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Pairings: Speed Calleigh who else

Author's Note: This story came to me when I was eating a bowl of Cocoa Puffs, talking on the net and checking out CSIFILES. Just thought i'd let you guys know what. In case you were curious. LOL.

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"Calleigh." said Eric entering the ballistics lab. A.k.a. Calleigh's home away from home.

"Oh hey Eric." said Calleigh wiping away a few tears.

"Are you going to be ok?"

"I will be eventually. I just can't get the look on his face out of my head." said Calleigh as her voice cracked.

Eric sighed. "Come on why don't I drive you home. I'm sure H won't mind if you go home."

"No, I um...still have Speed's gun and...Horatio's to process."

"Camden can do it."

"No! I wanna do it. And besides I still have to call his mom and dad and clean out his locker.'' said Calleigh as more tears fell.

"Why don't you let Horatio do that." suggested Eric.

"Because I'm his wife and I wanna do it. They should hear it from me."

Eric nodded and Calleigh walked out of ballistics and into the break room, to make the phone call Calleigh had been putting off all day.

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"Hi Mrs. Speedle its-"

"Calleigh!" said a much to excited Linda Speedle. "You've been married to my son for 4 years I think you could call me Linda now." started Linda Speedle. "Its been a few months how are you and Timmy?"

"Tim's actually the reason why i'm Calling."

"What did he do get into another fight with Delko at a bar? I told you Calleigh Tim could never hold alcohol very well."

Calleigh laughed slightly. "No um...he didn't get into a fight."

"Well then are you guys finally going to come up and see us."

There was a few mintues of ackward silence.

"Calleigh...sweetie what is it?"

"I'm sorry I couldn't protect your son." said a now sobbing Calleigh.

"What...?"

"Tim and I were working a case and he, he got shot...he didn't make it. I'm so so sorry."

There was some more ackward silence until Calleigh could hear Linda's sobs.

"Linda I just want you to now that Timmy did not suffer at all...he...he fought the best that he could."

"I know he did."

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Two days later Calleigh and everyone else gathered at Miami-Dade Cemetery to bury their lost son.

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"Tim..." moaned Calleigh in her sleep. "Tim...Tim!"

FLASHBACK------WELL ITS ALSO CALLEIGH'S DREAM------

"Alright well I'm gonna go check the perimeter." said Calleigh as she walked back out of the house. Calleigh had just found a knife in the bushes when she heard gunshots. Calleigh froze for a second then pulled her gun from her holister and ran to the door of the house to find it ajar. And then ran to the back of the house were the new crime scene was.

"Tim..." yelled Calleigh as she put her gun away and Horatio yelled into his cell phone for back up. "Tim...honey." said Calleigh as she pulled Tim's head into her lap and took her jacket off and placed it onto Tim's wound.

"Calleigh..."

"Shhh, shhh dont talk ok. Your gonna be fine." said Calleigh tears rolling slowly down her cheeks. "Your gonna be just fine."

"I love you."

"I love you to Timmy."

"Ya know when Alexx hear's you calling me Timmy she's not going to be happy. Only Alexx can call me that."

Calleigh chuckled slightly.

"Promise me..."started Tim.

"Anything." stated Calleigh her voice cracking.

"Promise me...you'll always love me."

"I promise."

Calleigh saw his eyes close and kissed his forehead. "I promise." Calleigh looked at Horatio who looked away. The next thing Calleigh knew Alexx came in and put a hand on her shoulder.

"Calleigh honey...let him go."

"I can't Alexx."

"I know honey but you need to."

Calleigh nodded softly. And let go of Tim's hand. "Ok Alexx." said Calleigh as she got up and walked out of the house.

PRESENT------

"Tim...come on honey please don't do this to me...Tim!" yelled Calleigh in her sleep.

"Calleigh...honey wake up." said Jack Speedle as he shook Calleigh frantically.

"Tim!" yelled Calleigh again.

Jack's heart broke he knew how much Tim and Calleigh were in love. He just wished there was something that he could do.

"Calleigh sweetheart wake up." said Jack as he shook Calleigh again.

"What...Tim..."

"No honey its me Jack." stated Jack as he put a comforting hand on her shoulder.

"Jack..." sobbed Calleigh as Jack pulled her into a hug. "I just want him back...I just... want... him... back." said Calleigh through sobs.

"I know sweetheart...I know." started Jack as he began to cry slightly. "Me too."

TBC...