Chapter 2:

Maybe today will be better. I told Phil to bring a good movie because tonight is now officially "Movie Night." I already picked out my flick. It's Titanic. Maybe, if I'm lucky, I can at least cry on his shoulder at the end. He knows that movie always makes me cry. Anyways, he seemed excited enough! Maybe, just maybe, I can get him to notice me. I really hope so!

LATER

Tonight was wonderful! Okay, so nothing major happened, but it was enough for me. Alright, first we watched Titanic, and, of course, I cried at the end. Without even realizing it, Phil was holding me tight with his arm around my waist! Oh my gosh, I was so happy, but I had to act really sad. It was a perfect moment. I looked up into his eyes, and he looked into mine. We stayed like that for what seemed like hours, letting the world rush around us. All of a sudden there was a HUGE crash that came from my room. Our stare broke as Phil quietly whispered, "Keel, go where you think you'll be safe. I'm going to go see what that was." Scared out of my mind, I crept into my linen closet and anxiously waited. About three minutes later, Phil opened the linen closet door and ushered me out.

"I have good news and bad news. Which do you want to hear first?"

"Uh…good news." I said because I had no heck of a clue what was going on.

"Okay, said Phil as he let out a sigh. The good news is that no one broke into your house. The bad news is there is a large rabbit loose somewhere in here. Will you help me find it?

"Whadya think I was going to do," I asked jokingly, "sit here while I watch you make a fool of yourself trying to catch a rabbit that somehow got loose in my house?"

"Hey, I could catc-"

"Oh hush up Phil and come on!"

We searched my house for two hours until we finally found and caught the rabbit. It was one of the funniest experiences of my life, but it made me strongly dislike bunnies. Anyways, when we had finally caught and released the rabbit, we decided that Phil should just stay the night, since it was already 12:30. Anyways, we said our goodnights, and went to sleep. (He basically lives in the guestroom since he is over here so much.) Anyways, I'm going to have to tell Tia because there is no way I'll be able to get his attention on my own.

This song is making me wonder….

He drowns in his dreams

An exquisite extreme I know

He's as damed as he seems

More Heaven than a heart can hold

And if I try to save him

My whole world would cave in

It just ain't right

Lord, it just ain't right

What if things don't work, and I just make a complete fool of myself and ruin our friendship?

Oh and I don't know

I don't know what he's after

But he's so beautiful

He's such a beautiful disaster

He's just so wonderful that I don't want to loose him!

And if I could hold on

Through the tears and the laugher

Lord, would it be beautiful

Or just a beautiful disaster?

Will it work or not? What is the outcome to this kind of mystery!

He's magic and myth
As strong as what I believe
A tragedy with
More damage than a soul should see
And do I try to change him
So hard not to blame him

Hold me tight
Baby, hold me tight

Though he is so perfect, what if it works out?

Oh cuz I don't know
I don't know what he's after
But he's so beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster

Maybe sometimes you just have to take a risk!

I'm longing for love and the logical
But he's only happy hysterical
I'm searching for some kind of miracle
Waited so long
So long

His love is so wonderful! I always get so jealous when he goes out with other girls!

He's soft to the touch
But frayed at the end he breaks
He's never enough
And still he's more than I can take
Oh cuz I don't know
I don't know what he's after
But he's so beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster

I guess the window of opportunity is open, and I better crawl through it before it is too late and I regret my choice!

He's beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster

That's the only thing TO do.