A/N: thank you all for your reviews. If it wasn't for them, I'd probably given up by now…..well, here's the update:
I ran faster than I ever had. I wasn't even thinking about it. Just running. I knew where I was going, too. I didn't even know why….but I knew where, and when I got there, I just stared.
All my fears became reality. Gone. The place that had become my second home had lost its lust. Its appeal was gone, and in its place I saw emptiness. Suddenly, my depression became anger/ I felt waves of heated feelings and wild emotions rush up through my body as I picked up a small rock at my foot and chucked it at the window.
"You said you'd never leave!" I screamed. I didn't care if he could hear, I went on anyways. "You said we'd always be friends! You said you'd never go back!"
As I felt my body weaken, I began to even whisper. "I loved you," I said softly, "and you left me here to bleed my tears of sorrow. You made me loose my chance. Made me loose you. Why?" my voice began to fade but my brain was still gushing with questions.
What did I do to deserve this? How could he do this to me? How was I supposed to go on without him?
I just didn't understand! He was the only thing that made me remember. I've dreamed about him ever since we met. I loved him so much. In my mind I heard the words "move on," but I knew that this time I had to listen to my heart. I never got to think further. After that, everything went blank.
A/n: short….I know….last chappy next……..lala…..review for happies!