Nicholas and Kay parted from their kiss, he had a big smile on his face. He looked deep into her eyes, "You can't tell me that you didn't feel the spark between us."

"I felt it Fox," interrupting her with a short but sweet kiss, "But I'm still a little confused about my feelings right now please be patient with me!" tears rolled down her cheeks. Nicholas took his right hand and wiped those tears away.

"I will try my best, I'm sorry you have to go through this. Just remember I will always be here because I will never stop loving you. You will always be a part of my heart," he said as he brushed away a strand of hair that was in the way of him looking into her eyes.

"Thanks," she said with a sad face. "I'm glad that I can count on you for support." Kay put her feet up on the bench and leaned against Nicholas chest. They just sat there all night for comfort not doing any talking. They didn't need to use words because they enjoyed just the company of each other presence.

Lopez-Fitzgerald House

Miguel laid on his bed with tears trickling down his cheeks; he couldn't believe that he just seen Kay kissing Fox. He thought after their talk tonight that she would really pick him in the end. The tears kept on coming he couldn't stop it as he kept on seeing that kiss run over and over in his head. It hurt every time he thought about it.

Pilar saw a light on in Miguel's room on the way to the bathroom. As she got closer to the door, she heard sobs coming form the other side of the door. She put her hand on the knob and slowly turned it to open the door. She walked in to see Miguel lying on his bed with face in his hands.

"Miguel, what's wrong?" Pilar said with great concern. "Isn't Kay alright?"

"It's not that mama, she's fine."

"Then what is it Mijo?" she said becoming worried.

"Well I got into a little fight with Fox..."

"Oh no Miguel you didn't," his mother cried.

"Oh mama jealousy over came me and I couldn't take it any longer."

"What were you jealous about?"

"About Kay and Fox, oh, mama I finally realized that I love her. I don't know if I could let her be with him when there has been a great connection between us for since we were kids."

"You know fighting is never the answer, it doesn't solve anything. Plus that really doesn't show Kay that you're better then Fox."

"I know mama, but afterwards when I went to apologize to him, after talking to Chief Bennett, I went outside to find them both kissing," he said looking into his mom's eyes before looking down. "It was so awful that I couldn't even go outside, I just left without saying anything."

"Oh Miguel I'm so sorry, but maybe there's an explanation to it," she said putting her hand on his shoulder. "Maybe she hasn't chosen him. Maybe he kissed her to show her his feelings."

"I don't know I really don't." he got up and started to pace back and forth, "Why did it have to take me so long to see what I had with Charity wasn't like what I have with Kay? If I had just asked Kay out like I was going to do in the first place then I wouldn't be going through this."

"Miguel don't give up on her, you never know if it's the end for you two," she came over to Miguel and cupped her hand on his cheek.

"I won't, she is someone I want in my life more then anything. When I think of my future I had always pictured her in it."

"I know so have many of us have too. Why don't you get some sleep and go talk to her tomorrow. Maybe she can tell you something," with that, his mother opened the door to head out.

"Night mama."

"Night Mijo."

Miguel went back to his bed and got into it. He didn't go to sleep right away. He got a pen and paper from his side table and started writing a letter to Kay. This was the only way he could get his feelings out that he didn't know to express.

Dear Beautiful,

I'm sorry for what happen last night with Fox. I shouldn't have hit especially when you were standing right there. Forgive me please! I was going to apologize last night but when I went to the kitchen I saw you two kissing. I thought it meant that you picked him and not me so I got real upset and left without saying sorry. Mama says I came to a conclusion without asking you first. I hope she's right because I really don't want to lose you. For our whole life, it's always been you and me, and that's how I want it to be forever. We weren't just best friends we were soulmates, nothing can change that, not even the time apart that we've had. I still feel that connection that I felt when I was 14yrs old.

The only thing that scares me is that you're going to tell me that you don't feel it anymore and tell me that we never would get a chance to explore our love for each other. I don't know what I would do if I ever heard those words. The words would be like death to me, I couldn't survive it. You are the air I breathe and if I'm cut off from you then how am I able to breath.

Don't leave me; let me show you how much I love you. I know that if you let me love you then you won't regret it for the rest of your life.

Your Best Friend, Soulmate, Miguel

Miguel put the letter in an envelope and decided that he would deliver is right now so that she would have it the moment she woke up. He got on his shoes and his jacket, and headed out his bedroom very quietly so that no one would hear him. If he woke anyone, he wouldn't be able to take it until morning.