It was an other week before Catherine decided that it would be good to travel for Lucius. Lucius has asked her several times when they could go but Catherine somehow was not sure that they could.

That morning she came in with a smile he did not need to ask he knew he simple knew what she was gone tell him. He looked at her and just asked when?

Today Catherine said and she smiled when Lucius eyes had twinkled and he wanted to hug her. She pulled back Don't she said we are not there yet. Lucius who still remembered Jane telling him Cathy did not like him did not push although he wished al his enemies treated him this way when they disliked him. He felled save with her. The new nurse how ever he simple hated and understood again why he hated muggles. She was rude unpleasant and very loud. If she walked in he wished he could simple take his want and kill her. He did not say anything to Catherine as he knew she had a hard time getting nurses for him.

Catherine walked back in his room that afternoon, we need to talk she said. Lucius heard it was a serious thing she wanted to talk about. We are leaving to the wizarding world in two hours. They only allow it when I stay with you so I am sorry the house will smell of me. I have found 6 nurses to take shifts helping you and a student nurse As I did not hear you complain about Magret(the nurse from hell) I asked her to come as well Lucius head went up No he said hoping she would not come. Catherine looked at him. What is wrong? Lucius looked at her. I really want to kill her he said. She is rude she brushes my hair I can do that myself she helps me in the shower I can do that myself and not with that idiot around me. She is rude calls me Lucy boy and helps me eat. Catherine started laughing. Why in gods name didn't you say anything she asked .Lucius got angry don't laugh I hate her, I did not say a thing because I know you have a problem getting nurses for me. Catherine took his hand. Calm down Lucius she said softly and Lucius calmed down softly she put a hand on his face as she sat in front of him on his bed. You do not worry what I can and cannot get. You need to concentrate on getting better. If there is something stopping you from doing what you can you tell me. I can handle it. Do you know that if you told me that she was doing all that I would have made more of an rush to get you back but because all of a sudden you where not able to do things anymore I was worried something turned to the worse. Lucius smiled taking her hand in his and putting a gentle kiss on it. How do I look he asked. Catherine took a breath not really good. Lucius nodded I was afraid of that. Can you help me he asked softly? Catherine smiled. I cannot change everything she said laughing, he knew she was joking. Come out of bed Lucy she said. Do not call me Lucy please he said but still his face had a smile. He stepped out if bed and walked to the chair. If you are home you need to let your being cut a little she said while brushing it. How does it look Lucius asked? You are very proud of your hair Catherine asked him. Yes he said. Well than I think I rather not tell you. Lucius turned around grapping her hand. Worried on his face. Tell me he said well it does not look like it normally does it does not shine and there is no volume anymore. His hand on her wrist started to hurt as he it. She put her other hand on it and Lucius relaxed. Calm down she said. We will fix it you need to look good when the master of Malfoy manor returns home. He smiled If I could see you I would … he stopped. She smiled let go where to he asked well just trust me Catherine said. He walked with her in his mind finishing the sentence. I would kiss you he toughed what made him think that. A muggle never, but she was not just a muggle she did something to him. Sit down she said. He sat down. Than he felt his had in a sink and she wasked his hair. It felled good she brushed it dry and it felled as she knew what she needed to do. Know it looks 10 times better but it still needs a cut. He nodded as soon as I ma home he said.

Well that is in 15 minutes she said walking him back to his room. George she said. Seeing mr Weasly standing in his room everything okee. George Weasly looked at Catherine and Lucius. Yes everything is ready. Can we go. I still need to tell you I do not like the idea of him going home. Catherine fellt his hand getting tense. I know George but believe me It will be the best. Can I leave you two alone for a second so I can handle something. Of cause the rest is not here yet George Weasly said. Catherine looked at Lucius. Are you okee as well she asked. He nodded and she walked off. Lucius How is life treating you?george asked, Lucius smiled very well George as you can see. My hearing has completely be restored and at home we will work on my eyes. Catherine thinks it will be a month still before we can operate as she first needs to do some pre operation stuff. And then I will get a lot of my vision back it will take some time before it is fully restored but I think she will manage. And then I am back to my old self again. George Weasly looked at the man in front of him he had changed he could see, but still he stood as a proud man. I do not know if you would like the dementors give you a kiss as you like it then that you can see it. Lucius face hardened. I will give you what you need he said and walked to the chair at least where it normally stood it was gone. Damm where is my chair Lucius said. I am sorry I took it George sad. Than somebody else walked in Dumbledore said hello and looked at the two. How are you Lucius he asked. Lucius turned perfect Albus just simple perfect. The sarcasme was clear. I am happy to hear that Albus Dombledore said. Well where is miss Alexanders so we can go. Hello Professor Dumbledore I am here. Just needed to talk to a nurse as she will not join my team .Lucius smiled thanks he said. No problem Lucius let's get you settle home know first than hard work will begin Catherine answerd .Albus eyes twinkelt when he looked how Catherine took Lucius by the arm. He liked it that they where getting along.

They aperated just before the manson wait george said we need to clear it first so You can get in and out Catherine george said but that Lucius can't. Catherine nodded walked in and then out of something she did not feel. Than Lucius walked in but when he tried to walk back he walked into something. It hold george said. So just a few peole are allowed in You the nurses and some of the ministry are allowed to walk in and out. Lucius is allowed in but not out. For the rest nobody. Catherine looked at George I hope you did not forget to get his son intrance as well. George looked at her well he is not allowed. Catherine looked at George. Well than you know what you need to change . Come on Lucius lets get you inside. Albus smilled. I told you Lucius would not say anything. Just do it George or else our little doctor will be very upset with you. Lucius does not deserve this treatment George Weasly sad hard. He saw Catherine her shoulders traighning and Lucius walked up a little straighter as well. He was afraid George Weasly was in for a conversation with Catherine and she would not be very nice.

Catherine walked with Lucius he was still smiling but even she knew it was a façade he would not be able to keep up for very long anymore. So Lucius where is your bedroom she said. Lucius looked at her I never thought you would ask that he said smiling. Up the stairs right and than the door in front of you. Together they walked. Stairs he thought standing for them. Catherine looked at him. How often did you walk these stairs . Miljoen times he said well than you know how you need to walk them. you will remember. They started to get upstairs and Lucius did not take one misstep. See Catherine said when they where upstairs no problem. Although going down is more often the problem. But than again you cannot fall up you always fall down and are then still at the place you want to be .Lucius smiled I am so happy there is someone with humor here. She opend the door of the bedroom he heard her keeping her breath although she did not say anything. He smiled can I go to bed for a few hours I am tired he said. Well can you find it yourself Catherine asked and let go of him. He concentrated he imagend the room in front of him and walked to his bed. He smilled he I did not bumb into something. No you did he heard her said close by. Well into bed with you. Pyama's are on your right.I never sleep in pyama's when I am home he said laughing. Well if you want you do not need to do that then but be aware if we loose nurses I need to get margret again. His smile faded. Brrr her name alone brings terror in my hearth. Well than do not behave as a 17 year old . or do I need to help you change. No Lucius said I can do it myself. Catherine walked away and he went to bed. He was thinking about her she did not fear him not even in his own house. She let him do thinks, not like others who did everything for him. She laughed with him but said things he could not ignore. Her touché made him relax, her voice reassured him. Her smell made him want her.. where did that thought come from. His skin went cold al of a sudden. He felled so alone so depressed so unloved. Than he heard her voice she was screaming than everything went black.

He woke up hearing her scream. He is my patient and if you wish him to stay here than take care of that these thinks do not do it again or I will take him to my place. And than believe me you will be sorry. What in godsname was that. A demontor he heard Dumbledore said. They are not allowed in but they are hard to controle. Catherine looked at the monitors His heardbeat was normal again as his color was .

Mr Weasly she went ,on anger in her voice and a lot of worrie ,I will take it you will now take care of this because I really mean it when I say that I can be a very nasty person. I see that yes a angry voice of mister Weasly said. Lucius and I have a long way to go before he recovers full. This like this will take care that it will take longer. I do not know what you want from him and I really do not care to know. But if you need info fast wait if you need it direct wait and if you want me to hurry up I will go slower and know I would prefer you to tell me how to send a owl from here to young master Malfoy to tell him his father is at Malfoy manor

. he heard Dumbledore voice soft. Talk to Catherine. Take it easy miss Alexander. Mr Weasly will do what he can. I will go to Hogwarts and tell Draco myself that his father is home and that he can visit him in the weekend. Okee Catherine said and walked toward the bed.

He heard somebody walking out of the room in anger. He will be okee Dumbledore said, he is strong. Catherine looked at Dumbledore. She just smilled. Than took her attention back to Lucius. He took his wrist he noticed she was shaking. Are you okee he asked. Catharine smilled pleased to hear his voice. Ofcause she said. It is not me I am worried about she said. But he heard in her voice she was not fine at al.he took her hand what happened he asked. Catherine took a deep breath. Some kind of demento thing came in the room and well he was doing something. Professor Dumbledore took care if it but your heartbeat was very slow and your breathing bad. Your color turn white like snow and there was almost no response in your eyes. But I see that everything is staible know so do not worry. I gave you some flued by IV again Suger most of it and indorfine so your body is getting stronger. Lucius heard her speak softly and he loved the way she just said everything no beating around the known bushes she just told him the truth. His hand went to her face. Cathy why are you so hard fighting for me, he asked. Because you are a patient of mine and I will not have somebody doing harm to my patients. Lucius smiled am I just a patient for you.his hand stroke her face. She did not answer he smiled.suddenly she stood up Yes you are JUST a patient , get some sleep now she said. He heard in her voice that she was lying. he heard she was trying to controle herself. Okee he said closed his eyes. He heard her breath out.

He fell asleep only waking up when he felled her hand on his face. He suddenly felled her lips on his.his hand took her head and he kissed her back. The kiss grew intense and he rolled her onto the bed. Touching her body her skin felled like satin. Her hands on his body got his skin on fire. He rolled on top of her. Feeling a sudden pain.he wanted to ignore it but something hold him back. He felled something cold on his head. He sat up. Noticing he had been dreaming. Her soft voice did not do good for his control he was desperately trying to get back. Did you have a nightmare she asked. No he said. But I rather would have had he thought. His hand hurted. You where turning and turning like somebody did something to you. Than you al of a sudden turned further and the IV. Got out. What where you dreaming about. She said with a worrie in her voice. Just about something from Azkaban Lucius said. This was the first time he was really lying to her. She noticed he could feel it. Catherine stood up from the bed . walked out came in a minute later. And took his hand she did not say anything when she put a bandate on his hand. Sorry Lucius said wondering why he cared so much about her. Why did you lie she asked. Because I cannot tell you the truth he said. I am afraid you will leave. Catherine fisnished his hand. I will never leave you she said. He wished she stopped there. Till you are well again.she finished. Now tell me what where you dreaming about. Lucius did not know what to do.he knew she would not buy it that he had fallen asleep. I dreamed you kissed me he said. He heard her gasp. I kissed you back he went on. And we touched each other. You made me feel so hot. Than that stupid than stopped me just before I wanted to get on top of you. I cannot help it. I really do not want you he said. Not sure off it. Catherine stroke a hair out of his face. Don't be so scared I will leave when you dream in that way about me. Her voice was normal again. I will explain you. The indorfine I gave you together with the sugar and that I help you made you have the dream. Indorfine is a thing that is in cholade as well It give you the same feeling as if you are in love. As you saw me just before you fell asleep you dreamed about me. I happends more she added. Lucius did not know what to say he knew it was not the case . maybe it had inforced the dream but he defently felled something for her. Can I kiss you now just to be sure he asked. No you still have indorfine in you body. Maybe tomorrow she said. Lucius nodded. I will get back to sleep. DO that Catherine said. I left the IV out but behave yourself in your dreams if I am there as well she said laughing. I cannot promise anything he joked back. She stook up walked and walked away/ leaving Lucius thinking about what he was feeling. He felled something for a muggle something before his accident would be nearly impossible exept for feeling hate for them. know he felled himself falling in love with one. No he was already on love with her. He needed to be honest with himself. She however did not feel the same although he knew she was attracted to him. He understand why as he always had some attraction to women. Sometimes good ,sometimes bad. But there was always something. He fell asleep not knowing she was still in the room. She never left athough she had made it seem that way. Seeing him thinking smilling thoughing his lips she knew he was thinking about the dream. She could never let her guard down, She could not fall in love with a Malfoy doing that was running to a broken heart. She pushed the little voice away how saidyou are already in love with him she watched him sleep till she was sure he did not have a fallback because of the demontors she told herself.

That morning he woke up with a voice in the room he knew Jane he said suprissed. Hello darling she said being happy how are you what a beuatifull house you have. Well two nurses dediced not to go here after the demontor was here so well Richard is here as well with Catherine talking so I thought lets help Mr Malfoy to a bright and late morning. Do you know what time it is. Lucius smiled when will you start calling me Lucius he asked. When you and Catherine are married she said and because you hate muggles and Catherine dislikes you I think the answer will be around never. Sorry just joking No business rules never call the patient by his or her first name.. Lucius smilled. Well I am not really a patient am I he said . but iof you wish to call me Mr Malfoy I need to call you by your surename as well so what is that. Jane smilled see you have a problem there and I don't well You do not know my surname and I will not tell you so just call me Jane. Well out of bed now. Here mood rubt of on him and he stood up. He heard somebody coming in Jane Can I help here a young voice said. Jane smilled This is mr Malfoy Sara jane said. Hello Mr Malfoy I am Sara I am helping the nurses at this moment with jobs they do not have the time for.I still study but I will be a great nurse just like Catherine ehhh Doctor Alexander is, Lucius smiled. Nice meeting you how old are you. 16 Sara said. Are you a witch or a muggle.. Sara did not answer he felled she wanted to say something than she walked off almost running. Lucius heard Jane are you still here. Yes Darling she said. Forgive Sara We had hoped she would be able to tell you. Lucius wonderd what is wrong. Jane put a hand on his arm Sit down I will explain. Sara is a witch pureblood before you wonder but the problem is she was brought up by muggles who knew she was a witch and she was told everyday again that she was evil she was a witch and that was bad. She does not deserve to live as she is a freak. She thinks that muggles are good witches and wizards bad. She was beaten up when Catherine found her. She nursed her to health found a nice family where Sara could get stronger she still hates being a witch as she cannot believe being one is not bad. She was exepted at Hogwarts but did not dare to go there. You know there are wizard and witches there jane said. Lucius smilled. Catherine hoped being around a wizard as strong as you would help her. She knew you would ask her if she was a witch or a muggle. Catherine hoped she would answer you. Sara just froze at the question does she have any magical skills. Yes Jane answerd she is very gifted. She can also play quidicts Catherine thinks if she was not so afraid being around other wizards and witches. Well why does she not let sara here over the weekend maybe my son can talk to her he is 16 as well. Jane smiled I have a idea Catherine already figured that out. Talking about Catherine You really love her don't you? WHAT? Lucius asked surprise on his face. Jane smiled It shows although I never though you would but now I know for sure. I did not say I did he went on undressing himself. I know but your face said enough I am a witch you know. So what has one thing to do with the order he said. Well for one you are undressing yourself with me in the room, so distracted are you at my question. He stopped and got into bed. For two your face lights up like candle when you hear her name. and you dream about her. Lucius became angry Did Catherine say that. NO Jane said but when you got out of bed I could see. Maybe I was thinking about you. Me being a wizard you being a beautifill witch. Jane started laughing.One you do not know if I am beautifull and you asked Draco if Catherine was. Two you do not glow when I am here. Catherine says it is the indorfine.Lucius went with a lame excuus. Jane started laughing. Don't laugh I am not saying something funny this is serious jane walked to him I know darling I know. I just did not know you could come up with such a lame excuus. I would have imangen you coming up with 20 others who stick more. Lucius smilled a little. If you dare to tell her I hex you in 20 diffent ways. Jane smiled darling I will never do. That simple does not make it easier in you two. So MALFOY hitting on my fiancée know a voice suddenly apeard. Lucius straight away stood up letting go of janes hand. Well if you cannot satisfy her I need to he responded. Richard looked at him the great Malfoy blind as a bat.He laughed. Jane Catherine asked for you. Jane nodded but did not want to walk of till she saw Sara. She walked of help mr Malfoy if he cannot do it himself jane said to sara when she walked of. Sara nodded but state where she was.

Lucius smilled So Richard how are you doing. Great I am getting married to Jane, and have Catherine on the side. If she doesn't get herself killed by that Jalouse ex of hers. Can you imagen she ditched a rich guy just because he did not care a child died. Damm it was a death eater who killed the kid. Maybe even you. Lucius looked at how strange it felled that something like that happened and he did not approve. So you like my wife to be Riochard said..Lucius smiled she is very nice. He felled the blow to his head he could not duck and he fell back against the bed. Just stay of you you filty death eater. They should have given you to those dementors. You are a disgrace to al wizards. Lucius smilled you would not have done that when I had my eye side he said. Feeling the young girl by his side al of a sudden. No I would never have, than I would just do what I normally did. He smilled why do you think the rates at your house where so often. Lucius became angry You told them he asked. Yes he said. And believe me some stuff that have been taken from your house is know located in mine. Free of charge of cause. He heard sara say Duck and ducked. Feeling a blow get over his head. Damm Girl he heard. I will get you Malfoy he said and walked off.Lucius did not know what just happened sara he said. Yes sir she said, he could hear a little bit of fear but also some pride. What did you just do sara he asked. Don't know she said. But his hands turned into jelly. Lucius smilled good job he said. You are a very good witch I am happy to know you. Sara looked stunned are you she said. But you are a wizard she said. Yes Lucius said hearing her disbelieve. SO we are good people aren't we. See you have good and bad people everywhere in the wizzarding world as in the muggle world and sometimes people cannot see that both world are good to excist. Sara was suprised to hear this even as George Weasly who was just coming to tell Lucius his son would be allowed to visit him. George turned around and walked off he needed to tell Dumbledore this. Maybe that muggle doctor was not bad at all.

Catherine came later to see sara and Lucius talking on the bed, she smiled this turned out very good. Sara Lucius she said walking in Nice to see you two sitting and talking but it is time for some worl. Sara can you help jenny down stairs. Sara smilled and walked of. Lucius its not jus fun and games being home. Lucius smiles why not, Catherine saw the bruise on hisface , had a talk with Richard she said.He nodded yes, strangly enough he was right. I was a idiot. Catherine looked at him. I know, she said. But you aren't momentarily so I cannot judge it. I just mett you after the idiot was gone well almost. Lucius smilled , can I kiss you he asked all of a sudden. Why do you want to do that she asked. Well you remember what happened yesterday. She smilled yes. Well I want to know if it was the medication or not. I really do not think we can do that she said. Why are you scared you may not wish me to stop he asked. Well that will not be the problem she said. It is more that I … she stopped. Well because I am your doctor. Lucius smiled and than Jane says I have lame excused he said laughing. Catherine come on just one tiny kiss to help me out of the dream.What dream Catherine said. Lucius smiled should he. He just did not think anymore The dream that I am falling in love with you. Please help me proof it was just the indorphine that made the dream happen. He knew she was thinking she did not want to get in the way of her profession but she could not have a patient think they where in love with her if it was the medication. He knew he played it well. Okee she said but not now. We first need to start with your eyes Tonight when the most nurses are home. Lucius smilled okee with me. Well are you ready to go downstairs already. He smilled yes. Than lets go.Catherine looked how sure he was in his own house he walked without somebody guiding him. Than the stairs came. Okee one thing of advise she said. Take care your foot is at the back of the step you want to take. Lucius smilled I know how to walk a stair down. I just give advise she said Lucius started walking Catherine saw it coming but did not say a thing. The first three steps where going good ,then he felled sure and walked faster. He mist the last 3 and tumbled down. You okee Lucius Catherine asked. What a luck you where not going up. Well get up and let's go. Lucius stood up and walked on. You knew he said. Yes Catherine said.And believe me Till your vison is better you will hit the floor more often if you do not take advise.

Lucius put a arm around catherines waist well if my vision clears I will be able to see you. Catherine smilled you will be able to see your son before you see me. Why he asked walking into a room he did not know. We set up a treatment room here Catherine explained him. And because well Your son has the same hair colour than you so you will be easier to see him. As black and white will be coming easier to see. So if you look in the mirror and see a blond guy it is you if you do not look in a mirror it is your son. If you just see a figure it is one of us. Nice he said and sat down on a chair .

Two hours later he was really tired after checking his hearing they started treatment on his eyes. It burned but he did not complain. Catherine walked back with him.I know these test are not really a lot of fun and the treatment itself is not funny at all but it will help believe me..Lucius just laid down his eyes closed by them self and he fell a sleep. Again the dream he did not want but he liked. Catherine kissing him his hands on his body heating it up like a candle. He dreamed body on top of hers than a scream her hand had though the dark lords mark. He could feel she was disgusted.She called him a monster. He shouted not to go let him explain. He cursed when he woke up just to feel a soft hand on his wrist. He could smell her but or the first time he was afraid she would leave when she knew he was a death eater. Get away from me he said I can handle it myself. Catherine smiled well you asked me to stay in your dream you wanted to explain. That was just a dream he said. Tell me about it she said. NO he screamed. Why not she asked. BECAUSE I DO NOT WANT TO he shouted at her. His heart beated like crazy. His mind riped apart for he wanted her to be close wanted her to go away. Catherine stood up and walked away just like she did the night before. Cathy he said softly she did not respond. I love you he said. Still she did not respond. He laid down and closed his eyes he heard her suddenly he knew she was still there. You promised me a kiss he said. She did not respond. I know you are still there I can hear you, I can smell you. He wasn't sure when she did not responded. The only thing he heard whas that damm monitor now. Bleeping away. Yes I am still here she said as I was yesterday. I though you left. I know Catherine said but I already told you I never will until you are healthy again.please come and sit on the bed again Lucius asked. He did not hear her walk just just felled her sitting on the bed. How can it be that I do not hear you walk he asked. Catherine smilled because I am used to walk into patient who are lightly sleeping so I made it a happened of not being heard. Know tell me what you dreamed about, why where you so sceared I would leave you. Lucius face was worried when he started to talk. It was the same dream again but now I went on then… he stopped.. He felled my body my arm and than my mark he said. Showing his mark to her. He expected her to gasp starting to yell but nothing happened like that something did not expect happened. She gave a kiss on the mark. You did not do that in my dream ,.he said. You where disgusted you called me a monster which you are right I was but out if your mouth it hurted so much. Catherine touched his face. I know that you are a death eater, I know you are one of Voldemorts closest people. I know that you have killed muggles just for fun. And I know that at this moment you wished you never had joint him.. How do you know all that Lucius asked. Because Mr Weasly told me and Dumbledore explained. That you wish at this moment you hadn't I know because else you would not have minded me calling you a monster in your dream. What I do wonder is why who said something that sticked in your head. Lucius smilled Richard did I think he said that you broke up with your ex because he said it was not bad that a death eater killed a muggle child. Catherine hand went cold he took it tell me he said. Richard is wright telling you I broke up with my ex because he wanted to kill the child. You dated a death eater he asked surprised. She smiled I don't take is as a insult but I am pretty you know. No a muggle with a death eater is not seen normally. Well believe me as I say I did not know. I than was not really into the wizarding world yes I knew that wizard excist I cured enough wizards and witches. But what did I know about you being in a war. Than a guy send me flowers being happy I saved him. He was not that bad looking and well he knew how to flirt. So on we went on a date and he sticked. The only thing I noticed that there where a lot more people asking for me to be helped. I did not think about it till a man walked in with a child I think the child was 6 years. A mudblood or something my than boyfriend called it. He was wearing a large coat and in his hand a mask. Let it die else I need to do it again. I lifted the child up and walked into the hospital I saw an other death eater standing there I never saw his face but I saw his back and his hair. Yours.

Lucius let go of her hand. She took it again. I save the child. My ex made a little mistake and almost killed a pureblood Harry was not a Mudblood but a pureblood. He looked at her Harry Potter. No Catherine said. Although it did not know his story then this harry I saved is a pureblood wizard his mother just died and his father married a muggle again.after that I broke the relationship. But talked to one of my friends a wizard about the wizarding world. He wonderd if I wanted to there but I said no. My live was busy enough. Well a death eater or a wizard does not take it light when a muggle breaks the relationship and well I still have problems with him although a lot of people think he is not a wizard and except for Dirk the once who do know that he is a wizard nobody knows he is a death eater. Dirk was the first wizard I saved, when wizard doctors gave up on him. He lied to me about knowing a lot more wizards but I have forgiving him for that. He was the one who asked Dumbledore to asked the minestary permission to see me for you. Lucius looked at her. Why did he do that, Because you said that you will not say a word unless you are health and well everybody in the wizarding world gave up..Mr Weasly owled me and well the rest you know. Although I asked them one thing I do not want to know what they want to know from you. That has nothing to do with me. Lucius smilled. They… But Catherine stoped him. I do not want to know. If you want to tell them it is up to you. If you don't you don't but leave me out of it. Lucius nodded. You could have said no he said why didn't you simple declined the offer. Catherine smilled I could never decline a offer like that See Dirk knows how to get me do something. He first tells me al about it makes me intressted in the case than let's somebody else offer me to help somebody. I know understand why he told me so much about you. He figures out that the blond silver headed guy needed to be you. So his mind started to think and well the owl was just the last thing. I never had an owl before. Well Dirk took care I never was potiont and he took care of my arm so I could operate you. He also takes care of Harry know. He knows I miss the little boy. Lucius heard the sadness in her voice well let him come over for the weekend. He is not allowed. The ministry does not allow anybody to come over except for Draco. And why don't you go to him he asked. I am not allowed to leave the grounds. She said. He put his arm around her and pulled her close to him. Well than they made a prisoner out of you as well he said softly. He shook her head I have a choice I can leave but they will send you to Azkaban when I do. And I do not wish to go there every time. Why do you secrevise so much for me he asked. She just shook her head. I do not know something just makes me want to help you. He could not resist kissing her. His lips where met halfway, the elelctrishety was almost visible Catherine let herself go in his arms. She touched his body. Lucius felled his body trembling under he touch.her hand touching him his hands her. Afraid that again it was a dream he did not want to break the connection of the kiss.catherine broke the kiss. But did not turn out of his arms. Lucius looked at her If you told me last year I would kiss a muggle without a hidden agenda I would have hexed the person 20 times. Now I just understand what wizard see in muggles. As you have a magic of your own. She did not respond and Lucius was afraid she felled like she made a mistake.cathy he asked. Yes she said he heard know the exitment in her voice she was desperately trying to get under controle. He stroke her arm, her back. Lucius don't please, I cannot promise you that you will be able to get out of bed tomorrow if you go on. He kissed her neck, so I will asked my doctor for something. Suddenly she sat up.Lucius waited suddenly he felled her hands on his body kissing it stroking it she did not let him touch her she just exite him gave him something he never experiant. And she overpowerd him. The night had a lot of suprisses for him but the morning had one more.

When he woke up she was gone. Only his body felled like broken. A good broken. He did not want to get out of bed, not because he could not he just did not want to leave the smell the scent the exitment he never though he would feel something like that.

Catherine was gone and he felled empty, he also made a dissision he never thought he would make.

But first he wanted to have his sight back, he know was determite more than ever before. Know he had something to live for.