Draco was proud to become a Death Eater, but now, he wonders if he can do what the Dark Lord wants him to do.
Why me?
Why me?
Why did he choose me?
I said yes when he told me what I have to do.
I really was proud to become a Death Eater.
How often can a teenager become one?
But now, I think I can't make it,
It's too much for me!
Kill him?
I am no murderer!
I have done bad things before,
But kill a human being?
And if I do it
How will I feel then?
Good, bad, as always?
Would I ever get over this deed?
Or would it become normal to me?
Wouldmy Lordthen demand more from me?
What then?
He wants to punish my father by using me
And I have to do whathe wants
Or I will behis victim.
But why am I the one who has to kill him?
I am still a teenager.
I want the life I had before this summer
But this is impossible.
I don't know what to do.
Why me?