined. Now he's sitting with dice-boy, now how they got together, I'm not even trying to figure out.

At the moment, I'm drawing again, from a distance; they are all spread out under the sun, outside. They're all there in pairs, except Jou, he's by himself as well. He's smiling so freely, how can he be so happy, when he's alone? I guess it helps, to have so many friends. Not that they're not mine either just that, I don't always feel up to being around, them all the time.

Yesterday my Yami, found out, he teased me for a good while, about it too. He promised not to tell Jou. It's kind of hard to believe no one but him as figured it out, I openly show my affection for him. I smile as I finish the picture I started; it's of the whole gang, with their significant others. I hold it up to the sun in praise. It's one of my best, very happy.

I look over back at the group, and sigh, the look on his face. I have to finish that picture. I flipped the page on my sketch book, back to the one from that summer day.


I think these are getting worse and worse, but the more I write the more I like... remember I don't own.