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Author's Notes: NEXT PAIRING! Ooooh… this is a good one, I think… heh heh.
Tell Me Who You See
Why do you insist on chasing something so unreachable when what you can have is right here? Is it because he's better? Do I have to be that powerful and stupid all at once to get your attention?
How could I ever tell you about how I feel? You're always so focused on him; I doubt I could ever get your attention. I know the first time I met you I pushed you away, but I was foolish then. You don't know how much I regret those actions now. No one knows how badly I want to feel you, not what I have now. Oh, he's like you in appearance only, but that's not enough. Not anymore.
Just once, look my way and see me for who I am, not what you wish you could have. If you could love me the way you love him, we could both have what we really want. A true relationship, not a façade based on names and ownership. If he ever takes you, it's just to add another to his collection, don't you see? Can't you see it in his eyes like I do? He posses those who worship the ground he walks on. And you fit his type: Easily blinded by what he can offer you, the chance to make your dreams come true. Oh, Gods, wake up! He's no dream, he's a nightmare! He is the darkness where I can be your light. A user, an abuser, verbally, emotionally and mentally. He'll suck you dry and then send you packing. An Incubus of Lust, and your blinded.
I know it seems evil, but I long for the day I'll find you broken by him. I'll pick up your pieces, rebuild you, and recuperate you. Love you for who you are, who you can be. I love all the possibilities in you, but you sell yourself short for a whore like him. You'll never reach your full potential chasing after what you think is the light at the end of the tunnel.
I can be that light! Just look at me! Look how I shine; I can shine just like he can, if not more. And if I don't know, I will one day. Why don't you see the possibilities in me? I would offer to be who you want me to be if I had less pride in who I am. But I don't want to pretend to be who you want, I want to be who you want.
Every night I spend with him, it's not him I think of, it's you. Those are your hand roaming my skin, your lips touching me, your teeth biting me. It's your fingers that push into me with a skilled, collected ease. Your hand that wraps around my weeping erection as you work your way into my body… Oh, please, make me yours! I can't stand these thoughts anymore, they don't sustain me like the used to, I need the real thing now. I can't keep leading him on anymore, I'm leaving him, you know. I'm leaving him for what be my unreachable one.
Tatsuha, your brother can never compare, just look at me and tell me what you see. Is it me, or Ryuichi. Who do you see? Who do you love?
This was Shuichi thinging on feelings he has for Tatsuha. It just hit me, so I wrote it out! This one is shorter, I think, but I still like it! So, are you guys liking these? No one's telling me... pout Welp, enjoy! The next... I don't know what it'll be yet, but I hope it's good!
SL