Chapter 5

State of Mind

Disclaimer: Same as before, they are never going to be mine. Mild language.

A/N: Okay, I kinda forgot that Calleigh had a cast on her ankle; let's just act like she had the cast taken off before they left( it kinda screws with the story somewhat). And away we go...

Chapter 5

Calleigh gained her bearings as the figure continued to advance on her , and grabbed the wooden figurine that was sitting on the coffee table. She attacked furiously, hitting him on the head. As she continued to land blow after blow all she could think of was the anger and fear that was holding her hostage. She didn't feel as someone came behind her and held her arm to prevent another blow.

" Calleigh! Stop, it's me , Tim," Speed said as he gently took the bloody figurine out of her hand. " What's gotten in to you? Why aren't you in bed?"

The lights came on in the living room, and Calleigh looked at her would be attacker. Lying on the floor, was Eric. Alexx had knelt down to tend to his head, that bore a deep gash on the hairline. Calleigh put her hand over her mouth to stifle a scream that threaten to surface.

" Th-the phone kept ringing..." Calleigh stammered as she watched Alexx clean his head. " There was this voice. You weren't around... I thought he was coming for me."

" Eric? Can you hear me?" Alexx said as she saw him coming to. She threw a comforting glance at Calleigh.

" Uhh– Wha- What happened? Ow!" Eric said as he tried to sit up.

" Easy, baby. You got a nasty cut on your head. Take your time," Alexx replied holding him by the shoulder.

" Calleigh, mistook you for an intruder, Eric," Horatio offered.

Calleigh moved to kneel down at Eric's side, but she optioned to go to her knees, knowing that it would be hard to get back up again. " I am so sorry, Eric. I haven't had the best of days lately."

" It's ok, Calleigh. I should've said something before I walked in, but I thought you would like the surprise of us being here for your wedding."

" Oh I am! I'm glad that you are all here. I just hope I can make it to tomorrow without killing someone," Calleigh said quietly.

Speed glanced at her slightly and then moved to help Eric to the couch. He then offered him more apologies as Horatio came over to sit down next to Eric.

" It doesn't look bad , Eric. You'll probably have a helluva headache in the morning," Horatio said lightly.

" I'm a big boy, I'll be fine," Eric said as he turned to Calleigh. " Really."

Calleigh fought the tears that were nagging at her eyes. Her fear had almost killed her friend. She exited the room quietly, leaving concerned faces. Horatio looked over to Speed and saw the anguish in his eyes. This ordeal wasn't just affecting Calleigh, but it was also taking it's toll on Speed as well.

" How long has she been like this , Speed?" Horatio asked.

" Since she's been out of the hospital. Her psychologist says that she has the beginnings of post traumatic stress disorder. He can't give her any medication because of the baby, so I've been trying to deal the best way I know how. But I gotta tell ya, it's wearing me down," Speed said sitting down next to Alexx on the other couch. " I love her too much, not to fight for her. So what ever I am going through, means nothing."

Alexx patted him on his leg, " Timmy, go make sure she's ok. We are fine."

Speed looked at Alexx and smiled. In the absence of his own mother, Alexx was always there to help him. He kind of felt like her adopted son, and he always appreciated her wise words. He got up and excused himself and ascended the stair case.

S/C

Calleigh stood in the hallway and listened to the conversation about her. She wiped the tears off of her face with the back of her hand and walked away as she heard Speed get up from the couch. She quickly got in bed as she heard the door knob turn. She pulled the comforter over her head and turned to face the wall.

" You know, you can't hide from me for long," Speed said as he laid next to her. Exhaustion was evident in his voice. He placed a hand on her side and advanced it until it was covering her belly. He then bent his head down to speak into her ear. " Calleigh, Delko's going to be fine. It was just a misunderstanding."

" Are you sure you want to marry a psycho like me?" Calleigh replied under the comforter. " I could've killed him. What happens if I wake up in the middle of the night and start to attack you?"

" I will announce myself."

"Tim, I'm serious. I don't want to do anything that will hurt you."

" You know something that will hurt?" Speed asked as he crossed over her gently. " If you don't marry me tomorrow."

Calleigh pulled the cover down and put a hand up to his face, feeling the familiar stubble. She inched her face towards him a small smile playing on her lips, " There is nowhere else I'd rather be tomorrow. If you 'll have me , I'll be there."

" Calleigh, I love you. I can't imagine my life without you in it," Speed said as he kissed her softly on the lips. Calleigh savored the kiss as he pulled back. " Now , you need to get some rest. Big day tomorrow."

Calliegh nodded in agreement and lifted her head so that he kissed her forehead. " Aren't you coming to bed?"

" I got to see to our guests, Cal. Don't worry, I'll be fine tomorrow," Speed said as he lifted the covers up onto Calleigh.

Calleigh smiled lightly and closed her eyes. She was in a slumber before Speed turned the light off and closed the door. She was getting married tomorrow.

TBC...

A/N: You think it will go ok?... hehheh...