Sirius goes to find Severus for a chat.
Before this whole thing happened, I thought I saw Snape everywhere. Honestly. Turn a corner and you nearly get tripped by his nose. Decide to go for dinner and get hit in the eye by greasy hair. Trip to the toilet and he's coming out with toilet paper stuck to his shoe.
Okay, so that only happened once.
Anyway, now that I'm actually looking for him I swear he's turned invisible. I suppose that's possible. We always did think he had some way of stalking us without us knowing.
Maybe he's looking for me, and we just keep missing each other.
Nah.
With my luck, I'll be wandering the castle until dinner. I didn't sleep in that late, really. One in the afternoon is early for me on a weekend.
I wonder if he is a morning person. I can't see him being too chipper in the morning.
Damn, I need to stop letting my mind wander. I just have to find him and be done with it.
I don't really know what 'it' is, but I know I need to get it over with. We need to talk or something. I've nearly driven myself mad since last night. I was up half the night debating on what to do. I knew I'd have to talk to him eventually, but... honestly, I don't know what I'm going to say once I find him.
Maybe, "Oy, Sev, mate, what do you say to a butterbeer at the Three Broomsticks? Maybe a snog on the way back?"
Right, back on track. I actually decided to talk to Remus about it. He didn't make me tell James like I thought he might. It might've helped that I begged and pleaded before I told him to keep it secret and let me do the same.
So, his advice wasn't really advice. It was more of a situation in which I rambled and ranted about the whole mess and he nodded and 'hmmm'ed in all the right places. Remus is a really good listener. I should give him more credit.
He told me I was right in thinking that I should talk to Snape. He also said that you're supposed to call the person you're snogging Severus. Does just once make him count as the person I'm snogging? Alright, I can call him Severus, can't I? At least mentally.
Severus.
Not such a bad name, really. Kind of cool. Severus and Sirius.
I need to bang my head against a wall. It's Snape. Bloody hell. Okay, I think I've found him. I'll just talk to him.
... He has nice eyes. Dark, deep... hard to read... Oh, he's talking again.
Oh, look, his hair's covering one of his eyes. No! Don't move it! It looks nice there. Maybe I'll just... yes... reach over and move it back...
He's staring at me funny. I'll tell him it looks good this way. More funny looks. He must think I'm mad.
Did I say something odd?
I have a feeling I'm going to be regretting some of this later.
He's still giving me an odd look, but now... something else... He's amused! He thinks I'm funny! That git!
... is that why I've just kissed him again? Bugger.
Remus better be up for another chat.
I hope that ending isn't too confusing. I kind of liked it.