Forgiveness

I'm sorry to say this is my last chapter! The ending of my story I might do a sequel but if I do it's going to be a lot later. Thanks for the reviews from yeall who reviewed here's a plate of spaghetti for you sided with another chapter! ENJOY!

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Chapter: 18

When Rogue finally woke, it was like she was waking for the first time.

She was in the hospital ward back at the base and everything seemed fresh and new.

What happened, she wondered.

We destroyed Sinister.

Rogue eyes snapped around the room looking for the person who said that.

Rogue it's us.

What how did you-?

We told you we wanted to help and you gave us full control, your full trust, our power all together was too much for those measly wires.

You destroyed Sinister?

Yes he couldn't really put up a fight against all of us.

Rogue nodded, even if they couldn't see her. Everything from the last few days seemed to come back to her.

What had they done? Every one she had trusted Betsy, Garret, Blackflame, Alex, Mirage, every one, she held so dear lied to her her entire life. They had been her new family.

Then her last family, Xavier, Wolverine, Kitty, Kurt, they had given up on her. That almost hurt as much as, or even more then MPRS's betrayal.

Remy, why didn't you tell me.

That was the final crack her heart could take, she huddled in her blankets as she felt her heart break apart, all she could do was sob.

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Remy sat in out side the MPRS base this was a different view then the trashy one at the old base. This one was in a forest, a few miles back was a huge city were they'd get supplies.

As he sat on a giant boulder he had found he slowly remembered… he couldn't get it out of his head.

Did Rogue really have all that power.

Flashback

"Oh yes that's right your "amnesia"." Sinister said letting out a low laugh. "Really Rogue did you actually believe that for this long. I mean all the hints. Like why didn't they ever want to discuss your past.

"They didn't-."

"They did not know It? The great MPRS force with all there technology couldn't track down one girl's past? Did you not ever wonder why the X-men looked at you so strangely? And why were the MPRS acting strange around the X-men."

"Shut up you basterd she's not ready for this." Betsy screamed.

"Oh yes ' her mind is to fragile' 'she has a home here' 'don't destroy her life a second time'. Please you just wanted to keep her for yourself not do what's was right for her, though I would have done the same in your place, she is so very powerful."

"It's not about that you disgusting-."

"Ah love isn't it. It's quite the pathetic notion really."

"No it ain't." Came an inhumane like growl from Rogue's lips.

"Oh?"

Everyone's eyes were on Rogue, she gave a sadistic grin and slowly opened her eyes that were filled with tears but they were glowing red and before Sinister could speak a red beam smashed him into a wall.

Rogue ripped out of her bonds like they were string.

Sinister got up wide eyed "This-this is not possible! Those bonds stop any usage of ones powers-."

"They can handle one mutants powers but they can't with stand the full force of US!" This time it wasn't Rogue's voice that came out of her mouth it was the combined voice's of what seemed like hundreds.

"WE ARE HER PROTECTORS! THIS IS AS MUCH HER BODY AS IT IS OUR'S!

SHE CREATED US AND KEPT US WITH IN THE DEPTS OF HER MIND WHEN SHE DIDN'T HAVE TO! SHE PUT UP WITH OUR RANTS AND FIGHTS, SHE TAUGHT US LIKE WE WERE HER OWN CHILDREN!

AT FIRST WE WERE CONFUSED AND WE TRIED TO TAKE OVER HER MIND THINKING IT WAS OUR BODY BUT THEN CAROL CAME AND TOLD US WHAT WE WERE DOING TO OUR MISTRESS, IT SADDENED US.

BUT STILL SHE DIDN'T FORCE US FROM HER MIND, SHE PUT UP WITH US. WE THINK IT'S LONG PAST TIME TO RETURN THE FAVOR.

IT'S TIME TO BURN IN HELL SINISTER!"

Then Rogue's body seemed to float and an aura of power seemed to surround her. She lifted her hand and aimed it Sinister before he could move out of the way power hit him head on, burning a hole straight through his chest.

She then aimed it at his followers they were smashed right through the wall, but she stopped at Xa.

Rogue opened her other hand a green glow surrounded her, Xa didn't seem frightened she watched the green engulf her but still she did not seem to fear it. Finally it disappeared and Xa fell to the ground.

Rogue smashed her fist into the machine that was controlling the wires and finally power seemed to leave her and her body slumped over.

Xa had made a full recovery, it seemed Rogue had healed her and now Xa was acting like a regular human being still a little on the weird side but she had garenteed them that was just her personality. She also insisted that they call her Emily.

Sinister was of course dead no one could have survived something like that. His followers where injured but nothing critical.

Rogue was the one Remy worried about she had been asleep for three weeks now and no amount of shouting and shaking could wake her.

Betsy had disappeared no one could find her. Garret was sent away immediately probably back to his government position. Black flame had left with Derek they said they couldn't stand what had happened and the true magnitude of what they had done to Rogue couldn't be forgiven. They didn't say any more then that, they just packed up and left.

Alex and Mirage watched over Rogue, taking care of her while she slept. When you caught a look at them it looked like they were drunk. They didn't speak to any one and hadn't changed clothes or washed in three weeks. Remy wasn't even sure they had eaten.

Wolverine also stopped by now and then. Same with Xavier, they talked to her. Sometimes Remy would listen outside the door.

The thing is Remy hadn't entered that room at any time they had come back, he just couldn't.

If she had found her memories like Xavier said she did, then how on earth could she forgive any of them let alone Remy. It was just to terrible what they had done to her.

Oh chere, will yeh ever forgive Remy.

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Rogue heard the hospital ward door slide open, but she did not turn to see who entered, she really didn't care. She sat next to Carol's body stroking Carol's unmoving hand with her gloved one.

She had dressed herself in some extra clothes she had found in a cabinet and found the rubber gloves in a box in the corner.

Rogue had talked to the phycs some more and they told her that when Garret had tried to touch her he had collapsed.

So she was back to this again.

Rogue had found a brush, to help untangle Carol's long blonde hair. She had always done this everytime she came, brushed Carol's hair, washed her face.

She new Carol would want that.

"Is this Carol?" Professor Xavier's voice asked softly.

Rogue nodded, they sat in silence for a long time before Rogue spoke. "Do you know how Ah absorbed her?"

The professor didn't say anything so she took that as a no.

"It was when Ah first woke after they had got me out of the prison you locked me in." Her voice held no accusation, but it still pierced Xavier's heart. "Ah started screaming up a storm she was the onlah one watchin oveh meh in this hospital ward, but she didn't know what to do.

So she did the onleh thing she could think of, she wrapped her arms around meh tightly and slowly rocked meh back an forward hummin a lil lullaby.

It was the sweetest thing… well, at least before Ah started absorbin her. She tried to pull back but Ah was confused and grabbed on to her arms not lettin her go. Carol could have pulled out of my grasp using her super strength but she was afraid she'd hurt meh."

Rogue gave a pitiful laugh. "She really has sucha kind heart…Ah absorbed her fully and that was the end of her life, she's been in a coma since then, not any piece of her mind left in her."

Xavier really didn't know what to say to that.

"Maybe they should have left me in the prison to die, it would have been better that way, now Ah got my killer touch back and no one Ah can trust."

"Rogue I-."

"No Xavier, Ah don't want to hear it. Yeh gave up on meh, all of yeh, maybe some day Ah'll beh able to forgive yeh, but it won't beh any day soon."

"Please Rogue-."

"No…." she said holding up her hand. "Ah have thought it over, ah just need to get away from it all and Ah don't know if Ah'm comin back. Forgiveness is a hard thing teh give, maybe one day Ah'll beh able teh understand the reason yeh did it Charles. Maybe someday Ah'll be able teh understand why Betsy did it too, but not today or tomorrow or anytime this month, probably not any time this year neither… but who knows maybe someday."

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Betsy stared at the monitor screens intently as tears poured heavily down her cheeks.

She had watched as Rogue woke up and realized what had happened.

She had watched as she broke down in tears for two hours straight.

She had watched as she visited Carol and talked with Xavier.

God what have I put yeh threw Rogue?

Yeh were like a daughter to meh, how did I have the will teh do that?

How could anyone but a monster do that to some one they love this much?

You were just trying to protect her

Just trying to protect her? Protect her by hurting her more?

'yeh are mah new family… yeh the onlah mother Ah have known…'

A mother that betrayed you…I should have told you the minute the X-men cam eon the scene.

Hell, I should have told you the day you woke from coma.

She felt a pressure on her mind shield…she didn't care she let it fall, letting her whoever it was take control.

What did I matter any more….

-I thought you'd be here-

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Rogue walked out the doors of the MPRS force's base, she didn't have anything with her besides the clothes she had borrowed, everything she owned belonged to the MPRS force. It didn't really have any sentimental value.

She didn't say good bye to any one except Adoa. He had really grown up while she was gone, and Derk had taken a real liking to him, he said he'd make sure to look out for the boy.

Rogue stared out at the beautiful wood in front of her. Why was it that every time somebody thought they were helping her, it only ended up hurting her she thought with a sigh.

"Chere.."

She turned to see Remy sitting on a boulder smoking a cigarette. When he realized it was her he dropped it to the ground and put it out with he heel.

Rogue turned back to look out at the landscape as Remy came up behind her.

"Yeh leavin Rogue?"

"Yeah."

"Yeh comin back?"

"Ah-ah'm not sure, maybe one day, but I doubt I'd eveh be able teh come back here."

"Yeh mad at meh?"

At this question she turned teh stare into his eyes. "A little, but Ah realized yeh really had nothin teh do with it'all."

"So yeh forgive Remy."

Rogue was silent for a moment. "Ah don't know."

Remy just nodded. "Well you know where to find meh when yeh come back Rogue."

He took her hands in his and stared into her eyes. "I will always be waiten for yeh mon amour. I love yeh, mon Rogue belle."

She gave the tiniest smiles. "Ah love yeh teh Remy. Thank you."

He nodded watched as she flew up into the air. "AH'LL miss chere!"

She blew him a kiss and took of towards the horizon.

Remy watched until he couldn't see her any more, he wasn't worried, he knew she'd come back to him, but this was his trial for forgiveness.

Not for her forgiveness, but so he could forgive himself for betraying her.

Mon dieu, what has she done teh yeh.

She has changed meh for the betteh, Ah love her and trust her with all mah heart.

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Ahhhh, lil corniness at the end but I think it works.

This is the first story out of a hundred in nine that I've ever finished. I'm amazed and I must thank yeh'all reviewers because with out yeh I'd neveh have finished this NEVER.

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