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" I can't believe I was dreaming about Ethan…

I haven't thought about him in like…forever…" said Justin as they walked into the cake store.

"Pre wedding jitters?" asked Brian, eyeing all the white flour and sugar that surrounded him.

"Are you sure you don't wanna go for a flourless, sugarless…. cake…." he looked over and saw Justin give him a look of what-are-you-thinking-no-way-in-hell.

"Ok…guess not…"

"Damn right…" Justin replied.

Justin looked into the cases and saw the caked heaved with butter cream frosting and icing flowers.

They were all so delicious looking, he didn't think he could decide…

He looked over at Brian who looked like he was contemplating the fat content of one of the cakes in the display case.

Double chocolate with extra frosting and icing flowers…its his wedding day…he can stop with the carb counting for a day…Justin thought.

They asked the woman behind the counter for samples of the caked they liked and finally decided on a yellow cake with chocolate butter-cream frosting.

Brian and Justin walked out of the cake shop and hopped into the car.

While they were on their way back to the loft Justin reached over and grabbed Brian's hand.

Brian gripped it back without saying a word.

They were both thinking the same thing….

What did I do to deserve you?

They just look at each other and smile and Brian turns his attention back to the road.

They didn't need words really…

They had been together so long that it was like they knew what each other was thinking.

"So do you wanna…" Brian started as they got out of the car…

"Order Thai?" Justin finished, " sure…sounds good.

We have to…"

"Call Em…I know…"Brian said.

They had a week until they said their vows.

Brian and Justin had decided to write their own vows…

So once Justin had gone to sleep, Brian sat down at the table with a pen and paper and began to write. He sat there for three hours and all he wrote was Justin…I love you.

He gave up on writing and passed it off on the fact that he was too tired.

Brian climbed the stairs and got into bed next to Justin.

Moments later he was asleep, with Justin curled up next to him.

Three days later…

"WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU MEAN YOU CAN'T FIND THE RINGS?" Brian yelled over the phone…

The engraving people had called to tell them that there had been a mix up with the rings and they were lost.

"Do you know how much those fucking things cost me? Yea…that's right you fucking don't…"

As Brian was yelling into the phone, Justin walked into the loft.

"Brian...what the fuck are you yelling at?" he asked.

" The fucking engraving people lost are rings" Brian replied.

"WHAT?" Justin yelled as he grabbed the phone from Brian's hand…

" Please tell me that I didn't just hear from my fiancé that you fucking people lost our rings…YOU LOST MY FUCKING RINGS? LISTEN BUDDY…EITHER YOU FIND THEM OR I WILL COME DOWN THERE AND PERSONALLY TEAR YOU LIMB FROM LIMB AND THEN KICK YOUR ASS WITH YOUR OWN FUCKING FOOT!" Justin screamed into the phone.

"Ok…no more caffeine for you," Brian said as he pried the phone from Justin's hand.

"Listen…you heard what he said…find my damn rings!" Brian said before he hung up

Justin stood by Brian clenching his hands and staring into space…

"Justin?" Brian said, waving his hand in front of Justin's face.

Justin took a deep breath and turned to face Brian.

In what seemed like a matter of seconds, Justin's expression went from angry to sad.

He flung himself into Brian's arms and started to cry.

"Oh my god…Brian! What if everything starts going wrong…like it did for Mel and Lindz?" he said between sobs.

"Justin…nothing…well nothing else…is going to go wrong." Brian said just as the phone rang.

"See…I bet that's the ring people now and they're gonna tell us that they found the rings…hello? Oh…oh…Em…lemmie call you back. Um Justin?" Brian said with a worried look on his face.

Justin looked up at Brian and felt his eyes start to water.

"What now?" Justin asked as he grabbed a tissue.

"It's the food…the chef got food poisoning from the food he was making for us… Emmet said that he used some bad meat or something…so the caterers said that they couldn't make the food…."

Justin hung his head and wiped his eyes with the tissue.

He looked up at Brian and got up off the chair he was sitting on.

He gave Brian a little kiss on the cheek and climbed the stairs to get into bed.

It's gonna be a long four days…Brian thought as he turned out the light.

Four days later…

Today was the day…

They were getting married…

It had been a long four days…the engraving people had found the rings…

But they had engraved them wrong…

unfortunately…

they were not Justine and Brian…but Tiffany's replaced the ring at no extra charge…

They had gotten someone else to prepare the food and nothing else had gone wrong..

Brian stood in his hotel room and looked at himself in the mirror.

He was dressed in his tan suit that matched Justin's, and his hair was perfect as usual…

While he was doing a last check, Michael came into the room.

"If someone had told me sixteen years ago that you would be standing in a hotel room, waiting for your wedding to start I would have told them they were insane…" he said as Brian turned around.

" And I would have told them to go fuck themselves…." Brian replied.

They crossed the room and gave each other a hug.

" Hey…my stomach kinda feels funny Mikey…got any Tums?" Brian asked with a smirk.

"Heh…you know what Tums is spell backwards?" Mikey replied…

"SMUT!" they both said in unison as they laughed.

"You ready?" Michael asked…

"Yea…I think I really am…" Brian replied as they walked out of the room.

Three rooms away…

"Justin?" said Daphne as she walked through the door.

"Yea Daph…I'm in here…" Justin said from the bathroom.

" What are you doing?" Daphne asked as she leaned against the bathroom doorframe and watched Justin play with his hair.

"It looks fine Justin…stop messing with it…"

" I know it looks fine…but it needs to be perfect…you only get married to Brian Kinney once…it needs to be perfect…"

"It is…and if you don't stop messing with it you'll fuck it up."

" Do I really look ok?"

Daphne looked at Justin from head to toe.

He was in the suit that matched Brian's and his hear...as always was perfect….

"You look great…now get you ass down there and get married!"

Justin hugged Daphne before walking out of the room with her.

Brian stood at the alter waiting for Justin to appear at the doors of the room.

They had decided against a church wedding, so Em had found a hall and had decorated it with flowing fabrics and flowers that would not upset Justin's allergies.

The music started to play and Justin appeared arm in arm with Debbie and Jennifer.

Brian felt a sting behind his eyes as he watched Justin walk up beside him.

He smiled at Justin and Justin smiles back as he took Brian's hand and turned to face the officiant.

"Welcome friends and family…" she starts, " today we are here to witness the joining of Brian and Justin."

"FINALLY!" Debbie yells from the crowd.

Brian and Justin turn around and laugh along with everyone else.

" Brian and Justin have decided to write their own vows…Brian…"

"Justin…

If someone had told me sixteen years ago that I would be standing here with someone I love more than life itself, getting married… I would have never believed them.

But you changed that all when you came into my life that night.

You not only changed my life, but you changed me.

You changed me from someone who refused to love anyone but himself into the person I am today…

I'm better when I'm with you.

You chipped away the layers around my heart and made a place for yourself there.

And even when I told you just to leave me alone, you never gave up on me.

You knew that I could love you the way that you loved me…

Justin… I love you with all my heart and I will be the happiest person for the rest of my life now that you're with me."(Yea…its ooc…but its my fic dammit! I can make them say whatever I want so HA: Sticks tongue out: lol)

Justin took out a tissue and wiped Brian's eyes with it.

"Justin…now it's your turn"

" Brian…

I love you…

I had my vows all written down…but I tore them up…

They were just words on a piece of paper…

And no words could ever express how much I love you.

You are my life and I never want to be with anyone other than you.

And even though we've had our little bumps in the road, we always find our way back to each other…

If there were ever any two people more meant to be together it would be us.

We may be total opposites, but we make up two parts of the same person…

We are soul mates and we will be until the day we die.

I love you Brian…"

"May I have the rings please?" asked the officiant.

Gus walked to up with the rings and handed them to her.

"Brian repeat after me as you place the ring on Justin's finger.

Just like this ring is a circle that never ends, my love for you will last forever."

"Just like this ring is a circle that never ends, my love for you will last forever," Brian said as he placed the ring on Justin's finger.

" And Justin, please repeat after me as you place the ring on Brian's finger…

Just like this ring is a circle that never ends, my love for you will last forever"

"Just like this ring is a circle that never ends, my love for you will last forever," Justin said as he slid the ring on Brian's finger.

"With the power vested in me…you are now married in the eyes of god and your family and friends…you may kiss each other."

Brain put his hand on the back of Justin's neck and pulled him into a kiss.

All of their family and friends got up and clapped for them as they kissed.

When they finally pulled apart, they turned around to face everyone.

They walked down the aisle and out of the hall followed by their family and friends.

"See asshole…it wasn't that hard…" Debbie said as she hugged Brian, "I'm so proud of you both"

As everyone came out to congratulate them, Emmet appeared next to them and told them that a limo was waiting outside to take them to the reception….

They went outside to see a limo with blacked out windows waiting for them…

They got inside and were off the secret reception location.

When the limo finally stopped, both Brian and Justin gasped at where they were.

Babylon…

Emmet was standing at the top of the stairs with a change of club clothes for each of them.

"You have got to be fucking KIDDING me!" said Justin as he ran up the stairs.

" I figured what place is better for a wedding reception than the place that brought you together…"Emmet replied as he handed them their clothes.

"Well in that case," Brian said with a smile, " we should be over on that corner…but whatever…."

They changed into their club clothes, Brian in his black tank top and jeans and Justin in a tight little tank and cargo pants.

When they came through the doors of the back room when the DJ announced them as Mr. and Mr. Kinney-Taylor…. everyone had arrived and they were all clapping for them.

Some were still in their wedding clothes, and some were in club clothes, wearing Rage masks.

"So this is Babylon," Gus said as his fathers walked over to him.

"Oh…this isn't the real Babylon…you have a few more years until you're ready for that, Sonnyboy…" Brian said as he threw an arm over his son's shoulder.

The party was going, the DJ was playing all their favorite techno songs, including lets hear it for the boy, then it was time for their first dance.

Daphne appeared at Justin's side and put a white silk scarf around Brian neck.

Brian smiled and said," you look hot tonight Daphne…I'd fuck you…Mind if I borrow you date?"

Brian took Justin's hand and led him to the middle of the dance floor as Save The Last Dance For Me played over the speakers.

They danced to the same song they danced to the night Brian had realized that maybe this kid was something different…

And maybe he shouldn't just abandon him like he usually did…

As the song ended and he looked at Justin who was smiling his Sunshine smile back at him he realized that he did, in fact, make the right choice….


no its not over yet...