Nobody Will Miss Me

Author's Note: Ehmagod... I... am a horrible author. ducks head in shame I have been so busy though! As you all know, summer is the most laziest time of the year, so of course, I have been lazy! I hope everyone hasn't stopped checking this story... bites lip

The thing you have all been waiting for...

SEAN'S REACTION!

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Sean's Reaction

Emma pulled her jacket tighter around her and walked quickly, trying hard to ignore her pounding heart and the uncertain worries in her head. She had gone this far, hadn't she? She had to finish the job.

She..

She had to finish, right?

She was Emma Nelson, for god's sake! She never backed down from a mission. She never gave in easily. She never believed easily either.

Even if she wanted to.

She wanted to believe that everybody cared about her. That her mom and Snake were calling out for her, searching the woods. That Manny, J.T. and Toby were searching the neighborhood, yelling out her name. That Paige and Craig were trying to call...

Never mind.

But deep down in her mind, she knew that only would person would convince her that people cared. The only one she really wanted to care.

The only one that she needed to know cared.

Sean.

As she thought of his smiling face, an instant warmth spread over her body, and a small smile came to her face.

She stopped at the Wasaga Beach. She had been here once before. When Jay, Ellie, and her had dropped Sean off to his parents. She sighed.

That was the day she realized that no matter how much she had wished he would vanish off the earth, she never stopped loving him. She might have been wishing he would vanish off the earth, but then she always had a tiny hope he'd come back and take her with him.

FLASHBACK

Emma leaned back on her chair and closed her eyes, letting the fresh summer breeze brush her face. It felt good to finally relax. She had spent the whole summer chasing after Jack, trying to teach him words because her mother was working overtime and Snake spent most of his days upstairs, sleeping and barfing.

She shivered. She didn't like to think of Snake being sick. It made her insides feel like they were shriveling. She didn't like to think of Snake being gone. The will she had found had done bad enough to her.

She fingered her hair which she had finally got cut into a shaggy style and sighed happily. Yes. Freedom felt excellent.

A loud " VROOM!" interrupted her peace and quiet and she scowled. Sitting up, she shaded her eyes and shouted, " Hello, a knock on the front door would've been..." she trailed off, suddenly losing her voice.

He was back.

Sean slammed his car door shut and grinned at her. She stood up, grinned, and ran towards him, hugging him tightly.

He laughed and caught his balance, for she had thrown herself at him. He hugged her back tightly.

" You're back!" she squealed. She hugged him again and then let go, suddenly feeling very insecure and shy.

" Yep," he declared, looking very happy and confident. " How have you be-"

He was cut off by her kissing him. Without thinking, he wrapped his arms around her waist and kissed her back, pulling her tighter to him. She opened her mouth and let his tongue enter, letting him explore the familiar places he had forgotten.

When they seperated, she smiled at him but he just stared at her in shock.

" Em..." he whispered sadly. Her smile slowly slid off and her heart sunk.

" I'm still with Ellie."

Tear. There ripped a piece of her heart.

" You know I still care about you."

There slid a tear down her cheek.

" But I love Ellie."

And there went her whole heart. Cracked in two.


Feeling like she would never be happy again, she glared at him and slapped his cheek. Stumbling back, he gripped his face and looked down at the ground, shameful.

" So why'd you kiss me back?" she whispered and, then, letting the tears freely fall, she ran towards her front door.

" You know what you've always been good at, Sean!"

She stared at him until he mumbled, " What?"

" Breaking my heart."

There went the slam of her door and her peaceful Saturday.

Unbeknownst to her, Sean Cameron was finally breaking down. Crying freely, he walked dazedly back to his car, sat in the seat, and cussed himself out.

He had done it once again. He had broken her heart.

And lied to her.

END OF FLASHBACK

Shaking that memory out of her head, Emma stepped towards the sand and sun.

A wild thought occured to her...

Grinning, she took her jacket off, threw it on the ground, and started to run across the beach, yelling and laughing. Several people stared at her, but she didn't care. She finally felt alive.

She ran down to the water and splashed the water all over her, tasting the salty waters and feeling her skin tingle with the coldness of the ocean.

Finally, after ten minutes of this, exhausted, she plopped down on the sand, looking at the beach shack a couple of miles away from her. She gulped.

Feeling the exhilarition of the beach run quickly drain out of her, she looked inside her purse and noticed her knife and Sean's letter.

Sean was in the beach shack. She knew it. She could see someone moving inside there.

She took a deep breath. She needed to confront him.

She needed to settle some demons.

But most of all...

She needed him to save her.

Author's Note: MWAHAHAHA!

I am so evil, I know... But you'll just have to wait a little longer for his reaction.

screams and runs away from angry fans