Nobody Will Miss Me
A/N: Don't worry, I will soon update ' You Look Familiar' when I get more reviews! I just wanted to start this new series of story.
" I'll never forget the way you loved me," Emma Nelson whispered as she re-read one of her old journal entries. She was always gushing about Sean Cameron, the way he kissed her, the way he made her feel, the way he made her fall in love...
With a sudden burst of anger, she threw her journal at the wall and screamed, " DAMNIT!"
Watching the journal slide to the floor, she felt warm tears slipping down her face, enveloping her body in sobs. She was breaking down again.
Emma never was a crybaby. If she cried, she cried for a damn good reason. She cried when that creepy online stalker Jordan guy almost raped her. She cried when she was watched sad love stories. She cried when Sean had pushed her to the ground, scaring the hell out of her. She cried when she realized that Craig had liked Manny the whole time, leading her on.
Ok, so maybe she was a crybaby. But she never broke down like this.
" Just kill me," she pleaded to God. " Just kill me and end my pain. I don't want to live anymore, I wanna go. I wanna go away, away from here!"
She was begging him. She honestly had no reason to live anymore. She had no friends. She had no boyfriend to endlessly love her. She used to be so close to her mom, but now it was like they were on two seperate planets. And it wasn't like anyone would miss her.
She swallowed heavily. Nobody would miss her.
Getting up, she made a list of everyone she wanted to say goodbye to.
1. Mom
2. Dad
3. Jack
4. Manny
5. Sean
6. J.T.
7. Toby
She paused. She was going to put Jay, but decided not to. He wouldn't miss her. He'd miss her ass, yeah. But not her.
8. Craig
9. Paige
She dropped her pen. That was it. She had nine friends. How PATHETIC.
Shaking, she started to write a note to her mother.