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Warning: Mild language, violence, sexual content between males, INCEST, and disturbing imagery. If any of this bothers you, do not read.

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Aya's Awakening

Ran glared at him from over the report he was reading. Ken felt almost guilty; he hadn't meant to leave Ran hanging earlier, but if he had stayed Youji might have noticed something weird was going on. It had been great to finally get to touch Ran. He wished Youji hadn't interrupted them so he could have shown Ran just how a man can pleasure another man.

"So, we know where they are. How do we get past their security not to mention Crawford, who will already know we're coming, and Schuldig, who can hear our thoughts?" he asked as he twitched uncomfortably under Aya's gaze.

"Omi's in charge of security, and Youji's scouting out the building layout." Ran looked down putting his report on the table. "I just have to trust them."

"That's right, we're all going to get her back." He smiled nervously not sure if Ran was mad at him.

"Do you want to sleep in my room again? I don't think Omi or Youji will be home for awhile." Ken choked on his water. Was Ran inviting him into his bed again?

"Um."

"I thought you might not want to be alone. I can tell you're tired Ken. I can see the pain in your eyes. You're suffering just as much as I am if not more. You two are closer now than I am to her. You're the brother I should be to her." Ran's face fell as he bit his lip his hands shaking at his side.

"Ran, don't. Don't start blaming yourself again. What happened between you and her is in the past. When she gets back, just start over again. Ask for her forgiveness and try to be the loving brother I know you can be.

"She'll never forgive me, but I don't blame her. Ken, let's go upstairs I'm tired, and I don't even know what I'm saying anymore."

"Sure." Ken got up and followed Ran to his room. He shut the door behind them and immediately came up behind Ran pressing up against him and nibbling on his neck. Running his hands up his shirt and stripping it off. "Why don't we start where we left off." He whispered in Ran's ear as he felt the man tense under his hands. "I promise this time I won't leave you hanging."

"Ken, this isn't right. I don't want to hurt you. I know how you feel about me, and I can't return that."

"I know, no one ever does. I'm used to it." He was, Kase had just been using him, but he didn't regret it. He wouldn't take back the memories Kase gave him even if they had caused him a great deal of pain in the end.

"Ken, I've… Well I'm not that experienced. The farthest I've been is… well, what we did in the basement." Ran turned his head trying to hold it high as though he didn't care. Ken smirked slightly; he never had an inexperienced partner before.

"It's okay. I won't do anything you don't like." Ken purred as he pushed his hand down Ran's pants. Ran's knees buckled as he fell to the floor.

"Let's move to the bed if you're going to continue to do that."

"Whatever you want. Tonight is about you, not me." He could feel himself becoming bolder as he backed Ran towards the bed pushing him back and pulling off his pants. He took off his own shirt and pants but left on his boxers before moving over Ran and kissing him. Their lips melted together. It felt so right to be running his hands in Ran's blood red hair and pushing his tongue into the warm wet cavern. He wanted Ran to feel what he was feeling and more. He pushed his need into Ran's and Ran threw his head back breaking his mouth from Ken's.

"Ken!" he screamed out as he writhed under him. "I want more; make me forget her," Ran pleaded as he wrapped his legs around him.

"I'll help you, but you're going to have to trust me." Ken panted as he kissed down Ran's perfect chest making his way down to Ran's need.

"You made dinner." Crawford looked at her with surprise.

"I was bored," she explained as they all sat down at the table. She made sure she was sitting by Nagi. It had been a few days since Schuldig had threatened her, and he had left her alone since. She had talked to Nagi here and there about school but it was nearly impossible to get the brown haired teen to respond with more than a few words.

"You know, Crawford, I think we should just keep her. She's so cute, and Farfarello's going to miss her when she's gone." Schuldig chuckled as she looked at Farfarello doubtfully.

"Schuldig, can't you just be quiet for a few seconds." Nagi gritted his teeth in irritation.

"Nagi, you hurt my feelings with your cold words."

"You don't have any feelings."

"And you have too many. Crawford might pamper you but I will not. You need to toughen up a bit if you want to be one of us."

"Schuldig, stop," Crawford commanded.

"That's it! Crawford, I've been with you for a lot longer than Nagi and you treat him better than you do me. You've been avoiding me lately. You won't let me go to any of the meetings; what the hell is going on?"

"At least he doesn't lock you up in your room," Farfarello mumbled under his breath.

"Go upstairs, Schuldig, we'll talk about this later. Right now I'm going to eat the delicious meal Aya has made for us." Crawford glared at him coldly.

"No, I won't, I'm going out and I may or may not come back." Schuldig stood up knocking his chair to the floor before storming out of the house.

"Don't worry about him, Nagi. He just doesn't like the fact that you're more powerful. He will get over it, or he's the one who will be out." Crawford pushed his glasses up causing Aya to shiver at his icy gaze. She felt there was more to the fight than she knew about or wanted to know about.

"He's really upset you shouldn't be leaving him out, Crawford, and you know it. When Schuldig gets mad he always takes it out on me." Nagi looked at him with frightened eyes.

"If he does, he will be punished." That was the last thing anyone said as they finished the meal in silence. Aya was relieved when it was over and she could go to her room. She sighed as she sat down in her chair and pulled a book from the shelf in her room.

"Aya." She jumped throwing the book down. Relief went through her body as she realized it was only Nagi. "Is it true; do you really like your brother?" She stared at him in surprise as he sat down on her bed across from her.

"Well, I love him of course, but he's not the brother I remember."

"How did he used to be?"

"He used to be shy, sensitive, kind, and awkward. Not exactly the type of person you would think to become an assassin." She could feel the tears welling up in her eyes as she thought of the way her brother of the past.

"It must be hard to wake up to a different world." Nagi looked at her questioningly.

"Yeah, it is."

"I came here to let you know that I won't let Crawford hurt you."

"What about Farfarello?" Aya glanced at Nagi trying to figure out what game he was playing at. She didn't trust him, not for a second.

"I don't think you have to worry about him. If he wanted to, he would have done it by now. I think he likes you. Plus you hurt God with your incestuous ways." Nagi burst into a fit of laughter as she glared at him. It was the first time she had seen the boy show any emotion. She couldn't help it; she had to laugh along with him. "Sorry, I couldn't help it." Nagi quickly wiped the grin off his face.

"You should laugh more often Nagi. I think you're cute when you laugh." He blushed as she continued to smile at him. "What are you doing in a place like this? You don't seem like the rest of them."

"Believe it or not, I'm dangerous, and don't you forget it. I am a killer just like the rest of them." He stared at her coldly as her chair lifted off the floor. "But lucky for you, I have a weakness for pretty girls." Nagi gave her a small smile as her chair rested back on the floor.

"So you think I'm a pretty girl," she said more to herself than to him. Nagi was weird; she was wrong to expect any more from a member of Schwarz.

"I'll see you tomorrow, Aya." Nagi whispered as he came close to her, stroking back her hair and kissing her on the forehead before leaving.

Ran flushed as he looked over at Ken from across the table. The past couple of nights Ken had showed him things he didn't even know about. Ken used his tongue and fingers to give him release. He thought being with Ken might ease his lust for his sister, but it only made him want to show her how good he felt. He still had dreams of her, and a few times he had almost called Ken, Aya when he had his eyes closed. He could imagine it was Aya's mouth that was licking his need or caressing his chest.

"We'll move out in two days while Nagi is at school. He's the one we have to worry about the most. He could kill everyone in a flick of his fingers," Omi said as he spread out the information on the table.

"Are you okay with all of this, Ran?" Youji asked.

"As Omi said, It's best not to rush into this; it's my sister and I want her back alive."

"And we're going to get her back alive." Ken smiled at him reassuringly.

"Of course, we're Weiss, and together we are unstoppable." Omi stood up trying to look taller.

"Right." Youji said flatly as he rolled his eyes. Ran wondered with slight embarrassment if Ken had told Omi about their sexual experimentation. Just how much did Omi know about Ken. He was sure Omi knew Ken was gay. The two of them seemed really close. "I need a smoke. I'll be back in a few." Youji yawned stretching out his long body.

"You really should quit. You're killing you're lungs you know." Omi scowled at the taller blond.

"Omi, you worry about yourself, and I'll worry about me." Youji waved his hand as he walked outside.

"Can't teach an old dog new tricks. Omi, give it up; it isn't like we're not all going to die young anyway." Ken ran his hands over Omi's shoulders. Ran flinched remembering how Ken had done that to him in the basement. He had to wonder just how close his two teammates were; they did share a room. Omi had offered his room to Aya, saying he could room with Ken. Maybe Omi wanted to room with Ken because they were more than friends.

"Mmm, Ken, you're the best, just what I needed." Omi moaned as he tossed his head back exposing his slender neck. Ken tipped Omi's chin back and they stared at each other smiling. Ran could feel a jealous rage building up. Omi was such a little slut, batting his eyes and pouting his lips. What was he thinking? Omi wasn't that way with everyone. Just like with his sister he was becoming a possessive bastard. He prayed Schwarz wasn't doing anything bad to her or they would pay.

"Well, um, I'll go check on Youji. Hopefully he hasn't collapsed due to lack of oxygen." Omi pushed Ken's hands away and winked at him before he went outside. Ken grinned at him with that look he got when he was watching soccer.

"I think we'll get her back. So no need to worry." Ken was now behind him rubbing his shoulders.

"Stop it," he growled as he pushed Ken's hands away.

"Wow, what's your problem. Did I do something to piss you off."

"No, I just don't feel like having you slobbering all over me." Ran looked away from Ken's hurt eyes, after all it's what he deserved for being all over Omi.

"Fine, I won't touch you anymore. I guess you don't need me to satisfy you anymore."

"No, that's not true. I'll need you more now that she is coming back. I'll need you to stop me." He whispered as he pushed Ken onto the table pushing off the reports.

"Hey!" Ken squirmed flailing his arms in the air. "I want you to make me stop thinking of her. I want you to make me want you and only you." The words were coming out of his mouth, and he couldn't stop them. He brought his lips down on Ken's trembling ones. It felt good to have control. He kind of liked not being the fumbling one for once as he pressed himself down on Ken. Ken was making the most adorable whimpers as he grinded up against him.

"Ran," Ken panted as he pushed him away. "We're in the kitchen, Youji and Omi could come back in at anytime."

"I want you Ken. I want all of you. Make me change my sinful lust for Aya."

"Are you saying you want me like, um, that." Ken fidgeted under him.

"You know how I am, Ken; once I have you, you're mine. No one else can have you. So whoever you're with right now, get rid of them."

"Um, Ran, I'm not with anyone. I haven't been with a man since Kase." Ken tried to buck him off.

"I don't know what's going on with you and Omi, but it needs to stop."

"What? Nothing's going on between Omi and I. I'm not giving up my friendship for you."

"Fine, but you better not be lying to me or you will pay."

"I don't know if this is a good idea, Ran. I don't think I can compare to Aya. Are you even sure you know what you're asking me?"

"No, I'm not, but I'm sure you can drag me out of this twisted hole I've fallen into. Anything is better than lusting after my sister. I want a normal relationship with her again. I want to be the brother she used to love, and not the one she fears.

"If that is what you really want, then I will give it to you."

"Tonight come to my room." He moved off of Ken's sprawled form. He really wanted to just take Ken then and there like an animal, but he knew his other two teammates wouldn't appreciate it.

"Okay." Ken got off the table and picked up the papers. He looked sad and Ran knew why. He was using Ken, but Ken was too attracted to him to say no. All he cared about was knowing what it was like to be connected with someone for the first time in the most intimate way. He wanted to know what it felt like to be inside someone. He knew he could never be inside Aya like that, and Ken seemed willing.

TBC