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Summer was worried. And it wasn't the worry that could be fixed by shopping and facials. It was the constant worry that she would go see Marissa and find her dead on the ground. She was upset over Seth's leaving, but she wasn't going to go loose control. She had met Zach who was perfect, smart, popular and sweet. Zach was perfect and even her dad agreed, but Marissa hadn't met someone perfect. She had met someone perfect and he just left to support the women who could be having his child.
Summer was reviewing these thought as she walked up the giant stairs in the Cooper Nichol mansion. Marissa had been blackmailed to live here, but Summer liked it here. But then again, who would want to live with the gruesome twosome. The step monster was bad, but not nearly as bad as Julie Cooper Nichol. She walked into Marissa's room. She saw Marissa, sobbing and clinging onto a photo of her and Ryan, the bottle of vodka was placed next to her.
Summer: Coop? Sweetie what's wrong?
Marisa: What's right?
Summer: Come on, we're going to the spa. Now before I have a rage blackout on you.
Marissa: It's OK. I'd rather just stay here.
Then Summer's phone rang. She picked it up and it was Zach asking to meet her for lunch. She agreed and said goodbye. On her way out she snatched Marissa's diary and walked out. She opened the diary and sat in her car, reading the pages. Her mouth flew open, she quickly called Zach and canceled. Before she knew it she was on her way to Chino.
She drove for the 2 hour ride, occasionally thinking about what she was going to say and what not. She arrived and went to the house that she suspected Ryan was living at. Sure enough, she was right. Teresa answered the door.
Summer: Hi, I'm Summer Robert's Marissa best friend and Ryan's friend.
Teresa: Hi I'm Teresa.
Summer: Where is he? I need to talk to him, it's urgent.
Then Ryan came out, his hair damp from the shower he just took. He saw Summer and gave her a hug. She returned the hug, then pulled away, a worried look on her face.
Ryan: What's wrong
Summer: I don't think I should have come. Enjoy your life Ryan.
Ryan grabbed her arm and looked into her eyes. He sensed something was wrong
Ryan: What's wrong?
Summer: It's Marissa.
Ryan: What happened? Is she OK?
Summer: No. I found this. It should explain what I'm talking about.
She handed him the Marissa's diary. Ryan read it out loud.
Ryan: Dear Diary,
Well this will by my first and hopefully my last entry. I'm sorry Ryan, Sum, Seth, Kirsten, Sandy, Daddy, Hailey, and even Caleb and mom. This is just how my life would end up. Rob raped me again, he beat me and it wasn;t so bad. I guess you get used to it after a while. I haven't eaten anything in 2 weeks, I needed to loose more weight before I did this. Sum, if you're reading this, I know you're worried. It'll be OK, with me gone your life will go normal.
Ryan, God I'm going to miss you. Please enjoy your life with Teresa. I love you so much. I'll miss you
Seth: I hope you're having fun in Tahiti, and please come back for Summer.
Kirsten and Sandy: you have been better parents then my own. I love you both a lot, please take care of everyone.
Dad: I'm going to miss you. Have fun in Hawaii and never forget that I love you.
Hailey: You're like a sister to me. I don't know what you did to deserve such a disappointment as a sister. Please help everyone.
Mom: I don't know what to say. I hope you're happy, I won't be here to mess you up anymore.
So her are some pics for whoever is reading this. So I tried to strangle myself except my mom walked in. She asked me what I was doing and I told her my necklace was too tight. So tonight will hopefully end my life, maybe even start a new life for everyone who knew me. So now my soul will be freed. My spirit will be released. And if the razor doesn't work, then I have a gun. And I scratched his name on the bullet to let everyone know that he was the last thing going through my mind.
Ryan: I will love you forever.
Sum: If you find this, there are notes for you, Ryan, Seth, Kirsten, Sandy, my dad, and Hailey.
Always,
Marissa
Ryan felt tears escaping his own blue eyes. Summer, flipped the page and showed him the pictures. They were disturbing pics of her wrists which were covered in cuts. She also showed her legs that were cover in cuts. Then there was a picture of her. Her bones were sticking out, her skin was pale and her eyes had lost their glow. He had to reach her. He had to apologize. His cell hone rand, It was Kirsten. What was she calling about?
Kirsten: Ryan honey. I need you to come to the hospital now. It's about Marissa…
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