Nobody's Listening
I got a Hear full of pain, head full of stress
Handful of anger, held in my chest.
"Most people are so arrogant that they can't see me as a real person, or even someone on their level, just because I'm slightly different than they are," I vented softly.
Tried to give you warning but everyone ignores me
Told you everything loud an clear
But nobody's listening
Called to you so clearly but you don't want to hear me
Told you everything loud and clear
But nobody's listening
"Nobody listens to what I had to say before I entered the asylums and nobody listened while I was in them…" How could everyone think my parents committed such a bloody suicide? Why wouldn't they listen to me? I'm sure most people chose to die by chopping themselves to bits and then using the remains of hands to throw themselves into the fire place…It was my accomplishment, not some insane murderer. "So, if nobody's going to listen, why bother to say?" I asked the stoic boy as a single tear welled in my hollow eye. He held my gaze with pride while the man in the doorframe, reflecting on his puppy talk, looked down at the dark carpeting and dropped the glass of water he had brought for me.
Heart full of pain, head full of stress
Handful of anger, held in my chest
Uphill struggle
Blood sweat and tears
Nothing to gain
Everything to fear
Heart full of pain