heya people! another KH story! i hope you woll all like it!
it's about the events after KH, what happanes to Riku and so on...so enjoy!
Do you remember that people lecture you that you should take advantage of time, cause eventually there wont be much left if you will waste it and let it slip away through you fingers?...
I don't fell like that, I feel like I have too much time in my own hands, nothing moves, nothing grows, it's all stuck on the same thing, no days, no nights, everything is black….empty.
Since the day I was locked in Kingdom Hearts I felt it, the endless darkness sucking me in, never letting go. Don't be surprised I haven't grown an inch taller since I got stuck here.
I feel like running away, to dig a hole in the endless pit off darkness and be burn again with the light supporting me from behind….but I can't….I've tried though, but it was always a failure, I am a failure.
I lost King Mickey after a while, maybe he found the door and was afraid that I'll go through it and bring darkness again.
All the people that were destined to end up here because of their crimes, there a lot of these people, I am one of them and so is Ansem.
Ansem, how do I start explaining what we both have been through...I know he loves me, how? Well he told me himself, I don't remember when was it because here there are no days nor nights "sigh" I know he told me he love me a while ago but I can't return those feeling, I feel the same feeling, but not for him…..but for my best friend.
I know that I don't have the slightest chance to get out of here, so all I have left s memories of him, I almost can't imagine him anymore, he slips away right before me, he is distant and I can't catch up with him while I am stuck here, I just can't….and I am scared, so scared to lose him……because of that I searched for comfort, and the only source for that kind of feeling is….Ansem.
"What are you doing love?" He whispers into my ear, I feel the shiver by his husky voice going up and down my body.
"Hmm….thinking" I lean on his chest and accept the position we both are in.
"What do you have to think about love? We don't have nothing to do anyways here so no use thinking…" he stops and starts to nip my neck, god he knows I am sensitive especially on the neck area.
"Nnn Ansem…stop…." I try not to moan so I won't encourage him to continue his little torture. I am still a virgin, I could never find the courage to give my self fully, but I feel like there is no use by saving it….who will want me anyway.
"But it seems like you enjoy this so why stop now, hn?" he licks my cheek and nuzzle it "Riku, why are you so afraid of giving me the chance to pleas you….to rock you, to make you forget of this full and endless darkness?" Ansem flipped me around, now I am facing him. Orange/yellow eyes, tan skin and handsome features….beautiful, I have always known he was beautiful, that is the first thing I've noticed when I first met him.
"Ansem, I can't love you back, but the only thing I can give you is my body….and I think I am ready for this" he smiles and I can't help but melt in his arms.
"I promise you that you are making the right decision" he lifts me to his arms and carries me.
"I can walk you know" hey I still have my pride!
He chuckles "I know but I want to do this moment special, I want to make it perfect" I nuzzle his neck and let him carry me to an old looking house, I've learned to call it home.
He opens the house's door and it makes a sound of protest, when we go in you can see that the house is really old, the wood is warned out and you can feel the dust while you walk in…this sucks. When Ansem steps on the floor it makes a sound of protest, I hate this place. "Now, now don't make this face, you gonna love what you are going to see soon" I don't really catch he is saying but I choose not to ask and find out.
Ansem opens the bedrooms door and I can't help but to look at the sight with shock, the room is beautiful, so different of what it looked like before.
"H-how did you do it?" I can't help but stutter, it seems like a thousand year had passed since a saw a room like this, and it looks almost like my room back home.
"I…lets say fixed it, I told you I wanted to make your first time special, since I am the one who is going to take it" he smirks at me and wraps his arms around my waist.
I can't help but blush and think about what is going to happen soon, but the room has an atmosphere of intimacy that I find myself pushing against Ansems body, I want him, I want his heat and I want to feel him…..i want his comfort.
The atmosphere it thick, the bed is huge with red satin that shines by the candles light, the flowers that are surrounding the bed gives a dreamy kind of smell that I can't enough of it.
It seems like I zoned out because I didn't feel Ansem pushing me on the bed, I give a light yelp and lay on the bed, the bed is soft I can fall asleep immediately, but Ansem brings me back to my scenes when he kisses me fully and passionately. It's not a loving kiss but an hungry one and I can't help my self but to kiss him back.
His skilled hands are ravishing my lean body, and I feel how my skin burns under his touches, it make me want more of it so I push my body up to meet his.
"Eager now, are we?" he smirks and looks at me with lustful eyes and I return his look with the same lust.
"Don't fuck with me and fuck me already" I try to make my voice demanding but it comes broken, god I need him, I wont stop, I'll give him what he wants.
"What a dirty mouth, we will have to clean it" he kisses me and takes my brown shirt off, button after button stripping me from the poor clothe I wear. After the shirt he piles my shorts and boxer down my hips.
When I am fully naked I feel nervous, that is the first time someone sees me like the way I was born.
"You don't know how beautiful you are Riku, too beautiful for your own good" he starts to take his green shirt off, again a button after button and he does it slow…the bastard I can't help but star with hungry lustful eyes at his glimpse of tan chest.
I can't take this anymore, he wastes too much time with the shirt, I sit and yanks his shirt off to reveal his perfect tan body, I lick my lips and touch his skin who is surprisingly soft.
"Bad boy Riku, you ripped my shirt…you have to be punished" he smirks and plays with my silver/blond hair, I love when he does that, my scalp it another sensitive spot.
"Pleas punish me…" my voice I heavy and he is teasing me, the fucker taking it too slow. With out his permission I grab his pants and boxers together and slid them down until I can see his member, and I can only gasp at the sight.
"Hmm don't worry Riku, I promise I'll make it good" he pines me to the bad and throws his forgotten pants and boxers on the floor.
(AN: if u dont wanna read the lemon pleas skip! thanks you! You will see another message by me when it's finished so you will be bale to read the rest!)
I can't think of anything, the only thing I can see or think of is Ansem…Ansem, Ansem, Ansem, Ansem….and I love it.
"God Riku I wanted to do his to you for so long" he spreads my legs and I feel a little
Uncomfortable, but I release the thought right away when I feel his breath on my
throbbing manhood "pleas…pleas Ansem" I beg, fuck pride I want it, and I want it
bad!
Soon his hot mouth covers my member and I see stars, I've never felt something that
Even Matches to this before! I rock my hips up but he stops me and holds me in my
place, I give a sound of protest but obey and try not to rock my hips up.
I can feel it, I am close and I barely notice when he pushed a finger into my mouth so I'll
suck it. He sucks me harder and harder and I a scream his name when I cum.
It takes a few second for me to gain my senses back and I can feel Ansems lubricated
fingers touching my entrance "relax, it will hurt at first but I promise after you will get
through the pain you will fell indescribable pleasure" I nod and let his fingers invade my
entrance.
The feeling it strange but I suck it inn and relax like he told me. He adds another finger
and I feel a little burn; it's uncomfortable and fucked up….but I wait. The third
finger hurts like hell! I squirm a little bit "shh relax the pain will be gone soon" who the
fuck is he kidding, he is the one who is gonna fuck no the one who is gonna BE fucked!
After a while I jump and I feel like my eyes popes out of their holes "DO IT AGAIN" I order, I want more of this feeling, it was incredible!
"Looks like I found it…you are ready" he pulls his fingers out and I glare it him while he just chuckles "don't worry you will get a lot more then just fingers.
With his pre-cum he lubricates his manhood. I lick my lips, my desire is strong and I want it to be fulfilled.
He positions himself in front of my entrance "ready?" he asks, I can see he holds back, I give an 'hn' for an answer and he pushes himself into me with one swift thrust.
"Gah…itai" I hurt, hurts too much, I feel like I am burning inside and I can't help but let the tears fall, without even realize I dig my nails in his back "i-I'm sorry, I didn't mean to hurt you…" I barely speak; the pain is much stronger then three fingers.
"it's okay, now be patient" he thrusts a little, takes himself out and pushes inn, I start to feel like I am getting used to the feeling so I roll my hips so I'll meet his. The sent of the flowers drives me crazy, like a spell my body grows hotter in every second.
The thrusts are stronger now and he is hitting THE spot, I feel like I am in heaven, finally. "Harder….onegai! Faster" I beg and yell and Ansem's obeys.
I feel Ansem's hand take my manhood and starts pumping it, the pleasure is too much, my eyes rolls to the back of my head as I feel it coming. I feel Ansem's hand squeezing my member and pounding me while hitting the spot successfully with every thrust. I cum while I scream Ansem's name and I feel my self tighten around his manhood.
Ansem, stills pounds me like I am gonna disappear any second, but I am somewhere else, the pleasure sent me to heaven and I can see him there…where I want to be.
I hear Ansem scream my name shortly after me and his sperm flows in me. He pulls himself out and lies beside me.
(An: Lemon is over! Continue to read onegai! TT)
"That was amazing" I say. It really was and he didn't lie, I really forgot about Kingdom Hearts for a few minutes and I loved it.
"Yeah it was…" he wrap his arms around me and pulls me aloes. The sent of the flowers is still there with the smell of sex, perfect combination.
I feel sleepy and for the first time I really want to sleep, I feel peaceful for once in a long time now….
I open my eyes slowly, I don't really want to wake up but something tells me that I should.
When I try to sit down I feel a sharp pain up and down my spine "eek….damnit" I hiss, and I start to remember the "night" before.
Ansem is sound asleep, he sleeps like a rock so I wont wake him up even if I'll try, I'll let him rest.
I crawl out of the bed and try to ignore the pain in my butt, I feel that I am walking like I duck!
Turning on the shower and stepping into it, I want to clean my self from last night events, I can't believe that I actually went all the way! Damn those hormones and flowers and sexy Ansem….
I finish my shower and fish my clothe around the room, when I finish dressing up I pull the blankets over Ansem's sleeping figure and whisper to his ear "thanks for last night"
Knock knock knock
I turn around and look at the door, it feels weird, no one walks on doors here, no one visits the others, everyone here has their own house so that can's be someone from Kingdom Hearts…..
I hold my breath, it can't be people from out of kingdom hearts, why would they want to come in here and mess around with stupid heartless and criminals!
KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK
Now they demand us to open the door, what am I going to do! Should I open it or should I just run away, but I can't leave Ansem here!
I close my eyes……and I imagine…..'Sora, what should I do?'
(AN: and cut! Eep! Kidding hehe well I wrote more…I hope u like it this far so pleas bare with it and read 'till the end and then review! )
The knocking has stopped, I wonder why…
Slowly I approach the door and touch the handle.
With force the door is wide open and I am on the floor trying to focus on what is going on, when I look where the door was I can make a short figure looking at me and smiling, I don't really know who it is because my sight is still blur.
"I've been looking for you Riku, finally I found you!" the voice is so familiar.
Then it hit me! "King Mickey! What are you doing here! I thought that you left Kingdom Hearts a long time ago!" I jumped to my feet and rushed to Mickey, glad to see that he didn't leave me after all.
"I've never left you Riku! I was searching for the door, I decided to do it alone 'cause it would have been easier to find!" he said with his cheerful voice, I didn't realize 'till now I missed it.
My hopes started to come up "did you….find it?" I am so afraid of the answer! I want him to say yes so bad!
"Actually Riku….I DID!" he threw his arms up "and I came here to take you with me!"
I feel like crying, from joy for once and not from agony, I can get out of here, finally!
"But…can Ansem come with us? I mean, I can't leave him here alone…" I lowered my eyes and found the floor very intresting 'hmm… look ants'
"It's his choice, but I don't really trust him, I don't think it will be a good idea…"
"Why not! He has changed, don't worry him will do nothing wrong, he said he is sorry for what he has done, the darkness took control and…"
I was cut off by Ansem walking in the room and shuting my mouth with his hand "it's okay Riku, go I don't have a place out of here, no one will trust me after what I have done so it's no use if I'll get out…one day I'll find the door and step proudly out of here because then I'll know that destiny wanted me out and it's my time to go. But now it's your time to leave this place and remember.." he leaned to my ear "I love you, and I wont ever forget that night" he sigh and kissed my cheek.
I wrapped my arms around him and gave him a passionate kiss, I feel bad for leaving him but I will be there for him when he comes back "it's a promise, I'll see you again" I whispered and followed King Mickey out of the old house.
I don't know what future holds but I am sure I am going to fight for it…..and gain my life back.
We are walking for hours. Well it seems like hours and I can't help but ask from time to time "are we there yet?", I guess I asked it too many times by now because King Mickey is a little pissed off now, oh hell, have you ever seen him pissed off! Well I did and it's not a pretty sight so I'll shut my fucking big mouth and let him lead us to the door….to my freedom!
"We are close now Riku, stop asking me that question already!" he throws his hands up to show his frustration, and I smile, a devilish smile; I love to make people annoyed.
"We better be close. I am hungry and I want to see the light again!" I say, excited.
"Soon enough Riku, you will see it, I can't wait to get out of here again" he agrees
"Say Mickey…" I lower my eyes and mow I look at his feet
"Yeah?"
"Do you think that the people outside will accept me, I mean, I am the one who was controlled by the darkness and because of me Ansem almost took over all of the world"
He stops in his tracks to suddenly and I can't help but bump into his back and fall on my butt, he turns around and looks at me, seriously.
"Riku, stop thinking these kind of thoughts! You have a pure heart and if it wouldn't have been pure you think I would let you come with me out side and let you live again!..." he kneels beside me and puts his hand on my shoulder for a comfort "I am sure that people will forgive you, you were possessed, it wasn't your fault, so don't you dare take all the darkness case on you shoulders" with that said he stands up and walks again.
"Gah! Wait" from that moment the walks was quiet, we walked and walked heading to the door of light.
"This is it!" Mickey grins
I snap my gaze from the ground to the king and i can't wait but get out of here "then what are you waiting for?" I snap, I want to get out as fast as I can.
"Calm down will ya! Ice princess" he grins at the insult and lifts his golden key up above his head.
I frown at the 'princess' thing….I don't look like a girl!
A golden light is surrounding me and Mickey, Mickey swings the key and points to a certain spot in the darkness.
My eyes open wide as I see a door start to show, a golden door, on the door there is something readable "destiny chose you to be free again, but remember, when you step to the light again you must do only good or the darkness will bring you back here"
The fuck! I can't do anything illegal! Now that is no fun……kidding! I'll do anything just let me out of here!
"You ready?" Mickey gives me his hand, I nod and take it. We walk passed the door and darkness takes over.
"Hugh…I feel like shit" okay, I thought it's supposed to be an easy ride, guess I was wrong, my head hurts from the fall and my eyes are all blur, the only thing I can see it the yellow kind floor.
I rest a little bit to let my senses come back, after a good few minutes I can see clearly again.
I gap like I fish while I recognized where I am….Destiny Island.
The blue crystal water, ocean clear sky, pure golden sand, god I missed this place too much, it's so different the kingdom hearts.
'Waaaaaaaaaaaait a minute!' I jump to my feet 'where the hell is king Mickey! He was with me when we passed the door...' I look around and don't see anyone at my range of sight 'maybe he returned to his world…just like I did….' I look up at the sky 'thanks Mickey'
BUMP
"Gah!" I fall into the sand, head first….sand isn't tasty at all!
"Wha sorry, ya! Didn't. See……god" I look up and glare, but not for long as I see Wakka, he has grown! Why didn't I grown like that and stayed a little chibi!
"Hmm…yeah…eh…" I notice the blitsball that is laying beside me 'so that's what hit me' I pick it up and give it to him, I feel uncomfortable….he must hate me if he looks at me and doesn't talk.
"Riku …is that you?" he pokes me and I jump
"Hey don't do that! And yes it's me….are you the only one who lives here now?" I ask, straight to the point.
"Hell no! We all are here! A lot of new people joined us now ya! It's not lonely as before…." He scratches the back of his head "where have ya been?"
"Somewhere you don't really wanna be in" I didn't mean it to come out with such a bitter tone
"It's okay ya! No need to tell Wakka anything…" he pats my head "but why are you so small!" he laughs
"Who are you calling small! As I remember I used to be in your height!" I frown…wait "how old are you Wakka?"
"18…why?" he raises an eyebrow
"Damnit! Don't tell me I missed three years! I am only 15! I haven't grown an inch 'cause of that" I yell
"Hahahaha sucks ya! Now you are the smallest on the island! Everyone is pretty tall now" he grins his Wakka smile, a proud smile
"Is Sora here yet?" I hesitate…I don't know if I really wanna know the answer
"Sure he is! He got here three years ago, before I did!" he put his arm around my shoulders "wanna go and see the guys?"
"I don't know Wakka. I don't think it's a good idea…" I look down
"Aw come on it will be fun ya!" he lifts me up and sets me on his shoulders
"WAKKA! THAT IS NOT FUNNY! AT ALL! PUT ME DOWN!" I yell and yell but the bastard only laughs….I hate him, I nod and start to make a plan of 'make Wakka miserable' hehe
"Wakka my ass hurts, put me down pleas…"I whine in, I am not a whiny bitch! Hell no! I am a man! But I have to do this so he will get tired of me and let me on my feet, or throw me away….whatever works!
"We are here so shut up ya! My head hurts and I only spent 10 minutes with ya!" he grumbles and I grin
We stop in front of a cabinet and Wakka knocks on the door, we hear a faint 'come in' and he opens it.
I am nervous, I don't wanna do it, they will hate me…I wanna run away! I struggle from Wakka's shoulder and land on my feet, I almost ran if Wakka didn't catch me from the collar of my shirt.
"Let go! I don't wanna go through this! Stop" I am being dragged up the stares "hey guys look what I found! it's something you don't see everyday ya!" he grins and throws me in the middle of the room…I hear gasps, and I don't like it, I wont face them, I don't wanna look at them….
"R-Riku! Is that really you?" it's a girls' voice, I turn to look at the voice source and now I face a beautiful girl, green eyes and brown shirt hair, I know it's Selphie, her dress is still yellow and it looks like she is still a little girl…gah she is the same age as me!
"H-Hai" I stutter…I don't wanna be here
"How did you manage to get out?" now it's a male voice, I look at the source of it and star…Sora…he looks so good. He became much, much taller, his sky blue eyes are the same, tan golden skin and spiky brown hair, he looks like an 17 years old, like he should be, his body is much more built, not as skinny as mine…I lost my muscles by doing nothing…I feel sick…
When I think about it, I feel sad…he isn't happy that I am hear, he asked me how idd I get out of there, does it really matter!
"King Mickey and I found the door…" I take breath and climb slowly to my feet, I head to the door where Wakka is standing and go pass him, I feel like going back to kingdom hearts! Why did I come here!
Now I am running, on the beach I go into the water and feel the cold liquid caressing my sore feet 'I miss Ansem, why didn't I stay with him! It's where I belong, not here! What the hell was I thinking?'
My knees feels weak and I can't help myself but fall into the ocean, it taste bitter, just like my tear, it feels like this ocean is the tears I've been crying for those three years I missed…
"That was a suck 'welcome back home Riku' ya!" oh Wakka was pissed, I can hear him here when he is way back, on the dock.
"A welcome Riku home! Are you insane, he betrayed us! Do you expect us to open our arms to a traitor?" Sora shut back, and I felt a pang in my chest…so this is what he feels about me…
I am angry, I am tired and I came a long fucking way! When I get out of the ocean and walk on the shore I cab feel the cloth stick to my skin, just like a second layer of it.
"Now you fucking listen to me keyblade kid! You fucking don't know what I've been through to be here only to see if you all are safe! So don't judge me about what happened then because if I remember well I fucking helped you a lot at the end!" I took a breath "if you want to know, I wish I was there now, I don't need this! Fucking look at me! Do you think I was having fun! You selfish idiot! I can't believe I fell for…." Wait stop there, I look at Sora and he is stunned, yeah I wiped that bitch good now I turn around and walk to where my house once was, or still is.