Epilogue
The day was beautiful as the wind blew in off of the Atlantic. The sky was clear blue and the famous Miami heat was curiously missing. As the processional snaked it's way through the streets of Miami, Tim gazed out of the Hummer. He thought about the things that he would miss about her; the talks, the advice the attention. A tear had dropped on to his hand and Calleigh reached over to grasp it. He looked at her and smiled lightly and returned the gesture. When he had told Calleigh of Alexx's death, Calleigh had taken it hard. She was unable to sleep for days afterwards and her appetite was gone. But she had come out of it and was going to stand by her husband.
At the grave side, Tim sat with Alexx's family in front of the casket. He stared at the flag draped casket and let his tears drop again. Calleigh grabbed his hand and squeezed it as she too stared at the casket. As the detail folded the flag, he heard others weeping quietly behind him. This was untimely and she would be missed by those who she affected. The flag was presented to Peter and he held a steady gaze as the detail readied for the twenty one gun salute. As the rounds were being fired, Tim jumped slightly and felt as his tears raced down his face.
After the service was concluded, Tim stood at the head of the casket as everyone else started for the cars. Horatio, Eric and Calleigh watched him from afar, letting him have his time to say goodbye.
" Alexx," Tim said softly, " I am so sorry that you are no longer here. I should've been more careful. I shouldn't have put you in that situation... I miss you so much. You have been there for me when I had no one else." Tim said as he wiped the tears from his eyes. " We caught the bastard that did this to you, but the damnest thing, he kicked the bucket. Had a heart attack as Delko was reading him his rights. Ironic isn't it?" Tim let a smile flash on his face as he continued. " Calleigh is doing fine, so is your god daughter. I persuaded Calleigh to rename her, in honor of you. She's Alexxandria Kaitlyn Speedle, and when she grows up she'll know where she got that strong name. I will keep an eye out on Peter and the kids for you... Alexx , rest well." Tim said as he touched the casket. He then knelt down slightly and kissed the polished mahogany. " Good bye."
Tim hestiated to leave , but then turned to walk towards the remaining members of his family. He felt as the cool breeze whipped around his face, caressing it. As he walked to the Hummer, he could swear that he heard her say, " I'll miss you too, Timmy."
He smiled faintly and got in. She did not die , not in Tim's heart.
The End
A/N: I apologize for killing our beloved Alexx... I promise it will never happen again. Hope you enjoyed the story!