Failure
Anger. Anger at the galaxy.
I have tried so hard! And still no one understands.
I have spent my life, trying to succeed
Only to fail.
I'm not even sure of the last thing I did right
Destroying the Separatists?
No, I was wrong long before then
Was it when I chose,
when I was torn between the Council and Palpatine,was Iwrong?
Was it when I married Padmé?
The only thing I was ever sure of, suddenly I'm not. I know that I love her more
than anything, but that love was against the Code. Was that choice what killed her?
Did I lose her the day that she became mine? What if I had listened to the Jedi
ways? Would things have turned out the same? Would she still be alive?
Was it when I failed mom? When I destroyed the sand people?
Was it when I left Tatooine for the life of a jedi?
Or was it even further in my past? Perhaps I sealed my own fate
the day I found Qui Gon.
There is nothing left to be done. At some time in my life I made a choice,
a choice that doomed my destiny.
How can one choice bring aboutcomplete failure?
I hear my breath, deep and rasping. Even my voice is not my own. Everything is gone.
Everything I have loved, I have lost.
I failed. All because in some moment, I decided. .