I DO NOT OWN THES CHARACTORS…. THEY BELONG TO SHOWTIME!! PLEASE DON'T SUE ME!!!!!!!!!!
RATED SF FOR SHMOOPY/FLUFFYNESS..::JUSTIN'S POV::..
" Brian? Where are you and why are all the…. lights…out…oh my god," I said a stepped into the loft.
The lights were off because they were not needed.
The entire loft was filled with candles.
They were placed on every available surface.
And then I saw him.
He was standing at the top of the stairs, dresses in a tux with a bouquet of roses in his arms.
" Hey," he said.
" Brian? What's all this for?"
"I wanted to do something special"
"Brian…
what's all this about…you never do this…
OH MY GOD!
Are you dieing?!
Is this like a goodbye or something?!"
"damn Justin…stop being a little drama princess…
cant I just decide to do something nice for you."
" of course you can…Brian… I love it"
" and I love you"
" Oooooh is that that chi….what did you just say?"
He walked down the stairs and placed the roses on the counter behind me.
" I said I love you," he repeated
I could feel the tears well up in my eyes when he said it again.
I felt them the first time he said it too…
Yea.. I heard him the first time..
I just wanted to make him say it again..
Hell…
I had waited ten years for him to say it…
Do you really think I would just let him say it once?
" Brian…
I..I love you too"
I jumped into his arms and he carried me up the stairs to the bedroom.
It was an hour later when I woke up and looked at the clock.
" HOLY SHIT! GUS!" I yelled.
It was 4:30 and I was supposed to be there at four.
shit shit shit fuck fuck!
I reached over to wake up Brian and I found that he wasn't there.
That's when I realized Gus was standing in the doorway just looking at me…
"Don't worry Jus…
dad already picked me up….
he said that you fell asleep and that he got done with work early so he decided to come pick me up instead…
oh and by the way…
congrats on the I love you thing…
I always knew he did…"
I just stood there confused as hell staring at him.
"oh…and you might wanna put on some pants…"
"huh. OH! DAMMIT! Sorry Gus…"
"yea…I have to go call my therapist now…I think I'm having a breakdown"
..::BRIAN'S POV::..
as soon as I got home from dropping Gus off, I was relieved to see that Justin was not there.
That's when I put my plan into action.
I want back out and spent 100.00 on candles.
Two hours, about a billion matches and three burned fingers later all the candles were lit.
I looked at the clock and it was 1:00.
I remembered Justin saying that he was gonna go out for a while when I left so I figured he would be back soon.
I jumped in the shower and made sure I used that soap he liked.
I wanted everything to be perfect for him.
I was just fixing my tie when I heard the elevator moving.
Showtime.
I ran down the stairs and grabbed the roses in the fridge.
I timed it perfectly so that dinner would be ready and I was standing at the top of the stairs when he opened the door.
I saw him before he saw me. He looked so beautiful with the candlelight reflecting off of his pale skin.
And of course he had to ruin the mood by saying something stupid..
What kind of question is are you dieing??
It was just like when I first brought him home…
The kitchen was his favorite part of the loft, other than the bedroom of course,
and he still like cheerios better than special k…
and then I told him.
It wasn't as hard as I thought it was gonna be.
And I knew he heard it the first time I said it…
He just wanted me to say it again..
Hell…
I had made him wait ten years to hear me say it…
I owed it to him to say it more than once.
After that we made love…
And I do mean made love…
It wasn't just a quick fuck…it was slow and sweet…
But afterwards it was like always.
We fell asleep with our arms around each other.
When I woke up about a half an hour later I saw that it was 3:30 and I went to pick up Gus.
I told him the whole story…
well…
not the WHOLE story…
I've traumatized the kid enough haven't I?
We got back to the loft and a half an hour later,
Justin was queening out naked on the bed and Gus had to talk some sense into him…
and tell him to put some pants on of course…
Well there goes another 500$ in therapy….
aww... i wanted to write a nice shmoopy part to this story b/c i thought it would be nice... i think i kinda went a little overboard with the shmoop though...lol... it was a little too fluffy..even for me...and i like fluffy, cute b/j storys...and i kno this is a highly unlikely scenario but...its a fan fic! ican do what ever i want! muahahahaha! lol...wow... im kinda scarin myselfnow...so thats all (queer as) folks! untill we meet again!
MUAH! ( hugs and kisses from me!)
P.S. dont forget to read my (and my friend's) funny new story...what my mother knows wll put her 6 feet under!
MUAH! ( hugs and kisses from me!)