Chapter 15

The night passed and Draco brought Ginny up to their room to rest because she will be a mommy soon...in 9 months.

"Draco I can walk up the stairs by myself." Ginny said as she tried to get out of his arms.

"I'm sorry I just don't want you to fall and lose the baby or something bad like that." he said as he kissed her cheek.

"You better not plan on treating me like this or I'll leave you for nine months." she said smiling at him.

"Sorry, so sorry."

"Thank you...now can you put me down?" she asked as she once more tried to wiggle her way out of his arms.

"No I don't want to let go."

"Why?"

"Because whenever I let you go I feel like you're going to leave me." he got a better grip on her and Ginny rolled her eyes at him.

"I wont I promise." she said smiling at him, but he didn't care because all he did was grin down at her and kept carrying her all the way to their bedroom.

They feel asleep together on the bed in their room, entwined in each other, and morning came quickly and Ginny wasn't feeling well, not morning sickness ill, but something was making her uncomfortable.

She got up and changed and left Draco sleeping in the bed dreaming about his beloved Ginny.

"Good Morning Miss Weasley how can I help you?" asked med Gilbone.

"I was wondering if you could test and see if I'm pregnant. I missed my last period and well..."

"Of course, follow me." he said as she stood up and followed him out of the waiting room.

"Sit there and I will be right back." the med left the room only to return with a glass of green liquid. "Drink up." he said as he put the glass in front of her. "This will make you pee and if the pee is yellow like always then you are not pregnant but if it's green like the liquid then you are." he said smiling simply at her.

Ginny picked the glass up and drank it; after a few minutes she excused herself to go to the washroom, when she was done she dried herself and looked at the colour, the colour was...yellow. She looked down at it in confusion and flushed it and walked back into the office. "It was yellow but how come I skipped my period for this month?" Ginny said as she sat down across from him.

"Hum" he thought for a minute. "Would it be okay if I ran some more tests?" he asked scribbled something down in her folder.

"Yes sure." she said as nervousness settled in the pit of her stomach.

After a few more minutes of drinking different colored liquids and examination med Gilbone knew what the problem was. "I hate to tell young women this..." he shook his head from side to side as he looked down at the results.

"What?"

"I'm sorry to inform you that you can't have any children."

"W-what?"

"Yes Miss Weasley, after you have defeated Voldemort and fallen into the state of death you have damaged your chances of becoming pregnant." he said giving her a sorry look.

"No, that—no I can—this can't be happening, why?"

"I'm sorry, I truly am, but you're not strong enough to have children." he said as he put away her file. "If there are any questions you have I'd be glad to answer them."

Ginny shook her head and left his office, tears formed in her eyes as he was telling her the bad news but she wouldn't let them out, she still had hope. How was she going to tell Draco?

When she got back to the Manor he was waiting for her to come home and show her the surprise, she stepped into the house and Draco came rushing towards her.

Her eyes were red, and she looked like part of her died but Draco didn't notice, he was too caught up in the whole being a dad thing. "Ginny your back, come I have something to show you." he sad as he pulled her up the stairs and stopped in front of a door.

"Draco I have something to tell you." Ginny tried.

"Love can't it wait I have something very important to show you." he said as he opened the door, when Ginny stepped into the room she stopped breathing. There in the room where all the things they would have needed for a baby's arrival, but there would be none coming.

"I cant wait to have out first child together, and oh I'm going to love them so much unlike my father, I'll read them bed time stories, and take them to the park, teach them things, buy them everything their little hearts desire." he said as he hugged Ginny close to him.

Ginny started to cry and Draco thought it was because she was happy too. "OH Ginny, love, don't cry." he said as he wiped her tears away.

"Sorry." she said as she leaned her head against his hard chest.

"Well love, I hate leaving you like this but I have to go." he said as he kissed her temple.

"Good bye." she said as he kissed her lips.

"Bye."

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When Draco left Ginny went and owled Kay to come over as quick as she could.

"What's so urgent?" Kay asked as she appeared in front of Ginny, Ginny had been crying and Kay saw it. "What's wrong?"

"Kay, I'm not pregnant, and I can't have babies at all, ever." Ginny replied as she put her head in her hands.

"Oh god! Ginny, what did Draco say?"

"He doesn't know..."

"You have to tell him."

"I was going to, but if you were here and saw the smile on his face and the way he was saying that he wanted a child so bad to show it love, and teach him or her anything and everything he could, and play with them I just couldn't tell him." she looked up at Kay and Kay put her arms around Ginny's shaking body.

"He was so happy Kay, and I can't give him something that makes him so happy, I hate this."

"Oh Gin, babe just tell him and I sure he'll understand." Kay said as she let go of her friend.

"Okay...I will, just don't tell him I have to be the one who dose." Ginny said putting on a brave smile.

"I promise." after Kay calmed Ginny down she left and Ginny was alone again.

"I can't do this to him. He deserves someone who will be able to give him children...not me…who can't." Ginny said as she put the last bit of her stuff in the suitcase. "Should I leave him a note?" Ginny asked herself again.

She decide against it and left Draco...

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When Draco came home, Ginny was usually already home, but this time there was no Ginny in the house. He looked around for her but didn't find her; he gave up for the night and went to their bedroom.

The bedroom seamed empty and alone, he walked over to his closet to change when he noticed that there was nothing in Ginny's closet. He started to panic, it was 10:30 and he ran around the house screaming her name, was this some kind of joke or did she really leave him?

Maybe she didn't want his children; maybe she fell out of love with him. His head was pounding and he was a wreck as he gave up and let his body drop on to their bed, and put his head into his hands.