Dear Elizabeth,
No, it's not fair, goddamnit. That tape was the coward's way out, security-clearance be damned, and you knew it. I had a right to be part of the decision, Elizabeth. At the very least, I deserved the chance to say goodbye. I suppose what's done is done, though.
I'm worried about you, Lizzy. You look frightened, and sad, and a little lost. It's not like you. I get the feeling things didn't turn out the way you'd hoped, but I know you're committed to your team, whatever the outcome. I wish I could have gone with you to help you through this, to share your joys and sorrows, to hold you. No, that's a lie. I wish you had stayed here instead.
Sedge still pines for you. I think he still expects you to come walking through the front door one evening. I think I still do, too.
Be safe,
Simon