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Let Me Go

You love me but you don't know who I am
I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand
And you love me but you don't know who I am
So let me go
Just let me go

And you love me but you don't
You love me but you don't
You love me but you don't know who I am
And you love me but you don't
You love me but you don't
You love me but you don't know me

3 Doors Down, "Let Me Go"

There was a knock at the door. Does he hear it she wondered? From the continued knocked she figured not. So she got up from the couch and made her way to the front door of their home in Sanford. After she and Randy married they decided to split their time between the house in Sanford and a house in St. Louis close to his parents. Now though they were thinking seriously of a permanent move to one of the two states, especially since the WWE Diva had found out shortly after her honeymoon that she was expecting a little Orton. Both WWE superstars were thrilled. The plans had already been set into motion with the McMahons for her time off when the baby was born and even some for Randy, that action had been a surprise to both the wrestles, but they would not look a gift horse in the mouth. For the moment both had a little bit of time off to enjoy each other and her ever growing belly that was just beginning to show at four months. Soon they would announce the pregnancy to the roster.

"Coming," she yelled to the visitor. As far as she knew no one even knew they were in Sanford. She certainly hadn't contacted Jeff as he was on vacation with his new wife Trish Stratus. A marriage Amy more than agreed with. She had no contact with Matt Hardy since around two years before when he cheated on her for the last time with Molly Holly. But that was water under the bridge. She would not change the life she had for anything. She was loved and cherished by The Legend Killer.

She finally reached the door and looked in the peep whole and saw her best male friend in the world besides her husband, Adam Copeland.

"Hey," she said as she pulled open the door, "what are you doing here? The only people who know Randy and I are here are well his parents and Jeff."

"Hey," came his reply, "umm I need to talk to you."

"Okay."

She walked over to the left side of the porch where she and Randy had built a swing on their six month anniversary. She sat down and was followed quickly by Adam.

"So what's up? Umm how did you know we would be here? I don't remember telling anyone other than Steph and well Trish. I heard about you and Stace. She's a sweet girl. I know that she deserves to be happy as do you. Boy was I glad that she never tried to go after Randy when they were in that story line together. I would have hated to hurt her," she added jokingly. Then turned her hazel eyes to stare at the blonde man.

He took a deep breathe then reached a hand out to brush her hair back from her face.

"Yeah umm Ames I wanted to talk to you about that. I mean I like Stacy she is really sweet and nice and yeah she has legs that go on for miles, but I feel like something is missing. I mean how do I know that she will lead to a long term relationship? How do I know she won't go back to Drew? They were serious for quite a while. And well I am kind of still not over someone else. I mean to say I am in love with someone, someone not Stacy."

"Adam…."

"Amy I love you. I have loved you for years. I hated it when you started dating Hardy. I wanted to help you. I wanted to be with you. I have always wanted to be with you. I love everything about you. I mean god you're gorgeous. You have a great sense of self and are so kind. I love you. I can love you much better than that bastard Randy. I want to be your everything. I want to hold you when you cry. I want to hold you when you give birth to our child. I love you Amy." As he finished his little speech he leaned in to kiss Amy on her lips only to be stopped by her right hand connecting with his face. He jumped slightly back with shock and stared down into fiery hazel eyes.

"Hold on. Adam do not ever insult my husband again or you will never be welled with in five hundred feet of me. And moving on you don't love me. You don't even understand me. You love me and you love the idea of me. I am a goddess in your eyes. You don't love the sick me though. You don't love the bitchy me. And you certainly don't love the scared me. The me that is not the queen of extreme. You don't even know me. You can't possibly understand the kind of love Randy has for me or that I have for him. If you did then you would have never told me that you love me. I have loved Randy since he shyly asked me out after Raw, I loved Randy when he sat up all night with me in the bathroom with a stomach bug instead of going out with his guys for his birthday, and I loved Randy when he proposed to me under the stars in Hawaii. I loved Randy when he was an arrogant asshole to everyone, even me. And I didn't just love him, he loved me. He told me the night he asked me out that I was different. I was not a piece of ass to him. I was a dream that came true simply by existing. You can't understand that kind of love until you experience it first hand for yourself. Adam, you may love me, but you don't really know who I am. You don't know the me that likes to sleep curled into the man I love because he makes me feel safe. You don't know the me that secretly loves country music when I am sad or just need to relax. You don't know the me that needs to be held when I get scared or the me that needs to be reassured that I am beautiful. Adam you don't know the me that needs Randy to even exist in this world. You can never really know me like that, only Randy and I can. Sure we have had some great times and maybe we could have been more once upon a time, but the moment I saw the way he looked at me when he asked me out, I have been Randy's. I can never be yours. I really never was."

Amy had to stop for a moment. She looked into her friend's stormy tear-glazed eyes and saw comprehension. She decided to continue just to make the picture crystal clear for him.

"I love Randy. I always will until the day I die, the world ends and the universe goes into an abyss. Sure you and I had a few great nights, but we both know it was never meant to be more. Adam I love you, but not the way you love me and I never will. I wish you could understand that. Maybe someday you will. I hope for you that you get to love the way Randy and I love. I know once you do you will forget that I existed or that you ever loved me. I will repeat this one more time Adam. You love me, but you don't know me or who I am. So for all our benefits let me go."

With that Amy reached over to caress his cheek then planted a sweet kiss to his cheek as she got up from the swing and walked back into the house she shared with her husband and back into her life, her reality.