Authors Note: Warning, sex and suicide.
Chapter 4- Scared of the Truth
As Ginny ran out of the room she bumped into some one, when she looked up to see whom it was she immediately froze, her brown eyes met blue.
"Well, well, we have some unfinished business." And with that he dragged her away from the Divination classroom and all the way to the dungeons.
"Please don't." she pleaded but knew it would get her nowhere.
"You know that that doesn't work with me," he said as he took her clothing of.
Ginny just cried; she couldn't do anything to stop him now. The same familiar burning sensation came to her as if it was the first time he did this to her.
Why her? Why anybody, this was too cruel, nobody deserved it, and if only Harry hadn't touched her like that she would be in class, away from this and safe.
"Please stop," she cried. She couldn't take it anymore, she should have never came back, she should have jumped off that roof, or even taken that chance when she was alone at the burrow to kill herself, at least she wouldn't have to be going though this again.
He didn't stop until he was done, and once again he pulled his pants up and zipped them up and left her alone. Once again she felt used, once again he won over her, and once again he made her cry.
A few minutes after he left some one came through the door. "Ginny," A soft voice said.
Ginny wiped her tears and looked up at the person. "Oh hi," She said as she got up and walked passed him.
"Are you okay?" he asked as he followed.
"Yea, I'm per-perfect." She replied and started to walk.
Draco could feel that something was wrong...but what? He followed her in silence, until they reached a set of stairs. "Are you sure?" he asked looking at her red eyes.
"Yeah...I'll be fine." And with that she walked away, leaving Draco standing there watching her leave.
He shook his head and started to walk away. "Mr. Malfoy shouldn't you be in class?" Some one asked when Draco looked up he felt like his blood was boiling.
Draco gave Professor Williams a dirty look and walked away, before he did something without thinking.
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Ginny heard the voice and ran up the stairs, she ran down the hall to where the fat lady was. "Fairy Lights" she said and the portrait swung open.
She ran to her room, as she closed the door she dropped to the floor and the tears escaped her like a waterfall. She looked up at her desk and walked over to it shacking as she picked up her purple scissors and put it to her soft white flesh, and cut it open, she let it blood for a second and then stopped it, and with matter of seconds she collapsed on the ground.
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Draco walked back down to the dungeons and went into his own room. 'What is it with her?' he questioned himself again.
He lay on his bed thinking about what had just happened, he had a pretty good idea but needed to hear it from her.
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Later that day Edina was in Ginny's room, they were both getting ready for the party. "So Ginny what are you going to wear?" Edina asked as she pulled a few things out of Ginny's trunk.
"I don't know." she said looking at the things.
"Okay, well you don't want to look slutty but sexy, so I would go...with this, and...this." She said as she first picked up a pair of low-rise blue jeans and then a green halter-top.
"Not the pants." Ginny said, picking up a black skirt. "How about this." She said holding it close to her.
"Looks good," Edina said, than she pulled out her outfit from her bag. Edina had a black cocktail dress that came up a few inches from her knees, the straps where resting at the side of her arms.
"Looking good," Ginny said as she pulled her skirt up. When the girls where finished they left for the party.
"Virginia!"
Before Ron could say anything else Ginny stopped him. "Ron we can do it the easy way or hard way, whatever you like." Ginny said. She waited for an answer from her brother but he gave her none, so she walked out of the portrait hole with Edina.
"Brothers," Ginny said as they walked down to the dungeons. When they passed the room where Ginny was earlier that day she shivered and started to walk faster.
"Ginny why are you in such a hurry?" Edina asked as she tried to keep up with Ginny's fast walk.
"Just want to get there." Ginny replied.
The girls arrived at the party and Emily and Hilary where already there. "Hey guys," Emily said as they came closer to them both holding an extra glass.
Emily handed Ginny one and Hilary handed Edina one. "Drink up!" Hilary said smiling at them.
Ginny could smell that it wasn't just juice or a Butterbeer it was rum. She took a sip and it started to burn her throat. She took another hoping it would taste better. It was a bit better it didn't burn as much but it still didn't taste all so great.
"Hi Ginny," Some one whispered into her ear, when she turned around to see whom it was she was staring into light green eyes.
"Hello Adonis." She said smiling.
"You where great in class today," he said complimenting her, and then flashed her a smile.
"Thanks."
"Want to dance?" he asked putting a hand on Ginny's shoulder.
"Later." She informed him.
"I'll hold you to it." he winked and walked away, thinking that he could get more then just a dance later if she drank some more rum.
Since Ginny wasn't used to drinking rum she became drunk pretty fast. Now she was talking to a Slytherin boy in a corner. "It's pretty funny." She said as she leaned against the wall to keep her self-standing.
"What is?" he asked, but didn't really care of the answer.
Before Ginny could answer Adonis came over to her. "Did you save me a dance?" he asked nodding at the other guy that was just talking to her.
"Yes, I did." She said as she stumbled forwards and into his arms.
"Good lets go." He took the glass from her and gave it to the blond Slytherin that had been talking to her. Then he walked with her into the middle of the dance floor and grabbed her by the waist and started to grind into her with the beat of the music.
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Draco had been in his room, not wanting to go down to the party because Ginny was still on his mind.
"Hey Draco!" Crabbe said from outside of his door.
"What?" he replied not really caring.
"You should see the Weasley girl!" Goyle added.
"Ginny is here?" he whispered to himself. He got up and pulled on a pair of pants and walked out pushing Crabbe and Goyle aside. He stormed down to the Slytherin common room and found Ginny in the middle of the room with Adonis all over her.
Draco blood started to boil. "Adonis take your hands off of her," he said as he stormed into the middle of the room.
"Oh, hello Draco," She said smiling at him.
"Come on Ginny." Draco said and took her gently away from Adonis.
"But I was having fun." She said as he pulled her out of the room.
"You're drunk." Draco informed her.
"No I am not!" she replied and pushed away from him, and stumbled backwards.
"Oh really?" he asked.
"Yes, Mr. High and Mighty." She said as she put a hand on the wall to keep herself from falling.
"Let's see you walk a straight line." Draco said smiling.
"Aw a baby can do that." She said and pushed away from the wall. She wobbled on her legs as she tied to walk the straight line.
"Ginny, if that's what you call a straight line I wonder what you call a crooked line." He said as he took her by the shoulders to hold her up.
"That was a straight line." She said and tried again. "See" she said as her foot stepped out of the line. "I can," as her other foot followed her, "do this." BANG, she fell.
"Or not," Draco said as he bent down and helped her up. "Come you need fresh air." and lead her outside into the grounds.
"Can't you walk faster?" Draco asked as he thought that she was walking to slow.
"Nooo, I don't think I can." She said as she started to stumble all over the place, Draco looked at her and then picked her up. "Hey what are you doing?" she asked.
"Carrying you, silly," He said with a smile on his lips.
"I can walk." She complained.
"Yes, but you're very slow at it." He said smiling.
"That's just because I'm drunk." She tried to defend herself.
"So you admit you're drunk."
"No." she said looking at him.
"But you just said it yourself." He pointed out.
"Oh shut up, you big lug." She said smiling at him.
When they arrived at the lake Ginny sat down on the grass. Neither said anything for a long time. They sat in a comfortable silence, their eyes scanning the grounds.
"Why where you acting like that, besides being drunk?" Draco asked looking at her.
"Like what?"
"Like Parkinson." Draco said.
"Don't you dare compare me with that slut." She said as she looked up at him. He lowered himself to sit next to her.
"That's not what I meant...that's just not you, they way you acted." He said looking at her face.
"How do you know that?" she asked getting angry with him. "Maybe that's exactly what I am." She got up and started to walk away.
"Ginny." He called after her.
"What!" she yelled back.
"It's not like you." At this she walked back towards him and stood right next to him.
"How do you know this Draco? You don't even know half of my life, and yet you say that's not me, maybe that is exactly what I am, and you're just scared to admit it." She yelled at him.
"NO! You're scared." He said as he lifted himself to stand up.
"What am I afraid of Draco, please tell me because I obviously don't know." 'Why is this getting me so mad, all he is doing is trying to help me, am I scared that if he knew the truth that he wouldn't want to help me?'
"I see it in your eyes; you're not some slut that will settle for anyone that comes along." He said looking deep into her eyes. "You're Ginny, my friend, not Ginny the slut." He said as she took her hands in his.
His eyes traveled from her face to their hands, before she could hide he scar he grabbed her hand and looked at it. "What the hell are you doing to you're self?" he yelled.
"Don't fucking yell at me!" she yelled back as tears came flooding into her eyes.
"What is this?" he asked as he held his grip on her arm, it was gentile and unthreatening, which made the tears spill from her eyes. "What are you doing to you're self Ginny? Please tell me, I want to help you."
"You don't know what you're talking about." She said and left him standing there. Ginny did feel like a slut, a dirty slut that no one could love if they knew the truth, and she didn't want Draco of all people to know the truth.